RaeJae's POV:

"RaeJae-ah?"

I turn to face Yoongi who just called my name. His expression reads something along the lines of concern or seriousness, but then again, I can never properly read his emotions anyway. Only when the gravity of a situation has become so great that it feels it may keep you from breathing is when you can read Yoongi's expression.

This often makes me wonder what he's been through to have achieved this trait that I've mastered long ago.

"Yeah?" I reply while laying down the Xbox controller next to V.

"Can I speak to you for a second?" He tilts his head in a way that makes you think you've done something wrong. I nod my head only to have him continue to stare at me.

"Well, in the hallway?" He adds, my eyebrows furrowing further.

"But hyung, Rae-ah is my teammate in Mario Cart. We're about to do Rainbow Road!" Jimin whines while eyeing Jungkook and V who are now anticipating victory.

"Then wait," Yoongi mumbles, jerking his head towards the door.

"Uh.. I'll be right back," I tell the three, getting up and following Yoongi out the door.

For the first time in awhile I notice that Yoongi has actually been growing out his hair. He used to sport a choppy, reddish hair style during our debut and a little onward. Now his color has faded, leaving mostly his natural hair color apart from the bits at the end of his hair that are still slightly bleached.

"We need to talk," He says as soon as the door to the dorm closes behind us.

"About...?" I trail off worriedly. How is he able to make me so guilty when I'm almost positive I've done nothing wrong?

he purses his lips, making a few attempts at trying to say something but failing.

"Is it really that bad?" I breath out.

"No, no. I just don't really want to bring it up again... but I feel like I have to," He starts, "How's your mental health?"

"My mental what?" I raise my eyebrows at his question.

"It's just, you tried to Kill-"

"STOP! I can't hear you. blahlalala-"

"RaeJae," he puts his hand on my good wrist, forcing me to look at him, "You tried to kill yourself,"

I blink a few times, repeating his low, serious tone over and over in my head. Overall I'm just extremely embarrassed about what I tried to do. I don't see myself as unstable in away, but sometimes even I scare myself. That night, terror made me into someone I'm not.

"You don't need to worry, I promise. It will never, absolutely never happen again," I tell him, meaning every single word that comes out of my mouth.

"But I can't-" He pauses and takes a deep breath, "I can't stop seeing you up on that ledge... and even you telling me not to worry makes me worry more because I know what it's like,"

"You 'Know what it's like?'" I repeat back to him.

"Yeah, to feel like a ticking time bomb,"

Is that supposed to make me feel better? Because for some reason that's just making me feel worse about myself.

"Hyung, I'm not a ticking time bomb," my voice raises slightly considering I feel like I've been forced into a therapy session. I understand he means well but for some reason I can't control my temper.

"Aish... I didn't mean it like that," He tries to fix his words but continues to stumble over them.

"The best way to heal a wound is not to touch it. So lets just forget what happened that night," I say, turning around to leave.

"Wait, I need you to remember this," He pulls me close to him, staring down at me.

"R-remember what?" I stutter, a new feeling I've never felt before rising in my stomach.

"Theres a difference," He whispers, "Theres a difference between not wanting to live, and not wanting to live a certain way,"

With that he goes back into the boys dorm leaving me to contemplate his deep thinking. Why is he so right about everything? No wonder all of his song are so powerful emotionally. That is exactly what is so ironic about him. People may accuse him of being emotionless but then the minute you listen to his music you take it right back.

He doesn't know how to express it without music.

I can't shake one thing though...

He said he knows what if feels like to be a ticking time bomb.

So should I be asking him if he's okay?

Taehyung's POV:

"Aish... doesn't she know that you have to clean the wound first?" Yoongi mumbles once he enters the dorm.

"What wound?" I tilt my head curiously.

"No wound!" He simply answers, storming off.

I shrug my shoulders nonchalantly and return to waiting for RaeJae mode. If Yoongi's come back inside she won't be too long after him.

"I wanna play~" Jungkook pouts, clearly becoming impatient.

"I bet she went back to her dorm," Jimin leans into the arm of the couch.

"Alone? I don't think she would want to be by herself right now," Jungkook frowns.

"Or maybe you don't want her to be without you?" Jimin smirks to which Jungkook widens his eyes at. Am I missing something?

"I'll just text her to hurry up," I sigh.

"Choi Youngjae,"

I blink a few times, furrowing my eyebrows in confusion and wondering why RaeJae just said that name when I opened her door.

"Choi whaty what?" Jungkook comes up from behind and puts his hands on my shoulders.

"I was kidnapped," she says.

"KIDNAPPED?!" Jimin, Jungkook, and I all gasp together.

"Get your butts in here," She motions us to come in and we all sit on her bed.

"This May be surprising, but I'm not related to my parents, I was adopted" She whispers carefully. A long silence follows until I decide to break it.

"Yeah I wouldn't be too surprised if that were that case,"

"I second that," Jimin raises his hand slowly.

"Well, Okay then," She nods her head, "but in reality I don't think they actually adopted me,"

"So you think they stole you?" Jimin's eyes widen.

"Your saying that you might still have family out there?" Jungkook asks.

"Yes... I found a newspaper clipping when I was taken. It talked about a little girl who disappeared from a festival on February 3rd. Her name was Choi Raein," She explains.

"and your saying this girl is you?" I look at her, not sure of what emotion I should be feeling.

She nods, "it had a picture of a girl with her brother, Choi Youngjae. I think the girl in the picture was me,"

"Choi Youngjae... it's a rather popular name... do you have the names of your parents?" Jimin tried but she shakes her head.

"I didn't get a chance to grab the newspaper and I forget,"

"Isn't there a guy in Got7 names Choi Youngjae?" Jungkook mentions.

"Yeah but what are the odds that he'd be Rae's Long lost brother," Jimin chuckles a little but stops himself.

"Okay but can we keep this to ourselves?" RaeJae looks at us seriously.

"Why wouldn't we tell hyungs?" Jimin replies worriedly. He's not one to keep something from anyone.

"Because I don't really want this to blow up... I mean, I feel like they would all want to find my real family immediately, but I know you guys will listen to me before you do anything," She answers.

"But why wouldn't you want to fine your real family?" Jungkook looks to the ground and back to her.

She smiles, "because I already have a real family,"

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Sort of a filler chapter /: sorry if the story is getting boring )):

Also, I think I've decided to not to the I NEED U concept of RaeJae kissing everyone except Jin.

A lot of you mentioned some good points as to why it would be unrealistic, and I've always tried my best to keep this story as realistic as possible.

With that said, each member will have a scene in the music video but not everyone will kiss her!