A small Chapter which is not at all edited! Sorry cousins everywhere!

"Dadajaan!" Noor exclaimed happily.

"Dadajaan?" Aman asked in shock.

"Yup. But why are you so shocked."

"I'm not shocked." Aman stared the floor for few second "Actually I'm shocked."

"But why?" 

"Because I remember dad insisting Dadajaan to here but he always refused."

"Yeah but after Dadijaan's death he changed a lot. And now he wants to live with his only son in his last days. That's what mom said."

"Okay."

"You are not happy?"

"Of course I'm!"

"Good! I'm so excited! You remember when they visited us years back. we enjoyed so much! I wish Dadijaan was still alive." Noor said sadly and sat next to Aman on her couch.

"Noor I'm sure she is at a better place now."

Noor nodded her head  "Hmm."

"Now smile Dadajaan is coming!" 

Noor smiled and Jumped "Yes! I will decorate his room! He will be here in two days!" saying that Noor left the room. 

Aman smiled at his sister's childish behaviour and then started working on his laptop.He is going through his mails when he saw a mail from his dad's company. After he read the whole mail which about about their new office ,he saw it was from Kehara.  He was still smiling thinking about his grandfather's arrival. but as soon as he saw her name his smile vanished and he closed his laptop. Kehara is ignoring him from past one week. She is not talking to him directly and she won't stay in the same room as him for more than five minutes. Even if he tries to say himself that her behaviour doesn't matter to him to cares! Her behavior accepts in him more than one way. He is not understanding why she is behaving like this. He wants to ask her what wrong he did and is ready to apologies but Kehara is not allowing him to talk to her. He is frustrated and don't know what to do. How was he supposed to talk to his parents if this is how she behaves. 

***

There was knock on the door and Sufyaan paused his game to open the door.  

"Hello Sufyaan!" Amy exclaimed after Sufyaan opened the door.

"Hello Amy. How are you and where is Addy?" 

"I don't answer standing on the door." Amy said and Sufyaan laughed opening the door wide.

"Come in."

"Thank you very much. I'm fine! And I'm not always with Addy."

"Is that even possible?" 

"Of course! We need break from him! We need some girls time to talk about things."

"Those things scare me!"

"That's why we don't talk to you guys about it." 

"Whatever Kehara is up in her room. You know her Room right?"

"Of course! I was 24*7 here before you decided to come back. Why did you come back!" Amy joked and Sufyaan rolled his eyes. 

"She is up." 

"Okay bye!" Amy said and started climbing the stairs. Sufyaan waited for her to disappear before saying

"I feel sad for you Addy!" 

Amy reached Kehara's room and without knocking the door she entered the room.

"I'm home!" Amy announced and kehara laughed. Amy came and jumped on her bed.

"Amy! What are you doing here?"

"Hey This is my house as well! Your parents adopted me years back! You remember I was always at your house in India. I miss those days!"

"Same here. So tell me what brings you here?" 

"I was getting bored and I want to talk about a very serious topic to you." 

"Okay. Go ahead." Kehara said keeping the book she was reading on the bedside table.

Amy sat properly in front of Kehara with serious expression on her face. Kehara never knew she can make a serious face as well.

"Kehara what are you doing?"

"What am I doing?" Kehara asked in confusion.

"Aman!"

"What about Aman?" Kehara asked irritation evident in her voice. She is trying to ignore him and not talk about him but everyone decided to talk about him now. Either it is Sufyaan talking about how Amazing friend he is or Khurshid talk about how well mannered he is. And Noor is constantly talking about him. This is irritating Kehara.

"Kehara why are you ignoring him?"

"I'm not ignoring him." 

"Yes you are. A five year old can say that. Kehara just say it."

"Fine! I'm ignoring him."

"Why?"

"Because you said I talk a lot about him."

"So?"

"It is true."

"So?"

"Amy! I'm talking a lot about a boy! You know as well as I know this is not normal and absolutely wrong."

"Kehara it is normal."

"No it is not! Amy I don't think or talk about boys."

"So what if you are thinking about him."

"It is not right?"

"Why not?"

"I don't know."

"See I know in our country it is not normal to talk about boys but everyone thinks about them!"

"Shut up Amy."

"What? That is true and you know that. And what is the harm is talking about someone?"

"Talking about someone means he or she is in your mind all the time."

"So?"

"I hate that so!" Kehara shouted and Amy chuckled.

"Kehara! I know what you mean. Do you love him?"

"Amy!" Kehara looked at her with her eyes wide open. Kehara was not expecting this question.

"Yes or no Kehara."

Kehara wanted to change the topic but she had ignored it a lot and now she cannot take it any more. She wants to end this which means she needs to talk about it.

"I don't know."

"Okay confusion is normal. So you talk and think about him. Which is one sign. Now be honest to yourself Kehara. What do you think about him?"

"What do you mean?"

"Means what do you think about him as a person. Is he good or bad. Remember be honest."

