Hey guys... Um... I have something really important to tell you... Just FYI
I've never been popular with the guys but this year I apparently have blossomed into a beautiful young woman (according to my family, guys included) so...Over this past weekend I went to my dance/Color Guard Competition, and... Something happened to me... It didn't go very far, but it still scared the crap out of me.
Well, i went to the competition, and in between the "retreat" which is the awards ceremony, and the actual performance, I had 2 hours of free time. I spent that time talking with my friend Grace.
She left her phone in our team's holding room, so we went back to go get it before heading to the awards ceremony with the rest of our team. Well, when I were trying to figure out where We were in relation to the room and the gym where "Retreat was being held, apparently another team's Techs, the people helping with pulling out dance floors and setting their team's props, started to look at me like I was a piece of prey for a lion. Grace saw this and started to urgently guide me to the stairs. I was totally oblivious to this, so I dragged my feet not knowing what was happening. Then it was too late. The creepiest Tech came up to me and started to hit on me. Like, I'm not kidding this guy got TOO close for comfort, and by creepy I don't mean that he had the attitude of a creep I mean that he looked like a Paedophile. Long shoulder length stringy brown hair, a pedo stache, like the ones that look like Hitler's (the one where their only on the top lip), he was WAY taller than me, strongly built with muscles (you need them for pulling out dancing floors and wooden props), and he just had this creepy aura around him.

So he got TOO close for comfort. I thought nothing of it, and I just brushed it off, I was never alone or near the end of anything, lines and such, until the end of the retreat.
As we exited the gym where retreat was held half of our team was caught in the stands, but we just kept on moving back to our holding room so we could get our stuff together and head home, well I was at the end if the line for the first half of our team that was not caught in the stands, well... My over active imagination took hold and I started to panic, this guy was on the floor behind me, he could have easily grabbed me and taken me down.

I was so scared that something were to happen and no one would notice where I was until after they had left the school grounds...

I was so terrified that he were to come and take me and do things to me... I'm not going to lie, I'm a pretty well shaped 15-year old girl i'm not going to say that I'm gorgeous because we all have things we hate about ourselves, but I am a pretty young lady... But to have this guy get too close to me I felt as if my safety was threatened, I was terrified.... I still am... I have no clue what this dude could do to me...

I just cannot handle this... I needed to share it with someone, only two people know... Grace and my friend Paige, who had something like
this happen to her last year.

I just needed to tell someone this has been eating at me for the past two days... I just can't handle it alone and I'm starting to fear for my safety a lot more. I don't like to be left alone with guys anymore... I try to act like nothing happened, and I'm just breaking inside... Please help... I feel as if every guy who looks at me just sees me for a pretty girl who is defenceless and is easy prey for rape...

I'm in my room alone right now and I just cannot handle being alone I feel as if no one is home with me and someone can come into my room at any moment while I'm sleeping and hurt me...

I just can't do this...

Please help

Please tell me someone has read this and is willing to talk to me until I can calm myself down...

This is all over the place, but I hope you can comprehend it and help me...