i started running away, closing my eyes while tears filled my eyes, remembering the things she did to me while i was a child. i couldn't bear to see her.

even if she's my mom.

"ah!" i groaned when i bumped into someone.

"whoah!" he grabbed my hands, preventing me from falling and i opened my eyes to see the familiar face, "oh, y/n?"

"soobin?" i said and yanked my arms back, clearing my throat.

"why were you running?" he asked and worriedly looked at the way i came from, "was there an alien? i read from facebook that they're on their way to area 51—"

"worse than alien." i answered and straightened my shirt.

"then what?" he asked and gasped, "the devil? vampire? monster?"

"none of the above and please get out of my way." i said and tried to shove him but he stayed.

"tell me first, we don't know if we're in their danger! if i'm in danger—"

"i'm the only one who's in danger so please, get out of my way before i make you to." i groaned and he moved but followed me behind.

he's so annoying, i hate it.

"come on, tell me, we could save the world—"

"stop following me, for god's sake!" i shouted when i was almost near our house.

"duh, i'm not following you." he said.

"excuse me but THAT is my house, and you're obviously following me." i pointed at the house on the opposite of the street.

"excuse me but THIS is my house, and i'm obviously not following you." he said and pointed at the house in front of us.

my eyes widened.

we're neighbors?

"yep, we just moved in—"

"i didn't ask." i said and walked away, entered the gate but looked behind to see soobin still looking at me with a smile.

gosh, he's so annoying.

when i entered the house, i went inside my room and laid on my bed when a piece of paper caught my attention, it was placed on top of my bed side table. i grabbed it and read.

'come with me or i'll get your friend named soobin. think carefully, y/n. you know what i can do :)

xoxo - mom.'

oh well, soobin, i think you're right, you're in danger too.

i quickly closed my eyes, forcing my self to sleep.

not noticing i fell as sleep, i woke up in the morning and got ready for school as usual but this time, i'm paranoid that my mom would show up anytime and get my friends.

but i can't come with her.

not that she just made me realize what she can do.

i arrived at school and i entered the room to see soobin and yeonjun talking.

why the fuck is this annoying prick here?

i sat on my seat and ignored the both of them. until of course, they noticed me.

"hey y/n, have you heard that there will be prom night?" yeonjun asked me.

"i didn't hear and i'm not interested." i said.

"has she always been that killjoy?" i heard soobin whispering over yeonjun, making him chuckle.

"i heard you." i groaned and glared at him.

they just both chuckled.

the class has started and the professor began to talk about the up coming prom, how we should get partners yada yada yada.

i couldn't wait until this is finished so i could go to the rooftop and smoke.

finally, the bell ring and i stood up immediately but yeonjun grabbed my hand, "let's go eat." he smiled.

i stopped.

how could i say no with that smile?

i nodded slowly and walked over the canteen, eunbi waving at us and we all sat.

they talked about a lot of things while i just played with the food once again, thinking about the note i received earlier and looked at the laughing soobin.

"oh right, are you guys excited about the prom? i heard it's masquerade!" she said.

"yeah, and….uh...eunbi?" yeonjun suddenly said and started scratching his neck.

"yeah?"

"will you be my prom—"

i stood up slowly, not wanting to hear what he was about to say cause it'll just hurt me even more. i left them and made my way up to the rooftop where i'll just be alone.

no annoying prick, no lovebirds, no jealousy.

i opened the door by kicking it lightly. the hot air welcomed me and i grabbed down my stupid skirt since the air is lifting it up.

i grabbed the pack of cigarette out of my pocket, lighting it while i stared at the sky above me.

i stepped on the edge of the building, looking down and a lot of students are walking, looking like small ants for me.

the building's high and probably when i jump, i'll be dead. i just have to make sure that my head will be the first one to fall so i wouldn't have to live and suffer.

suddenly, a piece of paper flew right in front of my face.

i groaned and was about to throw it when i realized there are letters scribbled on it.

'are you going to come or you'll let your friend come instead?'

those letters weakened my knees and i didn't realize i was on the edge of the building, i screamed but suddenly a hand pulled me back.

"jesus christ! are you that jealous of eunbi that you'll kill yourself?!" soobin shouted and put me down on the floor.

my eyes widened.

"i wasn't going to kill my self," i said and arranged my hair and before he could say something, "and i wasn't jealous."

"so that's why you were so close to falling off the building," he rolled his eyes, "and you suddenly left when jimin was about—"

"can you shut the fuck up for once, please?" i groaned.

"nah, never." he smiled, "so, are you going to the prom?"

"nah, never." i imitated him.

"oh come on! come with me!"

is he asking me for prom? him? an annoying idiot?

"no, fuck off." i said and lightening a cigarette but he didn't shut up about asking me out on prom.

i was about to say a big ass no when i noticed someone behind soobin.

but not just someone.

it's her.

i looked at the black object she has on her hands and my eyes widened.

it's a fucking gun.

she pointed it to soobin's head and i swear, my heart never beat this fast before, well except whenever yeonjun is there but what the fuck.

she mouthed, 'you coming?'

i was stoned on my position and she smirked while pointing the gun, she was about to pull the trigger when,

"okay okay! i'll come with you!" i shouted suddenly.

"you will?" i heard soobin.

"yeah." i answered, out of breath.

i looked behind him and she's gone. i heaved a sighed and looked at soobin who's smiling at me.

"be pretty for me on prom" he chuckled and winked at me.

"wait what?"

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i'm back :)

missed y'all so much!😩💜