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Chapter 16- Where'd You Go? I Miss You So...

(Zayn's P.O.V)

“We have to perform the surgery as soon as possible before it's too late Zayn,” Dr. Ryan Lawson, my doctor, and a very good friend mine, reminded me. We're in his office, that smelled like chemical, like always.

After I passed out, Ed brought me straight to the hospital where Ryan works. Ryan has been my doctor since the day I started working as a police. He knows me well and also a good friend of Liam. He knows about my situation with my family, and he was also the person that found out that I was diagnosed with Chronic kidney disease (CKD), also known as chronic renal disease. I had a progressive loss in renal function about half a year now. He had laid out a few choice for me but I totally ignored him. And now it's too late for any kind of treatment, my only option is kidney transplant or kidney replacement either from a live donor or from a cadaver, a non-living donor. I was schedule to have my surgery a month ago, but with the recent event, I had to cancel it. And my drinking habits has made it worst, the infection grew more rapid and the pain was much more prominent.

“I know,” I mumbled helplessly. “I know that,”

“No, I don't think you do. I strictly told you not to consume any alcohol and yet you did. Does Liam know? Have you told him yet? You're putting yourself in danger. You're letting yourself slipping away and ” Ryan lets out his anger.

“I-I can't find him. He-he moved away with the kids,” I choked out, feeling my chest tightening and my breath coming in short gasp.

“He-what?!” Ryan bellowed. He sighs and then leaned back on his chair, rubbing both hands on his face. “You do know that Liam is a suitable donor for you,...or would you like me to find another donor?”

“No!” I replied quickly. I would rather not go through the surgery if Liam is not my donor.

“Zayn,..”

“I'll tell him... And if he does not want to be a donor then I'm not going through with the surgery. That's my final decision,” I stated firmly.

“Zayn, you know I can't let you do that,” Ryan sighed. “Think of Niall? Harry and Louis? You're not that selfish are you?”

“I can't live without them Ryan. If I can't have them, I might as well be dead,”

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(Liam's P.O.V)

“Louis go put a pair of sock on,” I scolded Louis as he was adjusting his denim jacket that El bought for him.

“But Daddy,” He whined. Louis hated socks more than anything.

“No ''but''s Spiderman, go put one on or I will leave you,” I smirked when Louis took off running. I turned back to Harry who is holding his favorite blue Nike sneakers in his small hands at me. I smiled at him and crouched down, taking the sneakers from him.

“You want to wear this one? Or the green one?” I asked him.

“Dis one. Blue like Lou's,” Harry giggled. I nodded and slipped on the blue sneakers on his small feet. Right after I finished slipping it on, Harry immediately took of running, muttering a short ''Thank you Daddy'' towards the living room, where Niall is. Niall. He's getting quieter day by day, and I really don't know what to do. I know that Zayn is looking for me, but I couldn't find the strength to go and look for him. But if he finds me,....maybe we could settle it then? I really don't know. Can I forgive him for what he did? Maybe. Will Niall, Louis and Harry forgive him? I don't know.

“Okay Daddy! I've got my socks on,” Louis pulled on my hand to show me the red Spiderman socks on his feet.

“Good boy. Now go get Ni and Hazza. I'll be waiting in the car,” I said as I ruffled his brown hair. Louis saluted me and took off running screaming his brother's name. I headed out of the house and into my car, starting it up and waited for the three little angels.

One by one, the three little angels entered the car, sitting on the backseat with different toys on their hands. Louis has his Gundam, Harry has his turtle plush toy and Niall is clutching Ben on his left hand and on his right hand, he has a half eaten cookie.

“Everybody ready?” I asked, looking back at them.

“Yeah!” The three of them cheered. I chuckled and began driving. I slipped on the Disney songs CD into the CD and they immediately squealed in happiness, singing along to the first song. While driving, I couldn't help but to play with the gold band wrapped around my finger; even though we're divorced,

Fifteen minutes later, we arrived at the shopping mall. It was fun to see how their face lights up when we were inside, pointing at different stuffs. I was having a small problem of keeping them together since Niall and Louis always run away on their own each time we're at the shopping mall. I still remember the other day when Louis got lost. We were shopping for their clothes and when I was dealing with Niall, I didn't notice Louis had wondered off. After nearly half an hour of searching, I finally found him when the customer service announced that there was a missing boy looking for his Daddy. When I arrived at the customer service center, Louis was bawling his eyes out crying for me; I nearly had a heart attack that day. The hard part of being a single father; two hands is never enough.

