"Kai?" I whispered, burying my head deeper into his chest. He tightened his arm around my waist and hummed a response. I draped my arm over him, shifting to get more comfortable as Kai tilted his head the other way.

I was laying on my side, my left leg bent at a strangely comfortable angle on top of Kai's legs. My left arm was wrapped around his waist, my head on his chest. I let my right arm lay next to my head. Kai, however, must have been extremely comfortable because he was almost asleep. He was laying flat on his back, his left arm tucked under me and wrapped around my waist, with his right arm laying atop my right hand. But I still couldn't fall asleep, no matter how much I wanted to.

"Y/N," Kai said, raising his head a bit so he could meet my eyes. "Y/N, what's wrong?" he worried. I laid my head back down and shook my head lightly, "I'm fine, Kai. J-just go to sleep, okay?"

"Babe, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, Kai. I promise, I just wanted to know if you were awake," I lied.

He sighed and planted a kiss on my forehead before laying his head back down and tightening his grip on me. How am I supposed to tell him that I'm leaving for college soon and won't see him? I mean, we both know it's approaching, but I don't think he truly gets it. At least not yet.

•••

I felt a shifting motion beside me and I tilted my head the opposite direction, feeling the soft fabric of a pillow under my head. I felt a hand softly stroke through my hair, making me squint my eyes, barely opening them but for enough light to come through. 

In my blurry vision, I saw brown, spiky hair leaning in front of me. I blinked rapidly, letting my vision stabilize so that I could see my boyfriend's face clearly, "Good morning, baby," he whispered, planting a light kiss on my lips. I hummed a response, then allowing him to pull away. 

I sat up slowly, stretching my arms above my head and feeling the tension in my bones relax. "Zane made breakfast, I made the others wait until you were up," he told me, tossing me a sweatshirt to tug over my tank top and sweatpants. I smiled and nodded, letting a light yawn escape from my lips. "I could eat."