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 Chapter 19- Love Will Remember

(Liam's P.O.V)

“Do you think that we,..” Zayn trailed, off, his eyes avoiding mine.

“That we...?” I asked, completely curious to what he wanted to ask.

“Well,..” He blushed as he looked down at our intertwined hand. We were laying on my bed, with the lights off and the only thing that was lighting up the small bedroom was the moonlight shining through the bedroom window. It our first Christmas together, as a couple and right now, the night before Christmas, we're cuddled up in huge warm duvet with our body pressed closed together.

“What is it Zee?” I asked as I place an open mouth kiss on his neck.

“Do you think,....never mind, it's stupid,” Zayn sighed. It's cute how Zayn would be insecure around me. When people are not around to judge him, he could finally be himself with me. His beautiful, insecure, flawless, and imperfect self. It was the most precious and beautiful thing I've ever seen. I moved myself up so that I was face to face with the raven haired boy.

“Hey,..I'm sure it's not stupid. Come on,.. tell me? Please?” I pleaded, brushing his lips with mine. I could see the outline of Zayn's plump lips smiling before he connected his lips with mine in a soft lingering kiss.

“Do you think that we're,....forever?” Zayn asked timidly, his hot breath landing on my lips. “I don't want this to be a phase Li, I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you to forget me, I want us to be forever, I want you to be by my side, I want-”

I cut off his rants with a passionate kiss on his talkative lips.

“I want us to be forever too,..Everything that I imagine the future to be has you in it. From high school graduation, to college, visiting the places we tagged on the map and possibly, grow old together. With you hands intertwined with mine,”

“But,...what if I messed up?”

“I'll be there to clean you up,”

“But what if I messed up really bad? I can't imagine my life without you in it Li. Everything has been right since the day you walked in my life. If you walk out, I don't know if I-”

“Shhh,..Zee, babe, don't talk like that. We don't know what will happen in the future, and until then, I can promise you that no matter what you do,” I pause to kiss his knuckle “I will always be by you'r side. You've changed Zee; you're not the person you used to be. We've worked hard to be where we are now so I won't let you go just because you make a mistake. In future, we will face a few rough patches but that is in the future, we will face it when the time comes,”

“You're amazing Li,” Zayn smiled, and kissed my nose affectionately “And I promise to love you,”

“And I promise to love you too,”

***

“Where's the ring Mom?!” I frantically asked my mother who seemed abnormally calmed.

“Calm down Liam James, I'm sure it's in this room somewhere,” Mom replied casually. I groaned loudly and began rummaging through my closets and drawers, looking for Zayn's wedding ring. I have another half an hour before the ceremony starts and I'm all dressed in my white wedding suit with black bow tie and dress shoes. The only thing that is missing is Zayn's wedding ring, which is the most important item of the ceremony. How can I possibly lost my wedding ring on my wedding day!?

“Found it!” Mom cheered and chuckled.

“Where? Where?!” I rushed towards her. To my surprise, she wasn't holding anything in her hand. She chuckled at me and slipped he hand in to the pocket of my tux. Seconds later she pulled out a small red velvet box which contains the most important item of the day.

“It's been there all the time Liam James. You put it yourself!”

“Mom! Why didn't you tell me!?” I groaned and sighed at the same time. “It's not funny Mom! It's my wedding day!”

“I know, I know. But it's fun to see you all worked up like this. It's like your sensibility flew out the window,” She chuckled. “But it is also fun to see my son finally becomes a man today....and soon, I will have grandchildren,”

“One step at a time Mom, one step at a time,”

“Then let's go take the first step shall we?”

Forty-five minutes later, I was standing in front of the most beautiful and hunkiest male in London, exchanging vows and wedding rings. I was slightly surprised that the ring Zayn picked out for me looks ten times better then the ones I picked for him. Zayn is full of surprises. We stared at each others eyes, his eyes shining with hope and love, so much more alive compared to the first time I met him. He should realize that us meeting had changed not only his, but my life too. Zayn is like the light whenever I'm in the dark, my knight in shining armor, and the most important thing is that he is my Zayn.

“And I now pronounce you husband and man,”

“This is forever Li,” Zayn whispered on my lips.

“Forevermore,”

And we sealed forever with the most beautiful kiss.

***

“This,..this is magical Zayn,” I mumbled into his shoulder “This is perfect,”

“You like it?”

“I love it,” I replied as I pulled his body closer, welcoming his scent and warmth. We're dancing in front of the fire place in a small but extremely beautiful cabin that Zayn had bought for us to spend a one week nature surrounded honeymoon. The cabin is situated right beside a huge lake and far far away from the city. The air is fresh and slightly damp. We had just finish skinny dipping under the big round silver moon in the lake and right now, we're warming up each other. I would rather do it naked but I knew Zayn is still slightly insecure about being naked. “It's more than I could ask for,”

“I'm glad,” Zayn mumbled as he kissed my shoulder, his arms wrapped around my neck as our body sways to the soft music playing at the back ground. “I'm so happy right now Li, very very happy,”

“I'm happy too Zee,” I replied, and pulled both of us into a heated kiss.

“I- I'm ready Li,” Zayn muttered between kisses.

“Are you sure? I'm not gonna pressure you into something you're not ready yet,” I said, while caressing his clean cheeks. I couldn't wait until his stubble grew back; it'll make him look damn sexy.

“It's our honeymoon Li. There is no other time I would love to do it,....with you,” He replied.

