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(~Your POV~)
[-Before Book Ending-]

"What are we h-having today?" I can't keep the smile off my face as Pap approaches with breakfast. "Oh, y'know~ Something simple I managed to put together." He happily takes a spot next to me on the couch. Soon, I'm offered a plate of french toast sprinkled with powdered sugar and fresh berries on the side.

'Oh my goshhh- It LooKs So gOOd!'

Both of us decided to stay in pajamas for breakfast this morning. I don't regret the decision whatsoever. I tease Honey, snuggling into his side, "Y-Y-You? Made this? Tell B-Blue that he can stop h-hiding and come out of the cabinets." Papyrus wraps an arm around me and balances his own plate over his folded legs. "I followed the recipe you gave me. Is it really that hard? If that's the case, I must be a master chef already." He praises himself, tossing a berry into his mouth.

"We'll see about that." I retort, taking a bite of the toast. The crunchiness of the outer crust was absolutely golden. The taste was even more amazing. The sweetness of the powdered sugar wasn't overpowering, but mixed really well with each bite. Sometimes, I'd take a bite with the berries too, revealing a mix of bittersweet flavors to my palate.

I smirk mischievously, wiping some of the extra sugar from my lip, "Hmm.." "I know that look. I suppose you want to tell me something. Could the prophecy be true? Could the husband actually be right for once????" Papyrus grins while watching me.

"Pfff- S-Shush. You know what this is missing that c-c-could've made it a-a hundred times better?" I ask. "No?" Honey tilts his head. I fake a dramatic sigh, "It could use s-some honey."

Honey shrugs and playfully rolls his eyes, "WeLL.. In thAt cAse-" I loudly squeaked when he suddenly pulled me to him. His hand caresses my cheek as we slowly grow closer and share a soft kiss. To make it even more magical, kissing him literally tasted sweet from the breakfast both of us had been eating. I whined, wanting the moment to last.

However, I was the first to pull away. I had to, because moments later I was already giggling and fussing at him, "I didn't mean YoU-" "I drank all of the honey this morning. That was my apology." Papyrus replies bluntly, orange blush on his face as he laughed with me. He grows even more flustered, smiling wider, "Beautiful, I don't know if I reached a new cloud nine but your lips taste like sugar."

'Oh gOD- NOoOoO!'

Embarrassed, I clasp my shaking hands over my face. No doubt the blush grew onto every inch of my face.

'So he noticed that too.'

"You d-didn't have to bring it out, Bonehead!" "It's nothing to be ashamed of. Makes me want to kiss you more~" Honey laughs softly while petting my head. "ShHhHHH! Eat your breakfast! We c-c-can't b-be late again this w-week!" I scold him in a high pitched tone, moving my hands and glaring at him.

"Heh, sorry... It'll be okay, N/N. All we have to do is check on the construction crew. Doesn't really matter what time we wake up or get there."

"That's not what your younger brother has been t-telling me."
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"Hm? Is that so?"
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"B-Blue says I need to start b-being more firm with you. If I get into a h-habit of letting you sleep in, I'll never be able to get you up w-w-when I need you. S-So no, it does matter."

(Writer~San: *sigh* People keep correcting me in messages that Blue is older according to canon and that I should change it. I do tons of research on the aus before writing about them. I appreciate everyone trying to help but I already know.

At the very beginning of this book, I put a disclaimer. "I may include things that aren't canon or what you'd normally see in the fandoms." Blue being the younger brother, is one of my headcanons. ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ... Sorry, I probably should've said that sooner- kill me-)

"We've been married for a few months and you're already asking my brother for Papyrus advice?" Stretch wheezes, causing me to turn embarrassed.

"Papyrussss.." I whine. He takes a calm breath in and cuddles in close, "I'm just messing with you, Y/N. You and Sans are really close and that's great. I just don't know why you ask him about me when I'm right next to you."

'Some things I can't talk to you about.'

Not able to say that out loud, I stay quiet and look away from him. Triggered by my worrying, my body starts to tremble. I hug myself, tensely clawing my grip into my arms to keep them still.

Pap's chin suddenly rests on my head, making me slightly jump. He embraces me from behind. Next, Honey's arms wrap around mine. Then, I see and feel his fingers slip under my palms, later intertwining with my fingers and slowly coaxing my hands away from my skin.

"I don't want you to hurt yourself, Beautiful." He whispers, nuzzling kisses behind my ear. "I j-just w-wish it would g-go a-a-away." I wince, already feeling a lump in my throat.

