Chapter 11

Zayn made his way through the bushes behind Harry's house already knowing where exactly Harry was. They had found that place in one of their many explorer adventures when they were eight years old, it was a clear grassy area surrounded by bushes and Anne's rose bushes wit h greenery bushes offering protection from the sun making it look like a cave. He heard Harry before he saw him and when he did the sight in front of him broke his heart. Harry was sprawled on the ground with his eyes closed and tears streaming down his temples, his arms wrapped around his lower stomach protectively.

"Hazza?" Zayn said sitting next to Harry wiping his tears away with his sleeves.

"W-what am I gonna do Z? I can't afford to have this baby. We can barely pay the bills." Harry sobbed turning around burying his face in Zayn's lap.

"Don't worry about that Haz, you have me, our family, our friends, you have Louis." Zayn said sounding unsure about Louis.

"Did you see how he looked at me after I told him? He thinks I'm a weirdo, a freak of nature. I told him to use a fucking condom but I didn't know I was like this and he said it felt better without one. It was my first time and look what he did to me, I don't wanna see him ever again Zayn, He ruined my life, my future." Harry said not making sense at some points.

"How did you find out you're pregnant then? How far along are you?" Zayn asked.

"I'm four weeks. I started feeling bad two weeks after you disappeared and at first I shrugged it off but the headaches and nausea wouldn't go away so I just went to the doctor where she told me I'm pregnant." Harry cried again.

"But how is that possible Haz, you're a dude with a dick." Zayn asked trying to understand.

"They consider it a fucking birth defect Zayn, they don't know why I have inside female parts or how I was able to conceive and still be carrying it when I'm a male. The thing is that I'm not the only one, there are others like me but some never find out because they don't take it up the ass like I did and without protection." Harry explained.

"But you're gonna be okay right? This isn't risky for you." Zayn asked completely worried.

"Believe it or not others who got pregnant were able to carry it to term without complications, they had height and normal looking babies." Harry said bitterly.

"Haz that's great! That means that in nine months you'll give birth to either a baby boy or baby girl." Zayn said enthusiastically but Harry only cried harder.

"I-I tried to get an abortion earlier before Louis picked us up to go to Niall's house and I was already there ready for them to take it out but then I thought how much my mums cried for Doniya and I just couldn't do it. Mum Trisha and even my mum lost a child and cried so much and there I was, about to kill my own baby." Harry sobbed.

"It's okay Harry, the important thing is that you didn't do it and that little baby is still safe inside of you." Zayn said trying to soothe him.

"I thought that if I told Louis I was about to kill our baby he would be mad at me but you saw how he reacted when I told him" Harry hicupped lifting his head up from Zayn's lap and sitting next to him.

"I think he's just scared Harry, I think that finding out you're gonna be a father the wah he found out must be scary. He loves you and I'm pretty sure he loves my nephew or niece more than anything." Zayn said.

"If he doesn't come see us in the next three hours then I'm assuming he wants nothing to do with us." Harry said crossing his arms across his chest.

"Oh Hazza, you'll see he'll be here in less than an hour an-"

"HARRY! YOUR BOYFRIEND'S HERE TO SEE YOU!" Gemma screamed from the door.

And that was fast." Zayn laughed finishing his sentence.

"Oh god, he's probably here to break up with me!" Harry exclaimed panicking and breathing hard.

"He won't, that kid went through a lot to finally make you agree to be his boyfriend." Zayn smiled.

"How am I gonna tell our family Zayn?" Harry sighed.

"Just tell them then explain." Zayn answered.

I'll deal with that later, I'm gonna go see Louis." Harry said getting up and crawling out of the bushes towards the back door leaving Zayn who was answering a text from probably Niall since he was smiling like an idiot.

Harry walked into thriving room sweating and hands shaking he thought they were gonna fall off at any moment while Louis stood there with blood shot eyes, disheveled hair just looking back at him longingly closing and opening his mouth like a fish.

"Let's go to my room." Harry said not showing any emotion at all which made Louis think he had fucked up big time and maybe it was over for them.

Louis followed Harry all the way upstairs to his room and Harry closed the door after him then went to sit down in his bed Indian style covering his stomach with a pillow when he noticed Louis staring at it.

"H-How is it even possible?" Louis asked sitting in front of Harry trying to understand how.

