i seen him again. the first time in like a while. but, it was painful and much worst. he walked up to me with tears flowing down his face.

my heart ache so much. i reached out my arms to comfort him. he fell in to my arms. he looked up at me with big brown eyes. his face puffy and red along with his sniffles. 

"why did you leave me," he said sniffling. i couldn't answer because he was hurt and it was my fault. "why haven't you been dreaming," tears start to flow down his face like a waterfall. my heart started to ache even more distinctly.

causing me to lean forward, so i wouldn't have to look at his face and feel more bad than i am. he pulled away and wipe his tears. he turned around and walk right into the dark. then,  their he was fading away. 

as i laid their away, it hit me so hard. i sat up their, curled up full of tears. one by one they fell. i pound on my chest because the heart ache. i pulled my hair in frustration. "why won't the pain stop, after im done dreaming," he scream.

he got up to go to the mirror. there, he stood looking at his self and pounded one good time on the mirror. he mumble theses words, "am i a beast, should i stop dreaming." 

"should i really just let him go and stop dreaming, to erase the pain from esistance?"