"It can, Y/N. How long depends on how much patience and time you're willing to give yourself." Papyrus assures me. I appreciate him trying, but part of me doesn't believe it.

'I'll always be on medication. I'll always be at risk. The only thing that will go away is how much it shows.'

Papyrus takes both of our plates and sets them aside. Before I even realized it, Pap leans forward and pulls me onto his lap. Stretch presses many kisses to my cheek, making me squirm and giggle. "PaP-" "Today is going to be a good day. Say it." He commands with a smile, trapping me in a tighter embrace.

His kisses trace down to my neck, triggering sensitivity that tickles me mercilessly. I squeal through my growing laughter, "PApYRuS!" "Not until you say it." He insisted, only continuing to draw out the loving torture.

"OkAY! I-I'll Do IT! PlEaSE StOp!" I give in. He pauses, giving me some time to breathe. Breathing heavily, I lean back into his chest. "So?~" Honey inquires jokingly. I huff before stating bluntly, "Today's going to be a good d-day."

"I don't knowwww, I'm not convinced~"
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"C-C-CONVINCING Y-Y-YOU WAS NOT PART O-OF THE D-D-DEAL-"
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"You're right. I want you to convince yourself."

I sigh, looking down at our joined hands. I can feel the thumps of his soul beating through my back. It's calm and soothing. I close my eyes.

'Just Papyrus being here makes it enough.'

I could've lost him. Even now, we don't know how much time he really has left. Still, he's always there for me. My heart swells as I come to that realization. Any day that I get to spend more time with Pap is the best day in the world.

I open my eyes again and take a deep breath. My body relaxes into his embrace as I speak softly, "Today is going to be a good day." A moment of silence passed before I felt Honey nuzzling my head. "There's my strong and beautiful Y/N..."

(~Time Skip~)

"I'm sorry ma'am. I'm just repeating what has to be said. This now categorizes under the town's jurisdiction." Our architect explains, showing us the new lists of structural problems that have to be solved. This building had some hidden issues with the electrical too, ones that were only revealed when one of the walls was torn down.

I'm internally panicked. Honey takes a deep breath and wraps an arm around my shoulder, asking him, "Do you have any suggestions?"

"Well, I know a guy that can reroute all the electrical. But for the cracked and distorted support beams, it could mean a complete-" His voice slowly drowns out from my mind as I stare down at my hands. My head feels heavy, and hazed. It was supposed to be done in time.

'We were supposed to be done in a few months. This will put our schedule of finishing even farther. How much longer? Months? Years?'

Honey doesn't have years. We don't even know if he has months! We were supposed to open it together. What's the point of trying to fix it if he won't be there?! On the other hand, where would we get the money to support ourselves and this project? The cafe is supposed to be our means of profit!

'It's..... It's pointless... All for nothing..'

My body starts to jerk, causing me more discomfort. My heart speeds up with my anxiety. Waves of pain beat into my skull so intensely that migraines seem like nothing special. With each second that passes, I start to feel more claustrophobic.

My attention is thrown back into reality as I feel a tight squeeze from Honey's arm. "Of course, we'd have to warn the neighboring shops about the construction and get proper paperwork signed by each of you. Once we get those extra permits approved, I can start ordering the materials." The architect finishes.

'Something.. is.. WroNg...'

I tried to warn Papyrus. My mouth quivers, otherwise not being able to move. Thinking clearly is near impossible, and now I can't speak.

"P..P.." I stutter under my breath. I try my hardest to speak but my stupid brain won't listen to me. My vision starts to blur at the edges. Heightened anxiety terrifies my soul, I have a feeling that I know what's about to happen. The pain in my head, it won't stop. I faintly heard a worker speak up, "Ma'am, are you alright?"

No later, my knees gave out and my body suddenly buckled on itself. I collapsed. Honey had to hurriedly catch me at the last second. Fear dominated his voice as he called out, "Y/N?! Y/N- hEy!"

(~Honey's POV~)

'WHAT HAPPENED?!'

It was so sudden, I barely had time to think. Y/N begins heaving heavily. Her body and arms tensed up, but her head seems limp as it slumps back. That's when her muscles started convulsing, jerking spastically. Her (e/c) eyes stare in a fixed direction, completely clouded and lifeless. Urgently, I had to sit myself on my knees just so that I could keep a grip on her. My wife is completely unresponsive.

Other workers rushed forward from other areas of the cafe, shouting several different things out of worry and concern. I get a massive feeling of déjà vu. I've seen this happen before. The memory suddenly hits me. Nearly a year ago, my battered self was dragging Y/N out from her smashed window as multiple civilians rushed in to help. Her head was bleeding, and her body was jerking profusely even though she wasn't awake.