"Apparently I have a uterus up my ass and you knocked me up." Harry said playing with a loose thread of the pillow.

"But..." Louis said completely surprised.

"I have female parts okay, it's a birth defect and now I'm pregnant." Harry mumbled too embarrassed to look at Louis.

"I'm gonna be a dad...holy shit I'm gonna be a dad. Harry these are great news! How far along are you?"Louis asked bouncing up and down suddenly so excited while Harry look at him like he was crazy.

"I'm four weeks along...Louis I have to tell you something." Harry gulped.

"Yeah what is it love? Wait...I know, you know the sex?" Louis asked with such a big smile it made Harry's insides twist.

"No...not yet. Fuck how do I tell you this. Earlier today before you picked us up I...I tried to get an abortion." Harry confessed watching how Louis' face fell.

"What? Y-you didn't right? The baby's okay?" Louis asked trying not to cry.

"I'm still pregnant Lou, I couldn't do it." Harry said.

"Fuck Harry! Why would you even think about that?" Louis snapped completely furious as Harry started crying again.

"I was scared! I can't exactly afford to have a baby right now and I was scared of you leaving me which you almost did- wait, you're not leaving me right?" Harry sniffled.

"Of course I'm not leaving you and our baby, I'm not a jerk and don't worry about money. Have you told your parents?" Louis asked wrapping his arms around Harry.

"No...I'm scared, what if they kick me out?" Harry cried.

"They won't love, I have to tell my parents too." Louis said beginning to freak out.

"Are you going to now?" Harry asked.

"Yeah...I'll tell you how it went later okay. I love you Harry." Louis said mentally preparing himself for what was coming.

"I lobe you too boo." Harry sighed then blushed at what Louis did next.

"Hi baby! I'm your daddy Lou and I love you." Louis said talking to Harry's stomach then kissing it before he got up kissed Harry for a few good minutes then left telling him he would call him later.

A few hours later Harry walked downstairs to see everybody in the kitchen laughing as he looked at Zayn who nodded encouraging him to just go ahead and tell them once and for all and that no matter what he will always be that by his side. Harry nodded taking a seat observing everybody and discreetly rubbed his stomach where the doctor had told him his baby was located then cleared his throat getting everyone's attention.

"I-I have something to tell all of you." Harry spoke, his voice shaking from the nerves.

"What is it Haz?" Gemma asked as she braided Saffa's hair.

"Before I tell you I want you all to know that it was an accident and I didn't know and that no matter what happens I'm keeping it." Harry said looking around the room.

"Harry just tell them." Zayn said walking up to him and standing behind him with his hands on his shoulders.

"I'm p-Pregnant." Harry announced looking down at his lap as the room went completely silent.

"Is-is it Louis'?" Anne asked holding onto Trisha.

"Y-yes. Mum I'm sorry, I swear I didn't know I could get pregnant." Harry pleaded as his eyes filled with tears.

"Harry... son we're not mad that you're pregnant, we're just shocked and disappointed that you had unprotected sex." Robin said.

"How far along are you baby?" Anne asked.

"F-four weeks." Harry answered as Zayn rubbed his shoulders.

"And you're keeping it dear?" Trisha asked smiling a little.

"Yeah. Earlier today I tried to get an abortion but I couldn't do it and Louis and I agreed to keep it." Harry said looking at her.

"Trisha we're gonna be grandmas, we get to have another baby running around the house." Anne said trying not to cry then walking over to Harry crushing him into a hug.

"I hope it's a girl." Gemma said from her spot.

"Yeah a little girl." Waliyah agreed smiling.

"You guys aren't mad? You're not gonna kick me out?" Harry asked wide eyed.

"Of course not sweetheart, if any we're just gonna baby you even more." Anne said pinching his cheeks.

"Is Zaynie gonna have a baby too?" Saffa asked as Zayn blushed a deep red.

"Of course not, it's just Harry." Zayn said.

"I hope you and that boy Niall are using protection." Trisha warned raising her eyebrows at his son.

"Mum! We haven't even some that." Zayn shrieked blushing harder.

"Mummy Trisha leave Zaynie alone." Gemma giggled winking at Zayn.

"Has Louis rd his parents?" Robin asked.

"He was on his way to tell them, I hope everything goes okay." Harry sighed.

"Don't stress out too much love, it's bad for the baby." Trisha said and Harry nodded trying to calm down.

