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Naina realized since yesterday she was so busy in her own issues that didn't get time to talk with her... she even forget to inform her what all happened with her at clinic... to her utter surprise Kamya was back in town and waiting for her in same café where they met last time... she walked till there to meet her...

Kamya hugged her tightly with damp eyes, "sorry Naina, mujhe nahin pata tha ki voh Doctor tere saath jabardasti karegi... meri wajah se teri zindagi khatare mein pad gayi... please mujhe maaf kar de... mera aisa koi iraada nahin tha.. mein bas teri madad karna chahti thi... mujhe jaise hi sab pata chala mein nahin ruk paayi aur turant vaapas aa gayi..." she apologized as it was all planned by her but has no bad intentions to hurt Naina...

Naina rubbed her back to calm her, "shh... tu chup ho ja... mujhe pata hai tu jaan kar mujhe kabhi takleef nahin de sakti... mein khud itni confused thi ki kuchh samajh nahin pa rahi thi ki mere saath kya ho raha hai... tu ne mere liye itna socha vahi kaafi hai mere liye..." she truly believe her and never feel like to blame her for anything... at present she is the only one in Naina's life who trust her completely and support her unconditionally...

Kamya hold her hand, "pehle bata ab tu kaisi hai... mujhe nahin pata tha ki abortion se tujhe khatra hai... mujhe laga tu nervous hai aur mein jaanti hun tu kitni emotional hai, hamesha dil se sochti hai... bas isiliye maine Doctor ko permission de di tere behalf par... mujhe usane kisi complication ke baare mein nahin bataya tha... varna mein khud usey mana kar deti... darasal tera abortion secret rahe iske liye maine usey extra amount offer kiya tha... shayad jyaada paiso ke lalach mein usne tere baare mein nahin socha... mere haathon aa jaati toh uss Doctor ko mein maar hi daalti..." she said getting furious on Doctor who was ready to risk patients life for some handful of money..

Naina hold her hand to calm her, "mein theek hun ab... tu chinta mat kar... vaise bhi ab isase bura toh mere saath vaise bhi kuchh nahin ho sakta... aur ab jyaada kuchh bacha bhi nahin hai mere paas khone ke liye toh ab dard bhi nahin hota... mujhe toh yeh bhi nahin samajh aa raha ki kal meri jaan bachi iske liye mujhe khush hona chahiye bhi ki nahin... shayad iss duniya ki mein akeli insaan hongi jise yeh bhi nahin pata ki uski zindagi kisi ke liye maayane bhi rakhti hai ki nahin..." she mocked on her miseries that how life is welcoming her with shocking surprises daily...

Kamya tried to console her, "Naina tu aisa kyun sochti hai... aur koi maane ya na maane mein jaanti hoon ki tu dil ki kitni saaf aur masoom hai.. bachpan se hum saath rahe hai aur aaj mein jo bhi hoon sirf tere support ki wajah se hoon... mere parents ne mujhe kabhi paise aur pyaar ki kami nahin hone di par jis tarah tu mujhe ek behen, ek sachche dost ki tarah sambhalti hai, tere bina jeene ka toh mein soch bhi nahin sakti..." she hugged her tightly showering all her love and concern...

To divert her mind Kamya asked suddenly, "vaise mujhe pata laga kal tere husband ne tujhe bachaya tha.... aur toh aur uss doctor ko bhi arrest karwa diya... tu ne bataya nahin voh itna influential hai..."

Before Naina replied and told her about Sameer, waiter came to take order halting their discussion... Kamya ordered their favorite coffee and snacks for them...

Kamya asked, "vaise achchha hua tere husband ne tujhe bacha liya... iska matlab voh iss baby ko bhi accept kar lega ab... thank god usey thodi akal toh aayi..." she said smilingly taking a realaxed breathe...

Naina smiled faintly, "meri kismat itni aasaan nahin Kamya... unhone mujhe bacha kar do zindagiyaan tohfe mein di aur saath hi as a return gift mujhse 6 months ke divorce agreement pas sign bhi karwa liya hai... ab se 6 mahine baad hum donon on mutual consent alag ho jayenge... hamesha ke liye... ek aur divorce ka label hoga mere saath... what a destiny na... har baar sirf 6 mahine ki shaadi... meri kismat mein na shaadi ka rishta bhi expiry date ke saath aata hai... kiski hogi itni ajeeb kismat jaisi meri hai..." she said with a sardonic smile, wiping a lone tear rolled on her cheek...