Kehara took a deep breath and said "According to me he is a really nice guy who is a best brother,son,friend and I'm Sure he will be best husband and father." Amy raised her eyebrows for she did not expect Kehara to be so open about her feelings. Kehara noticed her expressions. " What!? You told me to be honest. This is exactly what I feel." Kehara said turning red and Amy smiled.

"Okay. Will you accept his proposal if ever propose?"

"Amy!"

"Just answer!"

"I don't know."

"What is I don't know?" 

"I don't know means I don't know."

"Kehara it is not an answer."

"It is."

"No it is not."

"Yes it is."

"Yes or no Kehara?"

She opened her mouth to say something but Amy stopped 

"Yes or no."

"Let me...."

"Yes or no."

"I..."

"Yes or no!"

"Am.."

"Yes or no!

"Yes or no."

"Yes or no."

"Yes or no."

"YES OR NO." 

Amy was continuously saying that not letting kehara think or say anything. when Kehara could not take it any more she shouted.

"YES!" 

Amy and Kehara both froze. Amy because she thought her friend will never admit it and Kehara because she never knew she wanted this. After few seconds of simply staring each other in shock Kehara covered her mouth and closed her eyes. Amy is feeling guilty now.  They did not say anything for almost five minutes. Kehara covered her face with her hand. Amy slowly went next to Kehara and side hugged her. After some time Kehara looked up and turned to face Amy. Tears in her eyes. Amy hugged her and kehara started crying. After few minutes they break the hug but Kehara is still crying. 

"Kehara..." Amy said and Kehara did not reply. 

"Kehara I'm sorry." She still did not move.

"Kehara don't cry please. Why are you crying?" 

"I don't know." Kehara said finally after some time. 

"Stop now."

"Amy what is this! Why is he affecting me so much!"

"You tell me."

"Amy."

"Yes."

"I'm scared."

"Of what?" 

Kehara again did not reply. After  few moments  Amy said. 

"Kehara" Amy said in warning tone.

"I'm scared to love again. If something goes wrong this time I won't be able to bare it. There is limit to my patience as well."

"Why are you always negative! It is not necessary things will go wrong  this time as well. Trust God!"

"I know I should have faith is Allah but I'm really scared. Not only about this but.."

"But what?"

Kehara hesitated but She knows her secret is safe with Amy. "Don't judge me.I know it's weird but you know Aman is...I mean he is a person and .." Kehara was tired by now. It is more difficult then Kehara's imaginations.

"And?"

"And I. Don't. want. to. lose. Him." Kehara said as slowly as possible but it was after Amy's eyes widened when she realised what she just said. She nodded from left to right indicating negative action. "No no no no no! I mean you know he is my brother's best friend and Noor's brother and he is really sweet to me. So I don't want things to change."

"Why will things change."

"If something goes wrong then things will change  right?" Kehara said slowly know too well Amy will kill her now.

"Again WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS NEGATIVE!"

"Amy look I don't think so I love him first. Second Aman is surely not in love with me. Third My brother will kill him! You know he hated Noman always just because I was engaged to him." 

Amy started laughing remembering how Sufyaan use to give Noman a hard time. He never talked to him properly. And will always try to find faults in him. He did all this to stop Kehara from marrying him so that she won't leave him and go. 

"Your brother is a joker!" Amy exclaimed cheerfully.

"And he will kill you for saying that." 

"And I don't care. Hey! Don't Change the topic. Come back to Aman."

"See I told you everything. Possibilities of us is nil. So just forget about it."

"I will forget about it but what about you?"

"What about me?"

"You are behaving weird around him!" 

"Amy enough of Aman Aman now! There are more interesting topics in the world."

"Aman is the most interesting topics in the world girl." Amy winked and Kehara narrowed her eyes.

"Jealous?"

"Shut up Amy!"

Amy laughed "Okay enough. let's check you love Aman or not!"

"How will you check that?"

"You will know that soon!"

"Amy what do you want to do?" 

"Just answer my Questions!"

"Questions? How many questions are you going to ask?" Kehara raised her eyebrows.

"Few millions."

Kehara rolled her eyes. "Just ask fast and finish it."

"Do you feel excited when you see him?"

Kehara was shocked to hear that. 

"Let me think. I don't know. Ahh let me think." Kehara thought for few seconds before answering. "I think so but I can explain!"

"Explain then."

"He is....He is...is..." Kehara tried to find a word for their relation but failed. 

"Next question! When you think about him do you smile?"

"Smile? Ahhh smile...I don't know about smile but I'm not angry or feel bad thinking about him. Wait I don't think about him!"

"I will take it as yes. And Kehara Lying is haram!" 

"Shut up. Next question."

"Okay.Do you justify all his actions? Even if he is at fault?"

Kehara remembered their recent fight and closed her eyes because her answers are scaring her.

"I know the answer.Next!"

"Do you think he is handsome?" 

"Enough Amy!"

"Fine enough for today but We are not done yet!"

Amy was there with Kehara the whole day.Amy never failed to make Kehara smile. Surprisingly they did not receive any message or call from Addy and Kehara is worried for him. He is really stressed now days. He is not ready to propose Amy but don't want to forget her either. Kehara knows she has to do something for her friends now.