“We have one week babe,”

“And we will do it every,” He kissed me on the lips “Single,” then on my cheek “Night,”

“Now that,” I gripped his thigh and Zayn immediately got the massage. He jumped a little and wrapped his legs around my waist “is an extremely dirty and sexy idea,”

“Make love to me Li,” Zayn mumbled huskily, his lips ghosting on mine.

“I'm gonna make you feel so good,..” I mumbled “You're gonna feel the aftermath for the next seven days,”

“I love you too Liam James Malik Payne-Malik,”

“I love you Zayn Javvad Payne-Malik,”

And that night was the first we made love to each other. Our bedroom was filled with the sounds of our moans, giggles and grunts, our muscles slick with a layer of sweat and the look of pleasure etched on Zayn's face as I thrust into him. It was rougher than I planned it to be, but with Zayn naked, sweating and flustered under me, I couldn't resist him. But it was still magical, beautiful and something I will never forget.

***

“Are we ready Zee?” I asked was we lay on the bed our bodies entangled in each others arms. We were both still high from having yet another extremely pleasurable sex after our two year anniversary dinner and after Zayn had given the best anniversary present; Adoption papers. We are really gonna start our very own family. It sounds really grown-up and exciting, but I also know that it comes with great responsibilities too.

“For what babe? Starting a family?” Zay asked as he rubs his nose with mine.

“Yes,..I mean, we could wait,”

“I know you want this Li, why do we have to wait?”

“I just,..I feel like I'm pressuring you to do this. I want to do everything together, despite the fact that I want for us to start a family, I want you to want it too. I don't know if I'm making sense here-”

“Babe, baby, relax,” Zayn chuckled as he pulled me in for a short but sweet kiss “What does it mean when I'm the one that got those adoption papers?”

“Um,..you-you umm,..You're ready?” I answered him, which came out more like a question.

“Dind ding ding! 10 points for my lovely husband!” Zayn laughed as he kissed me again “We've been married for two years Li, and I want to share our love with someone that we can call ours. You're ready and I'm ready so why not now?”

“Yeah,..yeah, you're right babe. Why not now?” I smiled down at my husband.

“Plus,...I've always imagined what it'll be like to you know,...watch our son or daughter kicks his first football, his first football game, his first sleepover, tantrums and whatnot,” Zayn spoke with a fond smile.

“Yeah, that is nice,...and beautiful,”

“It's gonna be challenging,” Zayn said as he pulled me closer.

“It's gonna be dramatic,” I added, my lips ghosting his plump ones.

“But we got each other,” Zayn sm.iled

“We'll get through everything together.” I mumbled as I smashed my lips with his. Within seconds, the kissed turned into a full on snogging.

“I love you Zayn,” I said between kisses.

“I love you more Li,”

***

The beeping sound was the first thing I heard.

It felt like I was experiencing my whole life in a flash, the memories of the best moments in my life replayed; there was doubt, there was panic, there were fights, there were secrets, there was fear, but they're all beautiful. Why? Because they all involve Zayn. He isn't perfect and he didn't try to be, he just tried to be perfect for me. And that is all I could ask for, more even. Everything he did, right or wrong, was to be perfect for me. We always get through every doubt, panics, fights, secrets and fear. So in this case, there is no difference is there? People throw rocks at things that shine, but this love is ours. Including the three little angels, which one of them is sitting on top of me singing soft kitty.

“Swoft,..Kitty,...Wam Kitty,...Wittle ball of fur,...” I could faintly hear Harry singing Soft Kitty as he lay half of his body on top of me.

“Hey Baby,” I muttered out hoarsely. His head immediately shot up at the sound of my voice. His curly hair was made him look like a baby lion.

“Daddeeee,” He cheered as he climbed on top of my body to plant a sloppy kiss on my chapped lips.

“I missed you babe,”

“Miss you too Daddy,” Harry relied in his cute baby voice.

“Where's Lou-bear? And Nialler?”

“Wif Auntie El, they- they eat bweakfast and say buy Hazza a bwig muffin and- and Ni-ni wif Papa,” Harry replied, using his thumb to play with his bottom lips. “And-and Hazza stay wif Daddy so Daddy not lonely,”

“That's very nice of you Hazza, I would get lonely if you're not here,” I said as I kiss his small button nose, which immediately caused him to giggle. I scanned around the hospital bedroom and the pale blue hospital gown that I'm wearing. I could feel the slight pain on my lower abdomen from the surgery but I knew that the pain is worth it. Zayn is worth everything.

“Liam! You're awake!” My mother burst through the door with a smile on her face.

“Hi Mum,” I smiled at her.

“Ohhh Nana!” Harry cheered happily.

“Hey baby boy,” My mother chuckled as she picked Harry up from on top of me. She placed him on her lap as she sat on the plastic chair beside my bed.

“So how's Zayn Mum? Where is his room? Is he awake yet?” I shot questions after questions at my mother.

“Slow down there Liam, you just got out of a 6-hour surgery two days ago,”

“I was out for two days?!”

“Yes hun,” My mother replied solemnly.

“Well, what about Zayn? Is he okay?”

“There was,..There were complications with the surgery Li,”

“Complications? What complications?”

“Well, you do know that the surgery is last-minute and Zayn's body seems to be rejecting the kidney you gave him,”

“Re-Rejecting?”

“Yes,...they've put him in a medically-induced coma so that his body can adjust to the newly transferred kidney. It is all up to him now,...

it is up to him whether he will wake up or not.”

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