Till the time waiter served their order... Kamya asked taking coffee sip, shocked on her revelation about agreement, "aise kaise kar sakta hai voh... tu ne baat nahin ki usase... tujhe apne haq ke liye ladna chahiye tha... tu kab tak sabke atyachaar sahti rahegi aise.. teri toh koi galti hi nahin inn sab mein... mein hoti toh aise aasani se nahin chhodati..."

Naina said taking a deep sigh, "lada toh apno se jaata hai Kamya... par hamare beech itani jyaada galatfahmiyaan hai ki kisi bhi rishtey ki koi gunjayish nahin... hum poori tarah se ek dusre ke liye anjaan hai... aur voh mujhse bohot nafarat bhi karte hai... achchha hai mein unki zindagi mein nahin rahungi toh unhein jyaada takleef bhi nahin de paaungi..." she didn't feel like to tell her about someone else's presence in Sameer's life... but somehow it hurts her more...

Kamya getting angry on her cold behavior, "tu mujhe bata kaun hai voh... mein baat karti hun usase... aise kaise tujhe saza de sakta hai koi... pati hai koi bhagwan nahin..."

Naina placed her hand on hers to keep her calm, "nahin Kamya... iski koi jarurat nahin... maine apni kismat se samjhuata kar liya hai aur inn sab mein dekha jaaye toh unki koi galti nahin... mein toh unhein thanks kehna chahti hun ki Sharad ki tarah unhone ek jhatke mein mujhe ghar se nahin nikala aur naa hi agreement mein mere khilaaf ya mere character par koi ungli uthayi... balki unhone toh iss pregnancy ki news bhi sabse chhupa kar rakhi ki kahin meri badnaami na ho... shayad agar unki jagah koi aur hota toh mujhe ek minute bhi apne ghar mein nahin rehne deta... jab se hum mile hai roj mera ek naya sach unke saamne aata hai.. aakhir voh vishwas karenge bhi kaise mujh par... unhone toh aaj tak apne ghar walon ko bhi nahin bataya ki shaadi ke waqt mere ghar walon ne jo dhokha kiya tha... mujhe meri behen ki pehchaan dekar mere divorcee hone ka sach chhupa kar pehle hi mere parents unko cheat kar chuke hai toh kaise koi ummid rakhun... unhein toh yahi lagta hai ki yeh bachche bhi Sharad ka hai toh nafarat toh banti hai na... voh kyun kisi aur ke bachche ko apna naam denge...."

Kamya tried to convince her to fight but Naina calmly explained her point of view, "Kamya... hamare samaaj mein ladki ke charitra par ungli uthaane ke liye log ek baar bhi nahin sochte... aise mein jis dhokhe ke saath hamari shaadi huyi, uske liye voh mujhse nafarat karte hai par phir bhi mujhe ghar mein rakha unhone... aur ab yeh bachcha... jab mein khud nahin jaanti ki yeh kiska hai aur yeh sab kaise hua toh mein unse kaise ummid karun ki voh mujhe samjhenge... ulta unhone kal meri jaan bachayi, mere liye yeh unka bohot bada ehsaan hai... voh toh mujhe compensation bhi dena chahte the par maine hi inkaar kar diya... 6 mahine saath ke badle 20 crore... kuchh jyaada hi keemat laga di unhone meri, jitni meri haisiyat bhi nahin hai..." she said mocking on her destiny...

Kamya asked getting concerned, "par ab tu karegi kya... akele kaise rahegi... tera toh koi bank balance bhi nahin... tujhe kam se kam compensation toh le lena chahiye tha... kuchh socha hai aage kya karegi... aur ab yeh ek aur nayi jimmedari bhi hai tere sar par... iss haal men akele ek bachche ke saath jeena aasaan nahin hoga tere liye..." she said pointing towards her baby...

Naina shook her head, "nahin Kamya, pichhli baar Sharad ne divorce ke time mujhe characterless saabit kiya tha, jise mein jhutla nahin saki... aur iss baar Sameerji mujhe 20 crore de rahe hai... tujhe pata hai mujhe paiso ka koi lalach nahin aur ab ek aur ilzaam mein apne sar nahin le sakti...