'The accident-'

I pull Y/N close, speaking above them all, "She's having a seizure- CALL AN AMBULANCE!!!"

'This wasn't supposed to happen! Is her medication not working? Why didn't I notice?!'

I pull her head to my chest, desperately trying to stay calm as I call out to her, "Y/N! Y/N! Y/N, WAkE Up!"

(~Your POV + Time Skip~)

I let out a long sigh, raising my arm and staring at all of the needles and IV tubes stuck into my wrist.

'Hospital, I've learned to hate and love you at the same time.'

The room was just as bland and empty as I remembered. Not sure I'm in the exact same room I spent my coma and recovery in, but they do look pretty similar. It almost made me smirk, missing to see all of Blue's flowers placed along the window.

I turn my head upon hearing the door open. Papyrus has one hand on the doorknob and the other in his pocket. He has his body turned to the side as he's finishing a private conversation with my doctor.

'I've made things worse, didn't I?'

My shaking hands tightly grab ahold of the bed as I look down.

'Today was supposed to be a good day.
Now it's just... chaos..'

Nothing has gone the way it was supposed to. Part of me doesn't even want to step into our cafe again. Then again, I can't just keep running away from problems. Not anymore.

"Beautiful." Honey starts, pulling a chair alongside my hospital bed. "The doctor says you should be clear to come home tomorrow afternoon. They'd like to monitor you overnight just in case." "That's fine." I murmur.

Things were silent for a while before I heard my husband sigh. "Y/N, the results from the blood tests came back too. When and why did you stop taking your medication?" I freeze up, grabbing the blanket even tighter.

I can't even bear to look at him, many of my emotions already stirring up. Pap continues to explain with disappointment in his tone, "I can understand if you forget from time to time. Sometimes I do too so we can help each other with that. But from the tests they took, the doctors concluded that it's not in your system."

"I s-s-stopped taking them last w-week." I admit, holding my hands over my face and pushing my fingers back into my hair. Honey pauses, his bright orange eyes staring intensely at me as he tries to figure out what he can say.

"Beautiful, your condition isn't as simple as a headache or common cold. If you stop taking your medicine exactly as they prescribe it, you put yourself in extremely high risk!" He says worriedly, placing his hand on side of his skull.

'I couldn't tell you-....'

"But you already knew that, Y/N. Usually, you don't have any trouble with taking it. Beautiful, I'm asking you, begging with you, to help me understand what's going on. Are you feeling okay? Is there something you're not telling me? If you need therapy or someone to talk to-"

'The truth, Y/N...'

"I didn't want it..." Tears fall down my face as I break into quiet sobs. "I didn't w-w-want...to h-hurt t-the baby.." I whimper. My breathing hitches as I tightly wrap my arms around my stomach.

"You.." Papyrus' eyes shrunk immediately. He takes a shaky breath in and leans back in his chair. ".... H-How long have you known?" He calmly cups a hand over his mouth, staring at me.

I try my best to better control my breathing as I answer, "My c-cycle w-was late this month, so I got w-woRRiEd AnD..." "You took a pregnancy test?" More tears spill over my cheeks as I nod. He asks another question, his voice quiet and stunned, "This happened last week?" I nod again. Honey clears his throat, uncomfortably repositioning his legs as he asks one last question, "And it was positive?"

"Papyrus, I'm pregnant." I state firmly. It was only then that the news finally registered for him. "Oh mY sTaRS-" Papyrus leans forward, his head in between his legs as both hands rest on top of his skull. Now came the hard part. The part that forced me to keep silent for so long.

"HonEy.. I d-dOn'T k-k-knOw if I wAnT it.." I choke out, countless tears flooding my vision.

Being completely honest with myself upon finding out, I quickly realized that I was scared. There are so many things I wish to do with Honey. Rebuild the cafe, get a better place to live, go on our first vacation. Now there's a baby?! It's been too much stress on me trying to juggle them all.

I claw at my hair, bawling as my anxiety spins out of control. The last thing I want is to break his heart. I don't want to hurt him, but I already messed things up by not telling him anything. Soon, I feel Papyrus' soft arms and hoodie around me in a warm embrace. Stretch gently pulls my hands away from my head. His forehead presses against the back of my shoulder. I hear him take a deep breath.

"Beautiful.. I want you to answer this truthfully, and know that I will always love you no matter how you answer." I feel Pap's arms begin to shake as he holds me closer. "Do you actually not want it? .... Or do you not want it because they'd have to be raised in a life without me in it?" He asks slowly.

