My kids.. They're wonderful.. Smart.. Beautiful..

I wish I spend more time with them like before..

When marissa was still alive...

When.. Melody was still alive..

It's.. My fault they're the way they are.. Not just my fault..

But was also BloodGood's fault..

And Mary- Pandora's fault..

I despise them..

Azrael was smart, strong, and a good influence.

Nefera, she has a tough personality, and yet a strong heart.. Even though I never told her that..

Bloodora, a shy, brave, and kind little cub.. She speaks to ravens, crows.. And monsters..

Melody... She was awfully shy, and was also a jealous little one.. She has her mother's eyes.. And had my brother's spirit..

Now psycho.. She's.. Kinda like me..
But less heartless.. She has my eyes.. My anger.. My powers..

Most of my kids are most loving like their mother..

I miss them..

I miss marissa.. And melody..

I miss.. Us..

But I can't talk to them.. Not after what I done to scare them.. To hurt them..

It's my fault..

My fault..