Jo hoga dekha jayega par ab mein iss bachche ko kabhi apne se dur nahin hone dungi... yeh bachcha meri jimmedari hai jiske liye mujhe kisi ke sahare ki koi jarurat nahin... naa hi kisi ke paiso ki... mujhe kabhi mauka nahin mila ek achchhi beti ya biwi banane ka par wada hai ki ek achchhi Maa jaroor banungi..." she said smiling with a new determination...

Kamya assured to give all possible extended support to her... they chatted for a while when Kamya asked, "vaise Naina, tu mujhe yeh bata ki pichhle kuchh dinon ya shayad mahine mein tere saaath kuchh alag, kuchh bohot ajeeb hua hai... matlab aise hi toh koi ladki pregnant nahin ho jaati... humein pata toh karna chahiye na... aur kya pata iss baby ka father hi tera sachcha jeevan saathi ho... shayad yeh hi ek jariya ban jaaye tumhein saath laane ka..."

Naina looked at her and said, "voh sab mein nahin sochna chahti... aur naa hi kisi aur ke liye ab meri zindagi mein jagah bachi hai... par haan janana chahti hun ki yeh hua kaise... par mere saath itna sab ho raha hai ki kya kya sochun kuchh samajh nahin aa raha... sach kahun toh iss taraf mera dhayaan hi nahin gaya..."

Then they discussed all possible scenarios and happenings from last one month with her... suddenly Naina said, "haan yaad aaya... jis din mera Sharad ke saath divorce hua tha mein bohot pareshaan thi... aur usi haalat mein saara din maine mandir mein bitaya... uske baad jab mein vahaan se nikli toh kuchh hosh nahin tha ki kahaan ja rahi hun, kya kar rahi hun... bohot raat bhi ho gayi thi aur toofan bhi tha uss raat... toh shayad tension ki wajah se mujhe chakkar aaye aur mein behosh ho gayi... jab uthi toh dekha mein kisi nursing home mein thi... room mein sirf ek nurse thi mere saath aur sab jagah khaali thi.... mein darr ke vahaan se bina kisi ko bataye bhaag aayi..." she explained all the scenario of that night but totally clueless if it has something related to her pregnancy or not...

Kamya asked concernedly, "tujhe yaad hai voh kaun sa nursing home tha, ya kahaan tha... uska address toh pata hoga na... shayad vahin se kuchh pata chal jaaye..."

Naina shook her head, "nahin... kuchh yaad nahin.. uss din achanak Sharad ke dhokhe ne mujhe poori tarah se tod diya tha... khud ko sambhal nahin pa rahi thi... aise mein kahaan gayi, kya hua, kuchh nahin pata mujhe... aur jab vahaan se nikli thi toh bohot tej baarish ho rahi thi aur andhera tha... koi nahin tha aas paas... bohot dur chalne ke baad badi mushkil se ek auto mila toh mein ghar pahunchi thi..." she cried remembering the unluckiest day of her life...

Kamya composed her, "tu chinta mat kar... mein kuchh sochti hun... mein uss mandir ke aas paas ke sab chhote nursing homes mein pata lagane ki koshish karti hun... shayad kuchh pata chale... ab yahi ek raasta bacha hai hamare paas..."

Naina nodded her head and soon they left for their respective homes assuring to meet soon... she didn't allow Kamya to drop her till home as might be Sameer will not like it... she doesn't want him to give another chance to blame her for anything...

Till she reached home, it was already dark outside... she entered seeing Chinni waiting for her needing some help in studies...

Naina enquired about Sameer when she replied, "haan... Chhote Kunwar toh kab se aa gaye... maine dekha tha unhein Pandit bhaiya ke saath aate huye..." she gets nervous as might be he again shouts on her to stay out so late....

To avoid any argument with him, she preferred to stay back with Chinni... they both went out in garden and she helped in her studies... Chinni bring their food there only and they had while chatting and studying... soon after getting tired they both left for their rooms to sleep...

Naina took a relieved sigh seeing room empty, means he must be in study...  without wasting time anymore, she quickly went to washroom... after taking a shower she changed into comfortable kurta pyjama with a white dupatta as her night dress.... 

The moment she came out,  witnessed him coming back in room with Pandit... to avoid meeting them, she lowered her head and moved towards balcony when Pandit called her to stop, "Ms Agarwal, voh aapke liye maine bed arrange karwa diya hai room mein hi... aapko baahar sone ki koi jarurat nahin aaj se..." he said with a genuine smile on his face offering her help...

