"Omo, omo, omo.... alright, I've had enough," J-Hope gasps for breath while leaning on the railing. We all look at the pale faced boy in front of us, trying our best to be good friends and not burst out laughing at his behavior.

"But that was only our sixth ride if the day," Jungkook 'whines' with a slight smirk lining his face. This little maknae can't get enough of teasing his hyungs, and I mean it.

For example, a couple minutes ago before we got on this ride he would not stop nagging Jimin about nearly being shorter than him. After that he moved onto Yoongi who didn't give him the time of day, luckily I'm pretty sure Kookie learned not to tease Yoongi about his height...

Alls I can say is that Suga hyung is a pure savage.

"Only six rides?!" V replies dramatically, making sure to put the emphasis on the 'six'.

"Yeah, I agree with these two. I'm hungry anyways," Jin looks between V and J-Hope, "Let's get pizza or something,"

"I'm in!" Namjoon seconds earning a nod from Yoongi.

Jungkook turns to me with a wide smile causing me to furrow my eyebrows. What is he so giddy about? He then nods his head in the direction of the first rollercoaster we saw when driving into here.

"Ohhhhh," I breath out, tapping Jimin on the shoulder and pointing, "it's time,"

He lets out a nervous laugh, "V, you can't eat yet! You still have to be my ride buddy for that thing,"

The four of us make our way in the direction of the monstrous structure. I can already feel the butterflies fluttering around in my stomach just thinking about that drop... almost all the rides we went on today I wouldn't consider to be actual rollercoasters.

Instead they were all ones that spun around quickly. One was called the extreme frisbee and was honestly not scary at all, however it did make me extremely dizzy. We also went on one called the Turkish Twist which spun so fast that you stuck to the wall when the floor dropped! That one was quite interesting.

But my favorite out of all six has to go to the very first one we went on. Although it was dark, and I couldn't see a thing it was still by far the most fun. On top of that it was actually a real rollercoaster, so I have high expectations for this one.

"Wait a second! The seats are three seaters," V points out, our heads craning to see the next flight of people boarding the cart. He's right, though, it seems to be three people per row.

"SEE YA!" V suddenly yelps, running away like a dog with its tail in between its legs. Why doesn't this surprise me.

"He just bailed on us," Jungkook chuckles.

"Rightfully so, would you want to ride on this thing alone?" Jimin questions but Jungkook still nods, "You really are fearless, aren't you?"

"Aniyo, he used to be scared of all of us," I laugh causing Jungkook to roll his eyes.

"What happened to that shy little maknae? RaeJae-Ssi is also a maknae and she doesn't mention my height every ten seconds!" Jimin jokes while still having an underlying feeling of annoyance.

"But hyung how can-"

"Stop there! I don't wanna hear it!"

I laugh at the two before realizing that we are being called to board the ride. Jungkook quickly jumps at the offer, sprinting to the very front cart and sitting down on the far left side. I file in right behind him, finding myself in between him and Jimin.

"We should all put our hands in the air a scream 'Bangtan' on the drop," I suggest happily while helping to pull down harnesses down.

"Were you abducted by aliens or something last night?" Jimin chuckles, I cocking my head at him in confusion "it's just that you seem like an entirely different person today. Usually it feels like you speak with... I don't know, limitations? Is that the right word for it?"

"Actually that's so true," Jungkook nods his head slightly.

I let out a small sigh, smiling a bit, "I'm just starting to feel at home, you know? Like I'm starting to feel more comfortable of where I am, who I am, etc. believe it or not but this is the happiest I've been in a while,"

My fully truthful answer surprises me the most but also seems to make both Jungkook and Jimin look very pleased with themselves. Proud even. I've probably been worrying them a lot and to finally see me opening up probably puts them at ease.

"Aish, its starting," Jimin basically squeaks out.

I feel it jerk a bit, slowly moving along the tracks until I feel sunlight gently shining across my face. I close my eyes for a moment in order to keep the sun from blinding me, but as soon as I open them I immediately regret it.

Alls I can see is the sky directly in front of us, that is just how steep this incline is. My hand subconsciously moves to my chest in order to feel my rapidly beating heart. The rides we've been on so far haven't even gone up high, and if they did I couldn't see anything at all.

I blink rapidly, knowing that Jimin and Jungkook are saying things but my brain is refusing to comprehend whatever it is. And that's when it suddenly comes rushing back to me. The reason why I can't stand to be up this high.

*Flash back*

"But eomma, why?" I whine helplessly, greatly debating whether or not to drop to my knees and beg.

"Why on Earth would I need to give scum like you a reason? And how many times have I said, 'DON'T CALL ME EOMMA?!'" She screams in my face.

The truth is that I purposely call her by that to annoy her, even if it's technically insulting to myself. It probably should hurt a lot more than it does, your own mother telling you not to see her as that, but I'm numb to it at this point.

"If you take me out of school than I'm as good as dead! Can't you see that? I'll never get anywhere without an education, so please let me stay in school," I plead with my hands linked tightly together. If I dropped out of school now, then there's definitely no chance that I could get out of here.

"Good! So if I take you out of school does that mean you'll disappear from my fücking life?!" She yells, raising her hands angrily in the air.

"Excuse me?! The reason I need to go to school is so that I can escape from you!"

"WHAT IS THIS YELLING ABOUT?!"

The hair on my back immediately stands up at the voice of my unappreciative father. Or I guess I'm not aloud to call him that either...

"She won't shut up about us taking her out of school,"

"You ungrateful bïtch! We provide a roof over your fücking useless head, don't we? Then quit complaining," He spits on me, anger boiling up in my chest. 

"SCHOOL IS THE ONLY THING THAT GETS ME OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" I scream, mostly getting angry because it's the only way I can sneak out to meet halmonie.

"THEN CRY ME A RIVER! Jump off the fücking roof for all I care! I'm sure it would make a bunch of people's life easier, wouldn't it?"

The way he poses it as a question gets way under my skin. I quickly storm out of the room and before I can think about what I'm doing I find myself on the roof of the apartment duplex. At this point it's nighttime, and as I make my way to the edge of the concrete alls I can see are tiny cars moving along the streets.

I'm going to do it.

I'm going to jump.

*end of flashback*

I take a sharp intake of air and notice that I'm completely shaking. My eyes stay glued to my lap as I'm scared that if I look to the ground I may have more flashbacks. Slowly, not having the heart to ruin Jungkook's excitement I turn to Jimin who I know doesn't really care for this rollercoaster in the first place.

"H-hy-hyung," I stutter, catching his attention, "I don't want to do this anymore,"