A few uninterested their was a knock on the door and like they had always done both Zayn and Harry immediately got up to race to get to the door but Harry was immediately stopped by Robin before he could even get a few inches away from the chair.

"Dad come on I can't let him win." Harry whined.

"Harry...son you're pregnant and you need to take care of yourself and your baby. You can't just run to the door behind Zayn where I know you'll shove each other to get to the door first." Robin explained.

"Oh...Sorry." Harry said blushing.

"Haz, Louis is in the living room asking for you." Zayn said walking back into the kitchen.

"Hey Lou. How did it go?" Harry asked as soon as he saw Louis sitting on the couch.

"They...they kicked me out Harry." Louis mumbled looking down at the floor.

"What? Why? Is it because of me?" Harry asked tearing up.

"No. I thought it was going to be okay since mum and dad seemed okay but then my dad kicked me out for being irresponsible and not using protection. Said I needed to learn responsibility and that I have to find a place to live and get a job, they'll still deposit money in my account but I can only use it to pay half of the bills, food and the other half for you and the baby." Louis sighed.

"Move here with me." Harry said.

"Haz...I can't do that, what are your parents gonna say." Louis said.

"If we tell them you're gonna pay rent and help with the bills and food then maybe they would let you stay." Harry suggested.

"...I don't know lobe." Louis said looking at Harry.

"I bet they will, hold on...mum, dad could you come here for a minute!" Harry yelled and soon Anne and Robin walked in with confused faces.

"Hi Louis. What's going on?" Anne asked.

"We need a favor. Louis got kicked out of his house and I was wondering if you would let him move in with us? He'll help pay rent, bills and food. Please." Harry pleaded.

"What happened?" Robin asked.

"My parents said I need to learn to be responsible so they kicked me out. Told me to find a place to live and get a job." Louis said completely embarrassed.

"Well...we don't mind if you stay. As for helping out we'll discuss it later, Robin already found a job but we'll discuss it later." Anne smiled.

"Thank you so much." Louis sighed.

"No problem love, why don't you take your stuff up to Harry's room...if you have anything with you." Anne said.

Louis left then quickly came back with two suitcases and with Zayn's and Harry's help be quickly unpacked everything, be then was introduced to all the family who welcomed him with open arms as one of their own.

~*~

Zayn and his family decided to go back to their house feeling a little bit more safe since Gavin was in jail and in two weeks he'll start trial and if found guilty which of course will happen he could spend the next twenty years in jail or more. He found himself smiling when an idea popped into his head, he quickly grabbed his phone and began texting Niall.

Zayn: Hey :)

Niall: Hey you! ;)

Zayn: I know it's late but do you wanna hang out?

Niall: I'm on my way to pick you up. Love you. Xx

Zayn: I love you too.

While he waited he changed clothes and let his mum know that he will be with Niall, twenty minutes later Niall was already waiting for him outside.

"Hi love!" Zayn smiled giving him a sweet kiss on the lips.

"Where do you want to go?" Niall asked.

"Wherever you want to." Zayn responded as Niall grabbed his hand to kiss it.

They ended up in a field nearly outside the city where the shinning moon gave them enough light as they sat in the car just talking. They don't know how it happened or who started it but Zayn found himself in the backseat on top of Niall both of them completely naked as Zayn slowly thrusted in and out of Niall as they tried to stay quiet. Niall had found lube and condoms Louis had forgotten there when Niall had let him borrow his car and he thought that maybe that's why he hadn't used any with Harry because they were in his car.

Now that he thought about it it all had started when Zayn found them on the glove compartment and had started teasing Niall endlessly, Niall had looked at him and out of nowhere he pounced on Zayn as he kissed him eagerly. They had quickly removed their clothes and jumped into the backseat and as they both came at the same time all Niall could think was 'wowwowwow' when Zayn collapsed on top of him exhausted and breathing hard.

"Wow!" Niall panted.

"Yeah...that was awesome." Zayn nodded pulling out and getting rid of the condom not noticing a little detail.

"I love you." Niall smiled.

"I love you more."

They quickly pur their clothes back on and drove back to town where they made out for fifteen minutes parked in front of Zayn's house, that night Zayn finally went to sleep with a smile on his face for the very first time in weeks.

A/N: I'm back to updating more often, thank you for your patience.

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Jenn