I rushed back to my room and trashed everything I was angry no I was livid. I felt myself beginning to shift when Tom and Matteo appeared to try and help. But I couldn't control it anymore I let out a cry of pain and shifted into my wolf. I panted as I stood there tall and growling in my wolf form with anger.

"Who pissed her off?" Tom asked Narcissa who stood there shocked to see my wolf from

"I dont know she was fine rushing around getting things ready when I sent her up here to relax then I think oh I think she was talking to someone up here but I didn't bother to ask until I heard the things beings thrown" Narcissa said

"Hope, she never cared none of my family ever cared for me, hope told me this and I couldn't help but believe her, I saw no regret in her eyes and I couldn't tell if she was lying or spilling the truth" I said to Tom through my thoughts

"Hope did this?" He hissed back

"My entire family never wanted me Tom why do you think the sent me off, why would they get me a house all the way in England and never visit or send letters, why would they send me to the Malfoy's before because they don't want me, they don't need me and they definitely don't love me" I said

"You don't need them storm, you have me and the others you never needed them and when their realizing that they needed you and miss you then they will regret it and you will do amazing things without them" he said

I came to the realization then, that I wasn't a Mikealson I never was to begin with. No in fact the place I belonged most was at Hogwarts with Tom, Matteo, Draco, pansy, Enzo, Theo, blaze and Jessica. They were my forever family, they cared, they needed me and most importantly they loved me. As I came to realize this I felt myself shifting back as I did I rushed to my closet to get dressed. Considering I ripped my clothes and was no completely and utterly naked. I didn't exactly want them to see me completely naked of course because that would not only be awkward but uncomfortable too. And most importantly embarrassing as well, so I threw on and outfit and stepped out to them.

"I've realized something thanks to Tom, I might never have been truly a Mikealson but what I am and where I belong is here with all of the people I found here in Scotland, in England and at Hogwarts, I don't need my family they should need me and when they do I won't be there to save them" I said

"Were glad to have you trinity" Narcissa said and hugged me

"Glad you realized it storm" Tom said with a wide smirk

"Me too" Matteo said and hugged me as well

"Now let's get things under way for that party right" I said

"Everything's ready to go for tomorrow I finished it all" Narcissa said

"Wonderful, Tom, Matteo why don't you stay the night and I'll invite pansy and Draco as well" I said

"Sure I see no harm in it" Tom said

"Very well I shall send Draco with his things soon" Narcissa said and apperated away
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Day of the party

Things were going good all day and the party was getting closer and part of me hurt. Hurt because I couldn't have other family but I had to remind myself that my family was here now and they are all I need.
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The party came sooner than I expected and I was standing at the door greeting everyone that came through the door. I had put on the invites that they could bring two guest per group or family and that made the house fuller than I'd imagined it to be. I noticed a rather good looking boy that was chatting with Astoria and Daphne when they came in. I decided once everyone was here that I'd go see whom this guest they brought along is. So after a long while of letting people inside and or greeting them all I made my way towards the two greengrass sisters.

"Hello Astoria, Daphne and umm who's this fine boy you brought along" I smiled

"My names Gabriel but you can call me Gabe" he said and kissed my hand

I giggled softly and both girls looked at each other and smirked widely.

"Gabe here is our cousin from Ireland and he was visiting for Christmas so we invited him along hope you don't mind" Astoria said

"Not at all I did say you could bring along another or two didn't I" I said with a soft smile

"Oh yes and so glad you let us bring him" Daphne said

"Pleasures all mine" I said

"Let's get to know each other, cousins I'll be around" Gabe said as he linked arms with me and brought me to the sofa

I smiled but felt two or three pairs of eyes on me causing me to look around and notice Tom, Matteo and Draco all glaring at gabe but I brushed it off.

"So, I see that you greeted us without your parents, are they around tonight?" He asked right off the bat

I should have seen that as the first warning but I didn't and maybe that's the problem I had.

"Oh they aren't here tonight, they are on a vacation somewhere" I lied

"Oh that's too bad" he said

"Well if they were here then I wouldn't be able to talk with you alone now would I" I said

"That's true, so tell me about yourself" he said

"Oh well I go to Hogwarts with your cousins and I actually designed this house myself before father had it built for me and my future family" I said

He looked at me oddly and with a hint of disgust for some reason but I brushed it off because he was rather handsome. (Should have known then)