It was clear to him and to my heart that the true answer was the second. "I-I-I cAn'T d-do thIs w-with-wiThOut y-yoU, PaPYrUs." I broke down, crying in his arms. "Of course you can. I know that you can." Honey's sweet kisses pressed into my hair as he comforted me, "You're a lot stronger than you know."

(~Honey's POV + Time Skip Next Day~)

I sigh, watching the credits of our movie scroll down the television screen.

'I really thought she'd come out...'

Y/N hasn't come out from our room since we got home this afternoon. It's nearly dinner now, but I don't know if she'll come out then either. I can't blame her, after I learned about all the anxiety she's had to carry.

Most shocking of all, turns out I'm a dad. I've done my best to seal away my excitement, seeing as N/N hasn't made the decision if she wanted to keep the baby yet. I wish that I could help her feel better. Having a child is one of the best things I could ask for, especially since they have the best mom I could ask for. But maybe, she wasn't ready for that. I'm sorry for having been the cause to her stress in the first place.

'I suppose I did get a little carried away that one time-'

Ultimately thinking about it was my downfall. My face turns bright orange as I whine, quickly pulling my hood over my face.

'I think this is amazing, but Y/N is so conflicted that she doesn't know how to feel. Why can't she see things the way I see it right now?'

Things didn't go as planned with the cafe either. All that pent up stress and anxiety was tearing her apart already. All she needed was a trigger. I miss her beautiful smile. I want to hold her in my arms and just tell her that everything will be okay.

'She probably doesn't see life as a pleasant place right now.'

I sigh, leaning back into the couch, "How can I fix this?" That's when I got an idea.

(~Your POV + Time Skip~)

After taking the whole day to just breathe and think about things, I finally felt some relief. It could be from the new medications I started too, but either way I'm a lot better than the state I was in yesterday.

With my walking stick in hand, I take slow and steady steps out of the bedroom. Honey is washing his hands in the kitchen. He turns and gives me a warm smile, "Heya Beautiful. How ya feeling?" "Better. T-Thank you... I'm sorry about before. I really needed some time.." Pap nods, replying, "You don't need to apologize, Y/N. As long as you're okay, I'm okay."

I watch curiously as he dries his hands with a nearby towel. "Are you getting ready to cook d-dinner?" "Actually, I thought we might do something different today~" He says cheerily. Before I could ask, he pulls out a notebook and pen and sets them on the counter. "What type of desserts should we make for our cafe?"

I blink, giving him a blank stare, "Pap, it's not even near being done yet." "So that gives us plenty of time to perfect the recipes. Don't ya think?" Honey outstretches an arm out to me with a smile, "C'mere."

'I guess I should..?'

Drawn to him, I step across the hall and stand by his side. Instantly, I was relaxed slightly as I felt his arm hug around me.

"What'll it be, Beautiful? Chocolate, cake, cookies, ice cream? Name it. What flavors do you like?" I hesitantly stare down at the blank notebook. "Well, I-I-I do l-like (flavor). So maybe a d-dish with that?" Honey nods, writing it down immediately. "How about a cupcake?" He suggests. My mood perks up as I add, "Oh, that sounds perfect and easy to make too! And what if we a-added this for better texture in the frosting? A-ANd ThAt too!"

After working on recipe measures and even drawing out a design for presentation, we got to work on baking them. Honey pulled out the materials and I was eager to mix them.

Things got a little messy because someone decided to spawn a certain blaster in the small kitchen without warning. I squeal, trying to keep the delicious mix away from the blaster pup's mouth. On the other hand, my husband just laughed at him without any cares in the world.

Honey wouldn't help me no matter how much I fussed, so his blaster most likely thought of this as a game. This only caused his blaster to become more playful, growling and then throwing a bag of powdered sugar across the room.

"PAPYRUS!!!" I scream. "Okay- I'll put him away." Stretch obeys and snaps his fingers. Our blaster pet vanished as quickly as it appeared. The only thing left was the huge mess of sugar that it left behind.

"I already t-told you! He's too big for our kitchen!!!"
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"Heh, but you always normally cheer up when you see him~"
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"Not when he's eAtiNg eVerYthIng SwEEt that I own! Do you remember how many c-c-cookie jars I-I had to replace last month?"
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"We had a cookie jar?"
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"EXACTLY! Y-You don't know because your b-blaster keeps breaking them!"