“Louis, don't run away from me again, okay?” I reminded him and the brown-haired boy nodded vigorously. “And always hold Hazza and Nialler's hand, okay babe?”

After I finished picking out the groceries, I felt like they deserve some treat for being such good boys. Louis helped me picked out the vegetables, Harry and Niall picked out the cereals and other breakfast stuff. So, I decided that they could buy a new toy. Their screams and cheers did draw a few attention but I was happy that they were happy. Especially Niall. I happily lead the three excited musketeers to the part of the mall where they have rows and rows of endless toys. I told them that they have to stick together and they can only pick one toy. I watched them scurry off to the action figure lane, with their eyes wide with excitement and happiness. A small smile formed on my lips as I followed them, making sure that they won't get lost.

“Hey,” A familiar voice greeted me. I spun around and saw the man that is probably the reason I lost Zayn. Alex. I didn't know how to react; I was extremely mad but I didn't want to cause a commotion here, right in the middle of the mall. Plus, my kids are here, they have witnessed enough violence to last a lifetime.

“Fuck off,” I muttered and walked away, but Alex had other plans. He reached out and grab hold of my arm, stopping me. I tried to pull away but he resort to strengthen his grip.

“I'm so gonna fucking regret this,- what do you want Alex?” I seethed.

“Can we just talk? Why are you acting like this?” H questioned, acting like he didn't know what he had done.

“Don't act like you don't know you dumb prick. I knew all about your report about Zayn,” I yanked my hand away roughly, finally free from his grip.

“So you knew huh?” He chuckled darkly. “I did that to protect you Li. He doesn't deserve you. He doesn't deserve your love. I could give you so much more. Money, love, and everything you want Li,”

“Wow,” I breathed out sarcastically but slightly hurt by his comment on Zayn “You really don't realize how stupid and how much of an asshole you sound when you said those word do you? I have enough of you bullshit Alex. Leave-”

“Daddy, Daddee,....” Harry interrupted me by tugging at my leg. He looked up at me with a smile, holding a toy robot. “Dis one. I want dis one,”

“Of course babe,” I ruffled his curls, causing him to giggle. I almost forgot that Alex was still in front of me.

“Hey buddy,” Alex crouched down to talk to Harry who just hid behind my leg. Unlike Louis, Harry is extremely shy and introvert. “What have you got there?”

I don't know why, but the only reaction Alex got from Harry was a small whimper as he clings to my pants tighter.

“Even my kid don't like you,” I immediately picked Harry from the ground, setting him on my hips as he rest his head on my shoulder. “Now if you'll excuse me, I have better things to do then talk to a scumbag like you,”

“I will get you Liam. You will love me, one way or another,” He smirked evilly.

“Yeah, and that will be the day hell freezes over,”

I swiftly walked away from him, with Harry in my arms. I walked towards where Louis was sitting, with two toys in his hands. His face was scrunched up in a thinking manner, like he was contemplating on which one should he choose. I placed Harry next to him, causing him to look up.

“Can't choose?” I asked him with a small smile. Louis nodded, frowning at the two toys in his hands.

“Which one would you choose Daddy? Mighty Morphers with shifting gun or Time Ninja with Samurai sword?” Louis asked me. Louis had a habit of asking my opinion if he was stuck between two stuff; jumper or sweater, sneakers or sandals, blue or green, Lucky Charms or Fruit Loops, etc.

“Hmm,.... I think you should get the Mighty Morphers. It will go nicely with your collection,” I smiled, playing with his smooth brown hair.

“Okay! Thanks Daddy!” He smiled widely. He stood up and placed the Time Ninja back on the shelf. That is when I noticed something- someone was missing.

Niall.

“Where's Niall Lou?” I asked him, panic bubbling in the pit of my stomach.

“Niall is,...” Louis spun around, searching for his brother. “He was just right behind me Daddy! It's the truth! He was looking at the toy on the other shelf,”

“Lou! You're supposed to look after your brother!” I scolded him. I picked Harry up from the ground and began running towards the other lane with Louis right behind me.

After searching for the blonde haired boy for nearly ten minutes around the toy section, we still couldn't find him. Louis already had tears forming in his eyes and I was beginning to panic. The toy section wasn't that far away from the north exit; I'm scared that Niall ha got out of the mall by himself. I ran towards the customer service with high hopes that Niall will be there, but sadly, there was no sign of Niall.

Oh God please, please don't do this to me.

Please, don't take more of the people I love.

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