"Start where ever you want" she said

"Oh ok, when I first left home I was beyond excited and nervous as well, but when I went to diagonally I met a group of three boys, two the same age as me one named Draco he's blonde and the other Matteo he's brunette and then Matteo's brother who is also Draco's cousin Tom who is the older one of the four of us" I said

"Well umm what are they like?" She asked

"Oh they are quite the unique group, they of course fight because of the close ages and family relations, but they would die for one another in the end like our family would, Draco he's well hard to describe sometimes, Tom he's protective and rarely shows emotion, Matteo is like a younger version of Tom, protective, possessive and rarely show emotion, oh but I met a girl at Hogwarts when I first arrived her names pansy" I said

"And what's pansy like?" Hope asked

"Sweet and mischievous like me, but as much as we get alone we do have our disagreements here and there like all people do" I said

"And what's it like the classes?, are they more advanced than my school?" She asked

"Oh I have a few different classes than your school like they teach dark arts defense classes although the teacher is quite sketchy not going to lie, potions class is fun and making them are even more exciting and enjoyable, transfiguration class is ok the teacher can turn into a cat it's called being an animagus" I said

"A teacher turns into a cat that seems super cool" she said with excitement

"Oh but the only fault in the school is using wands, yes they are cool and what not but I'd rather use no wand it can be hard to remember to bring everywhere with me" I said

"I bet, that would frustrate me too" she said

"So did mother say when I can come home?" I asked

"Next break your coming to visit us I told her so" she said

"So mother doesn't want me to come, you told her to let me?" I asked softly a little hurt

"She didn't mean to make you feel abandoned trinity I know she didn't" Hope says

I felt my emotions getting the best of me as I stood up and clenched my fists.

"No she doesn't care hope, she cares for you more than me everyone knows this, the whole family does even father treats me slightly differently than you, you were the only one they excepted in life bloody fucking hell I mean come on you can't stand there and tell me I'm wrong can you" I snapped

"Trinity I care that's all that matters right" she said

"No hope I love you more than anything and I'd do anything for you but they shouldn't make me feel this way, I'm twelve years old for bloody Christ sake, I shouldn't have to ask for anything when it comes to being loved if mother wanted to treat me the way she dreamed of and the way she treats you then she would have done that by now, so no hope it's not enough I'm sorry you came here thinking it was, I'm sorry you probably wish I said something different but please just leave before I get even angrier" I said my eyes flashing between gold and their natural green

"Trinity just promise you won't stop writing to me" she said

"I promise" I said

And when she disappeared I felt my bones breaking and my claws began to show. Tom somehow always knew and was always right in time as he rushed into the room.

"Breath storm, you have us you don't need to worry, your here with us and safe okay" he said

"They abandoned me and they think it's ok, that I'm okay" I shouted as my bones broke more

"Shh hey focus on my heartbeat, focus on my voice block out the anger" he said

I panted and cried in pain as both Draco and Matteo entered the room and rushed to my side as well. Tom moved them back as my bones kept breaking and nothing was calming me down. It wasn't easy to hear or see them in this moment I was beyond upset with everything and everyone. It wasn't until I felt someone's hand on my cheek and soft lips on mine. My eyes shot open only to find Matteo's lips on mine. I just had my first kiss out of nowhere and with Matteo of of my closest friend. But I liked it and I only pressed my lips to his and felt my body calm down. My claws went away my bones went back into their natural places. My fur began to retract into my skin and when my eyes finally changed back to their natural green he backed away.

I sat on my heels shocked and calmer than ever as my cheeks turned a bright red along side Matteo's. He looked at me and then darted out of the room leaving Draco, Tom and me all shocked.

"Well it worked didn't it" Draco said

"I didn't tell him to do it" Tom said looking at me nervously

I ignored their conversation and rushed after Matteo who ran to his room. I snuck inside his room and saw him sitting in a chair trying to hide himself.

"Matty" I said softly causing him to look up at me

"I'm sorry, you were about to shift and I couldn't think of anything else to help you so I'm sorry if you didn't want to do that but I didn't want you to hurt us or yourself" he rambled

"Matteo I don't care that you kissed me, I mean I do but not on a bad way" I said

"So you're not upset?" He asked

"No why would you think that?" I asked

"Because I don't know actually" he said

"Well I do hope that you don't regret it" I said softly but he heard me as I walked out of his room and back to my room