RaeJae's POV:

"So when one of you guys bring up Jungkook and I we will announce it?" I confirm, Namjoon giving me a nod.

Today we're filming an episode for our series "run" where we are apparently cooking some things. Bang PD-Nim said it would be best for Jungkook and I to announce our "relationship" in a nonchalant way to create a positive response.

Honestly I don't see the response being positive one way or another.

After some blocking for the camerawork as well as dividing us into teams, we start filming like normal. The teams end up being me, Jungkook, V, Yoongi and the other being J-Hope, Jimin, Namjoon, and Jin.

"So what are you cooking?" Jimin sneakily tries to gain information from Yoongi who brushes him off.

"Victory," Yoongi smirks.

"doesn't smell like it!" Jimin sing songs while running away.

I chuckle at his childish behavior. Jimin has this way of making any situation soft no matter what it is. Truly I think it's admirable, because I always struggle to come across as cute which is what media wants me to be.

But who cares anyway, I can be however I want.

I start by cutting vegetables one by one. I've cooked with Jin a few times before and luckily picked up some of his tricks. It's amazing what you can learn by actually paying attention.

"Yah! Careful, let me do it," Jungkook gently takes the knife from my hands.

"Ah, okay.." I trail off, realizing his kind action while also being slightly annoyed. I don't really like when people don't think I can do something by myself.

"Aweee~ Jungkook protecting little Rain," V coos.

"You know I can't let her get hurt," Jungkook days with a small smile.

I guess we're doing this now.

"Announcement time?" Jin leans over the counter to look at us. I smile at Jungkook, using the stupid acting classes to make a lie become reality.

Ever since I was young I've had to act in some way shape or form about my life. However, now I've come to the point where I don't have to lie anymore which is about to change. It makes me resent being on camera all the time in a way, but like what PD-nim said, 'sacrifices need to be made'.

"Rae-Ah, can you get the chicken from the freezer?" Yoongi asks me. I furrow my eyebrows, wondering why he interrupted the soul purpose of this video.

I'm not complaining though.

"On it," I quickly nod.

As I walk in the direction of the freezer I can hear Namjoon indirectly scolding Yoongi. Walking inside, the cold air greets me as if to let me know that this breath of freedom is only temporary. If I must say, this place is sort of creepy and I'd rather not have to search through frozen boxes of meat.

After about 5 minutes of searching, Yoongi comes to find me. He doesn't say a word, but I can tell that he's trying to do my job faster than I apparently can.

Lately we've been very distant. At first I tried everything I could to pretend I didn't know he was ignoring me but in the end it was too obvious to not accept.

"Is there even chicken in here?" I question.

"Yes," He says, his breath coming out in little clouds.

Suddenly, Namjoon comes barreling in, pushing a box to the side and immediately finding what we've been looking for.

"Hyung! We called it first!" I point to him as he sticks he tongue out at me.

"Finders keepers!" He teases in English, starting to run off with our chicken.

I quickly start to chase after him but can't even make it out of the freezer when he slams the door shut on us. A loud, unsettling clanking sound soon follows while the lights of the freezer flicker off.

"Yah! Namjoon, open the door!" Yoongi shouts, clearly unamused.

"Uhhhh, one second," we hear Namjoon's voice call back with nothing but uncertainty.

I wait patiently for the door to open so that I can steal the chicken that is rightfully mine. Even though this episode is mostly to reveal Jungkook and I, there's no way I will accept failure.

"Jin Hyung!" Namjoon shouts with a tone of voice that can only mean something's wrong.

The lights suddenly flicker back on, the freezer seemingly 10 times more cold than before.

"Namjoon, you did not just break the door," Jin's voice comes out in a strained whisper.

"BROKE WHAT!" Yoongi shouts, erupting into a fit of coughs afterwards.

I turn to him, watching him wipe his nose repeatedly. Since we've been ignoring each other, I haven't really taken the time to notice his appearance. He looks paler than usual which is strange since he's practically as white as paper anyway.

"Are you sick?" I ask quietly.

"Does it matter? We're fücking trapped in a goddämn freezer," he growls.

"Geez... sorry for asking..." I trail off.

Footsteps sound from outside as the entire crew tries to get the door open. Much to our disappointment, they continue to fail until finally suggests they call someone to take the door off its hinges.

"Don't worry! We'll get you two out soon!" V calls to us.

"How Long is soon?" I Call back, doing little foot fires to keep warm.

"Uhhh... 30 minutes?" V replies, obviously unsure.

"30 minutes?! You do realize that we could freeze to death in here?!" Yoongi tries to open the door from the inside.

My eyes find the temperature monitor which reads -10°F. That's 11 degrees below freezing and both Yoongi and I are wearing short sleeved shirts. At least he's wearing jeans though, all I have is a skirt and sandals.

I remain calm until shouting from the outside takes over my thoughts. They can't even shut off the freezer and the person they called won't be here in time. In addition to that, it's a Saturday night so even 911 is on hold with other emergency's.

"Hyung, what's going to happen to us?" I shiver, watching his expression change.

For the first time it actually looks like he cares about me.

He lets out a cough before saying, "let's do our best to stay warm, we should keep moving,"

We start by doing jumping jacks and running around in circles. Even a few times we laugh at each other's foolishness. It's crazy to say, but despite the circumstances, this is the best I've felt in a week.

"Fück," Yoongi mutters, bending over to cough some more. He falls to his knees, putting his hands on the ground while dry heaving.

"Hyung?" I quickly kneel at his side and start rubbing circles on his back, "when is 911 coming?!" I shout.

"They'll be here in 20 minutes!" Jimin shouts back.

"RaeJae? Are you okay?" I hear Jungkook.

"Yes, but Yoongi Hyung isn't... please hurry," I whine desperately.

"I'm fine," Yoongi pushes himself against the wall, "I can't feel my toes though,"

Suddenly I become aware of my own body. I can't feel my toes either, nor my fingers. That and my shivering is starting become less controllable. Now that I've noticed all that, I feel lethargic and can't even get up to stay warm.

"I-I've-ve ne-never been s-so c-old in my life," I shiver, curling into a ball on the floor.

"Y-yah, g-get up,"

I remain on the floor.

"RaeJ-jae, p-please get up," Yoongi repeats.

I force myself to roll over so that I'm looking at him.

"But you aren't getting up," I say between chattering teeth.

"Come here," He weakly holds his arm out to me.

Slowly, I crawl over to him, leaning into his chest and curling my legs up. My fingers grip the best they can into his shirt as I listen to his heart beat. Again, it's crazy to say, but despite the fact that I may be close to hypothermia, Being this close to Yoongi makes my heart feel 10 times warmer.

This is all I need.

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YO! It's been a hot minute since I last updated I'm so sorry!!!!

School ends for me a week from today omggg

I had prom 2 weeks ago though and I went with my best guy friend and basically we ended up kissing which is really awk cos like I said - we are best friends!! - and both of us were like oh god what have we done and afterwards we basically decided to act like it never happened but the other day he told me he wanted to take me on a date and now I'm freaking out cos I feel like i just ended it with korean boy.... and I don't want to ruin another friendship.... and schools almost over which wouldn't usually be a problem but If you didn't know I go to an international boarding school and although he is also American he lives 5 hours away from where I live so.