I walked out side into the garden, hopefully he wont follow."Why do you look like you want to kill me?" Guess i was wrong, he followed me and Ryder asked as if he was innocent."oh you cant remember anything you did wrong hmm." I scolded him."no i cant, we had a one night stand and that was it." "Ryder it wasnt a one night stand, we went out before hand then we shagged, you took my innocents and then- then you left me." I shouted to him." Whats so wrong about that." He said back defensively. "Oh thats not even the beat part Ryder." I said venom dripping from every word. "Well what is?" I let out a dry laugh."you know them 'best friends of yours.' Well they bullied me and bullied me until i couldn't take it no more. Yeah thats tight Ryder you bestfriends bullied me until i tryed taking my life." I said shaking with anger but had a calm look on my face.

"What really." Is all the words Ryder could form."yes and you think i havent changed, well you know that sweet as sugar girl who wouldnt do owt wrong, well she died that day. This is who i am now because of you and your friends. Thats not the only thing they bullied me into." I started shaking my head in disappointment.

"What els did they do." He looks more disappointed then me."why so many questions," after a few mins i answered."They made sure everyone called me fat so i wouldn't forget it." I managed to squeeze through my teeth."you became ill didn't you?" "Yes i did." I managed to squeak. Im still struggling with anorexia now and im still disappointed, im not losing much weight, before my body becomes into starvation mode i eat something small so i don't die. I am slowly recovering help to my wold bestfriends but its going to be hard with out them maybe ill get my mum to pay for a few to come down and stay a while.

Before Ryder had a chance to ask more questions sam came running out. "Thea i need you now, ryans showed up and so did a few others who is skyving." "Okaii im coming." I saw ryan first and before i knew it i had him pinned againced the wall my hand on hid throwt and the other gripped onto his shirt."who the fuck do you think you are trying to cheat on thaila, you fucked up prick." I sneered at him. "Oh so sam told you." He whispered slightly frightened."yes she told me, your lucky i didnt catch you." I shouted at him"why" i let out a dry laugh again."why because you would have ended up in a hospital." I growled at him dangerously low.

"Thea, maybe you should get off him, you could blow your cover and we have someone you should meet." Callum whispered to me. I let go of ryan and followed callum to my living room."oh so you made you self at home then." I sneered at Ryder. "Yeah, how do yous know theses." He said pointing towards ryan,callum, Jeremy and a boy who looked the double of ryan."i met callum and Jeremy last night, Ryan at school and i have no clue who this is but im guessing your Ryans brother." I said the last bit towards the lad in front of me. "Yeah im his older twin, the names luke." "Nice to meet you luke." I said shaking his hand."what are yous doing here anyways?" I asked. "Thaila texted callum to cover for her at school, meaning she wasn't coming so we came here to bunk school with yous." Luke answered. "Okaii, i beed coffee who wants one, im going to go to Starbucks." I asked everyone.

They all wanted something so i quickly threw on some calvin klein leggings with the matching sports bra, put my hair into a messy bun and put some light makeup on.

As i walked downstairs to grab my keys ryder stood by the door." What do you want." I asked."im coming with you to help carry the drinks and keep an eye on you." Is all he said. He followed me to my lambo and gasped when he saw it. "This is yours?" He said still gawping at it."yeah get in."

On the way to the starbucks i noticed that i havent had a fag yet so i was craving one."Ryder go into the dashboard and pass me a fag and a lighter please." I asked Ryder nicely." Y-you smoke." Ryder asked me stunned."yes now hurry up i havent had one yet." I told him. He passed me a fag and my lighter i sparked it up and gave it back to him."have one if you smoke." I said towards him."thanks" he muttered back.

We arrived at starbucks and ordered the drinks. After we grabbed them we sat them in the back seats. Then we started off again. "So how when did you start smoking?" Ryder asked me confused."sometime last year in june." I answered. "That was the month i left." "Yeah i know." I answered in a duh voice."why did you start." Ryder asked looking more intrigued. "Because my boyfriend did a runner and his mates bullied me. It helped with the stress." I said quietly. "Oh" is all he said. He looked dumbstrucked and angry at the same time for about a second or two then his face went blank. We then sat in silence for the rest of the car drive. As we got out he helped take the drinks inside. Everyone muttered a thanks and we put on disney descendants 2. Half way through the film thaila and becka asked to talk to me out side.