MESSENGER

Three Bs ☆

12:38 AM

Charmian(The Biatch):
Do you guys find me annoying whenever I'm clingy? Especially before?

Aeri(The Brave):
At first, yes.
I love my alone time. But now, I kinda miss the clingy and bubbly Charmian.

Finn(The Bubbly):
Ako na lang tuloy ang bubbly :<
JAHAHWHQ
pero ano… hindi naman? Ang sweet mo nga eh. Tsaka pagiging clingy mo is sakto lang even before. Not the toxic type of clingy. You still make sure na you'll give us some space if needed.

Aeri(The Brave):
True. You know when to stop or to tone down.

Finn(The Bubbly):
Bakit miie???

Charmian(The Biatch):
Nothing. Napaisip lang bigla 😅

Aeri(The Brave):
Do you want me to go there?

Charmian(The Biatch):
Huh? No. I'm fine don't worry.
Just some midnight thoughts haha

Finn(The Bubbly):
Sure ka ba miiie?
Kahit ako pwede naman akong pumunta riyan. Hindi ako gaano busy now.

Charmian(The Biatch):
Kita na lang us soon.
Medyo malikot lang utak ko now.
But thank you girls. ❤

💃🏻 ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 💃🏻

Carl Santiago

1:01 AM

Charmian:
You there?

Carl:
Here.

Charmian:
Busy????

Carl:
Nope. Condo lang ako ngayon.
Chilling. Why?

Charmian:
When we were together…
Was I too clingy? Did I suffocate you for those years that I've been moody?

Carl:
Hmmm.
I don't think so. Well, I thought you were overreacting at times. You overthink a lot too. But you were also balanced, yk?
You were clingy, yes. But you still give me some freedom.
I just hate it whenever your thoughts and feelings were getting out of control.
Whenever you let them control you.

Charmian:
Hmmm

Carl:
Besides, I like it when you're clingy.
You're too cute to resist ;)

Charmian:
Oh please 🙄

Carl:
Haha
What's with the sudden question?
Did your boyfriend tell you you're clingy and suffocating? Hmm?

Charmian:
No! Ofc not. Lol
If he did, edi single ako ngayon.

Carl:
True tho.
So… you're overthinking?
Midnight blues?

Charmian:
Uhuh. Can't help it 🙆🏻‍♀️
He was busy and I want him.
But I don't want to be too clingy.

Carl:
Months pa lang kayo.
Calm down, Charmian.
You can be clingy as much as you want yk? As long as it's not too much. I don't think your boyfriend would mind din.
Just like I said, you're cute when you're clingy. 😌

Charmian:
🥺🥺🥺
It's just… I find this scary. I'm awkward around him. I can't open up din. I tried to distance myself to prepare myself for whatever happens sa relationship namin.
But I also don't want this to end so I tried not to get clingy. Ayoko mapagod siya sa akin if naging too much ako :(

Carl:
Charmian
I know it's easier said than done, but calm yourself and don't overthink too much.
Knowing you and what you've experienced, you don't want any attachments na. It's understandable.
But, if you really want to work things out with him… Give yourself some time to be more open to him. And remind yourself that you two are in a relationship.
That it's fine to be clingy sometimes.

1:42 AM

Carl:
I just remember…
We were best friends before we decided to be more than that. And yk? It took you a year to be comfortable around me as my partner. It was challenging because you changed. You tiptoe your way to me because you don't know if it's too much or not. The only advantage that I have was the fact that we'd been friends for too long. You already know me and I know you too.

Carl:
And your boyfriend now?
It was an impulsive decision. He was a complete stranger to you.
But just like what you said before to me, you're still in the getting-to-know stage.
Sort your feelings, Charmian. Be true to yourself. You might end up hurting him or yourself if you let yourself drown in your overthinking. Take your time tho.

2:02 AM

Carl:
Besides, our past relationship is different from your current.
But seeing you now? You're starting to form deeper feelings toward him. :)
You want the guy. You like him.
Don't stop yourself, Charm.
If it's too much for him, then maybe he's not the one? But we will never know.
Let him get to know you too.