Honey's blasters reflect his mood and personality. At first, Papyrus thought they were aggressive towards everyone, even Blue. Come to find out the blaster gained a soft spot for me so early on, because of Honey's growing secret attachment to me. We worked on some things, and now the blasters are more relaxed and a lot more like the complete goofball that Pap actually is.

I'm learning more about Papyrus' playful side with each day that passes. Yes, the puns are terrible but he always manages to make me laugh.

I sigh, turning to the powdered sugar mess all over the floor and countertops, "And who do you think has to c-clean this up?" Papyrus chuckles, putting his hands in his pockets, "Y/N, have I ever reminded you of how beautiful and perfect you are?" I narrow my eyes, staring at him.

'He's trying to soften me up, isn't he?'

I roll my eyes and lean back against the messy counter. While he can't see it, I grab myself a handful of powdered sugar. Playing along that I've fallen for his game, I say, "Go on~" "You're so caring and understanding. I don't know what I'd do without you. Y'know, it's been a long day and I'm really tired. I probably should take some alone time after frosting these cupcakes to make sure I don't overwork myself."

'Lazybones.'

I smirk and nod, "Okay~ T-That's fine, but you better have the bed w-warmed up by the time I'm finished." Honey chuckles, orange blush dusting over his cheeks, "Of course, Beautiful. I'll be eagerly waiting for your return. I'll give you my hoodie too~"

'Dang it! He knows that hoodie is my weakness!'

"Snuggles too?" I whine, blush covering my face too. Papyrus gets close, calmly cupping a hand around my cheek, "Without a doubt. You already know I can't keep my hands to myself~" One of his hands snakes down to my waist, making me shudder.

'What the-'

Then, he freaking squeezed his hand around my butt, making me squeal. He laughs with a wide smile, letting go. He stares me down and confidently states with a purr, "That's mine~"

I punch him in the shoulder, growing completely flustered, "Y-Y-You are s-sO iMMaTuRE!" Honey only wheezes harder in response.

Now is my time to strike. I sigh, pouting and looking up to him, "Fine... You want me to say it? I'll say it. I-I love you.." "Awww. Beautiful, I love you too~" He coos, tracing his thumb against my burning cheek.

I hold up my fist and imitate blowing a kiss, opening up my palm and blowing a fistful of powdered sugar into his face. I laughed my lungs out as he immediately screamed and then choked, inhaling more of the sugar cloud. His pupils flickered out, giving him this look of both confusion and betrayal.

Keeping his eyes shut, he looks in my general direction.

"Y/N?"
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"Yep?"
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"Beautiful?"
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"Pff- Right in front of you."
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"Right..... Well played-"

He laughs uncontrollably, the extremely paled skeleton bending over to rub his eye sockets. I laugh at him, watching all the sugar fall from his hoodie.

'He's completely covered in it!'

"Wait.... T-THE HOODIE-" I shriek through more wheezing laughter. My plan backfired. I was given a night's opportunity with it but now I'd have to spend the night washing it.

(~Small Time Skip~)

The two of us decided to form a truce, teaming up to clean the mess. Pap's hoodie is in the washing machine, leaving him in a simple white T-shirt and pajama pants for tonight. I can't help but giggle from time to time. I think Honey is going to be tasting powdered sugar on his teeth for a while.

Papyrus pulls the tray of beautifully baked cupcakes from the oven, setting it down with the help of some oven mitts. "P-Papyrus." I hug onto him, craving affection. "Hold on a second, Beautiful." After making sure I wasn't close enough to the oven to get burned, he smirks and picks me up. Delivering loving nuzzles to my head, he tells me, "Those'll take some time to cool off. Anything you want to do until then?"

I smile while blushing, staring at the tray of cupcakes, "It's funny to think we have our own bun c-cooking in the oven too, huh?" Papyrus chuckles, blushing bright orange, "Heh, yeah. If only I could tell Blue-"

"We w-will. I'd let a few weeks go by though, just in case there's a-any c-complications." "W-Wait.. Does that mean??" He's already out of breath as he stares into my eyes. I press a lingering kiss to his cheek before explaining, "We're keeping them. It's our c-child after all."

Honey sniffles, his eyes welling up with tears as he responds, "That's wonderful, N/N. I-.. I'm gonna be a dad!" I giggle, nodding and nuzzling my head under his jaw.

'The best skeledad of them all...'

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Writer~San: 4600+ words and now this chapter is done!!! Yayyyyy! One more book to go! We're already a few peeps away from 600 followers! pwp How-

Little do Y/N and Papyrus know that there's actually going to be more than one kid in there-

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