Listen to it please💜

"Why? He l-liked her?" Jimin bit his lip. "Yup, biggest crush. They used to do everything together."

"Oh... he's never told me that."

"Yeah they never dated but... you know they were in 'love' is what my sister said. Just because he came from the same lab and shit, and they're the same age." Jimin smiled, but it looked small and broken. Jimin's never lied to Jungkook about anything ever.

Jimin's never had a boyfriend before, he doesn't even call Jungkook his boyfriend. No one has ever even brought that up. And now Jungkook is with his crush. He left Jimin pregnant and is now with some girl.

"Hey no, no don't cry. It's all in the past alright?" Jimin nodded. "Do you n-need anything?" A nod to the males head he pulled Jimin close.

"A great cuddle buddy!" He tickled at the smaller boys sides making him giggle. "Don't worry Jungkook's an ass anyway. There's always me." Jimin rolled his eyes. "Uh huh I'll keep that in mind."

Only 5 minutes later Jimin heard snoring. He couldn't stop thinking about everything. It hurt so bad. You have no idea how much. Jungkook said he was his first love, his only love. 

He's a lier, he's the one cheating. It was starting to be so great. Forgetting about the apocalypses, the lack of reality, that Jungkook is actually a creature like the rest of them. Even if they act like people they'll always be creatures of the night.

Jimin's trust is completely broken at this point. Jungkook lied, put him in a horrible situation, and is now probably cheating. All he knows is Jungkook isn't with him. The whole 3 hours these new guests have been here, he's been absent.

Jimin wanted nothing more then to stop his thoughts. But he just couldn't, it was a problem. He needed Jungkook, so his baby would stay healthy. He wants to be alone though. Wants to crawl into the bunker him and Taehyung were supposed go to in the first place.

Only if he could be by himself he doesn't need anyone. He's alone, thoughts like that always invade his mind. And it's then that he realizes how broken he really is. How having no parents for 9 years affects you, how watching them be torn and dismantled fucks with you every night.

Or how your best friend's trust is like a twig, can't even have him stay by his side. How his 'lover' isn't by his side, how he just gave up on him like that. New person, means he can leave the old one behind. It will always be this way. You can't say it won't because no one knows. No one can tell the future. And it will always be this way.

Jimin slid out of bed, heavy heart. The bed sheets light and soft. He went to the corner to find his backpack.

He's a teenager he's emotional yeah, but... it's just to much to handle. It always has been, but now that he's had time to really soak it all in. What's the point? Him and his child will have to just be alone. Jimin can survive in the bunker another couple years.

His boots softly brush and squeak against the rubber like floor. His backpack on and his tears soak his face. What's the point really? It's going to be like this his whole life.

No one to trust no one to love. Just himself and now his baby. He'll take medicine to keep them both healthy.

He just wants it to all stop, he can't just die, he has sweet child in him. He wouldn't- he couldn't.

"What's wrong with me?" Small sob, fat tear, rolls down his pink cheek. He gulps that lump in his throat back down. One more breath. He takes a step outside.

There's all the places to go to, yet there's no where to go at all.

"I shouldn't d-do this..."

I finished the other It's super short but it's meant to be like that😗