You ran, panting heavily as your bare feet touched the muddy grass, the moonlight being the only guide for where you were going. Your throat was burning, your eyes stinging from the wind as it sharply blew by you, sending a shiver throughout your whole body.

Ahead, there was a blur of what appeared to be red and rust. A warehouse. An escape from this hellish nightmare. Without hesitation, you threw open the door, running inside, only to find the warehouse itself to be quite small, and the only way of escaping was a window three times your height above.

Looking around, all that was left inside was dust, webs and the hollow metal poles that echoed with laughter, seeing your foolishness and stupidity for running into a cold abandoned building with no thought on if it was truly safe. The sound of footsteps echoed, as he came closer and closer.

"Now there's nowhere to run, Y/n L/n." The voice of Shigaraki Tomura made your skin crawl, as you looked up at the male, your eyes glowing with anger. 

How'd you grown to hate this man. The one who took away any chance at all you had of living a normal life. Having friends. From seeing your mother again. "Stay away from me!" You shout, shakily trying to take a step forward only do fall to the ground again.

The current situation wasn't a good one. Your right leg had a bullet lodged in your thigh, and had been bleeding nonstop. You had your left hand over your left eye, your head pounding, and body trembling to stay awake. This was it.

"I can't believe you did this..!" he shouts, firing the gun again, the bullet hitting the wall next to you on your right. "Why?! Why?! Why?! Why?! WHY?!" he screams, continuously firing the gun as you scrambled to crawl away, the bullets piercing the wall.

Once hears the empty clicking sound of the gun, Shigaraki puts his pinky on the trigger, instantly disintegrating the gun. He starts walking towards you again. Panicking, you grab a metal pole on the ground, thrusting it forward as it hits the hand on Shigaraki's head, watching as it falls to the ground.

"Y/N!!" he roars, even more pissed as he watches you stand and make a dash for the door behind the two of you, dropping the metal pole on the ground. As you limp your way to the door, the cold metal handle within the grasp of your bloodied hand, you feel the impact of the same pole to your back, making you scream in pain as you crumple to the floor like a lifeless doll.

"How could you do this to me?!" he yells, grabbing you by the throat once again, keeping his pointer finger hovering over your skin. "You.... You betrayed me! I was your family! I was the only one who could love you! And yet, you turned on me! You left me! You said you'd stay with me! You said you'd do anything for me! So WHY?!"

Even if you had wanted to answer the male, the grip around your neck was so tight, the only noise that came out was choppy breaths of air. Tears began to pool in your eyes as it was getting harder and harder to breathe. 

"I don't need to hear your answer..." he says shakily, his grip only tightening more and making you gasp even louder, clawing at his hands, digging your nails in as you tried to get his hand to budge even a centimeter. But it was no use.

"I... I don't need you..." his scared tone suddenly rises in volume to a maniacal laughter, before he pulls out a small switchblade. "Do one last favor for your Nii-chan.... And die..."

He raises the blade high, your eyes wide with fear and panic. You finally managed the strength to scream. "I HATE YOU SHIGARAKI!" Before he lowers the blade onto your chest. The color red dotted your vision, painting Shigaraki's face with splotches of the warm, crimson liquid.

Just how did it come to this...? It all started when a little girl wished to be accepted by society. Back when her mother abandoned her, and she became a villain out of frustration. Then, 10 years later, she was accepted into U.A. High school, and learned what it meant to have friends, to have people look at you with admiration instead of fear. And, she found love.

"Todoroki......" you say softly, feeling the warmth in your body slowly leaving you, covering the cold ground of the abandoned warehouse, where Shigaraki's evil red eyes were staring into your e/c orbs. "Sorry...." you whisper softly, your eyes growing heavy as they shut for what felt like the last time.

'Looks like I'm not coming back..'

So what were the events that led up to this? To you fighting Shigaraki Tomura, causing so much hate towards the man who saved you from what would've been future loneliness? To being stabbed, shot and now bleeding out in an abandoned warehouse, longing for your boyfriend?

In order to find out, let's go back a couple months. Back when Todoroki Shoto, the half hot, half cold boy had announced the two of you being a couple.

End of Chapter 1

A/n: if anyone wants to make a much much better cover plz plz plz don't hesitate!! I literally made this five minutes before I published this chapter