She turned her gaze to witness a single cushioned bed was placed in the room at right corner side close to window... she looked at Sameer seeing him busy on his mobile looking down without any expressions... Pandit giving a comfort smile gesture her to sleep over there...

Before she replied, Sameer's phone ring and he left from the room without giving any glance to her to attend his call...

Pandit was about to follow him when Naina called him, "yeh bed aapne arrange kiya hai mere liye...?" she asked in confusion... in reality, she was hoping that might be Sameer has planned this for her...

Pandit nodded in yes confused on her reaction when she said, "thanks par aapko yeh sab nahin karna chahiye tha... pichhli baar maine galti se iss room ko thoda sa change kiya tha aur aapne hi mujhe samjhaya tha na ki he didn't like anyone's interference in his privacy... so, please yeh bed yahaan se hatwa dijiye... he doesn't even like to see me in this room toh yeh bed... thanks aapne itna socha par sorry I can't accept this..." she denied feeling dejected and don't want to share same room with him when he hated her so much....

Naina paused for a moment and said politely, "please meri baat ka bura mat maaniyega as I don't want him to punish you for me... and yes, thanks for your concern... mein yahaan sirf kuchh mahino ke liye hoon toh meri wajah se kisi ko pareshaani nahin honi chahiye yahaan... inhein toh bilkul bhi nahin..."

Pandit got stunned on her reaction and stood there thinking, "ab kya karun... ek toh Sameer ne mujhse jhuth bulwa kar phansa diya aur ab yeh mana karke phansa gayi... donon bilkul ek jaise hai... perfectly made for each other..."

He still tried to convince her giving random excuses, "par ab toh bed aa gaya hai na toh use kar lo, varna waste jayega..."

Naina denied again, "sorry aapke paise waste ho gaye par really I don't want to make him angry for any reason..." she hesitates a bit asking again, "vaise kitne paise kharch huye... I mean meri wajah se aapka nuksaan hua na... aapko chahiye toh mein aapko pay kar dungi, par abhi nahin... meri salary aayegi tab... chalega na..." she asked innocently as doesn't want him to suffer for her...

Pandit was so shocked and his mouth went opened so wide that his jaw almost dropped... looked at her shockingly that how much innocent and soft hearted she is.... even though she is not using this bed but still wants to pay to reduce his burden... seems they misunderstood her...

Pandit giving another excuse tried to comfort her, "don't worry about money... yeh toh maine sale mein se kharida hai... kaafi sasta hai..." he smiled praising himself finding another excuse to convince her...

He can't tell her that Sameer himself went to the biggest showroom in city and purchase the most comfortable bed and mattress for her after checking it personally... he never went to shopping for himself but he did so for her, but doesn't want to show up...

Naina left out in balcony finally saying, "aapne itna socha mere liye vahi bohot hai... but please don't force me... I can't accept this..."

Pandit went back to Sameer informing her decision getting a deadly glare, "you are good for nothing... can't you make any better excuse to let her accept... sale mein... really..?"

Pandit scratch his head nervously, "haan toh mein kya karun, jo samajh aaya bol diya... mujhe kya pata tha itane sawaal jawaab karegi... exam thode hi tha jo pehle se answer ratt kar jaata... vaise bhi yaar aaj tak kisi ladki ko ek toffee tak nahin di maine aur tu ne seedha bed dene ke liye bol diya... biwi teri hai aur jhuth mujhse bulwa raha hai... vaise manana padega zid mein bilkul tum donon ek jaise hi ho... made for each other..." he laughed making him more pissed off...

Sameer sneered, "get lost... ek jhuth nahin bola jaata aur bahane banwa lo... mera time aane de saare badle lunga tujhse... idiot, ullu kahin ka..."

Pandit cursed himself, "bhagwan ji kahaan phans diya in miyaan biwi ke beech mujh gareeb ko... ek ko ladane se fursat nahin aur dusra toh kuchh bolta hi nahin... pata nahin aur kitni mehanat karwayenge donon... khud ke liye aaj tak ek girlfriend patayi nahin gayi mujhse aur dosto ke liye unki biwi ko manaao.. huh.." he left hurriedly to avoid his wrath...

Naina went out in balcony and sleep at her usual place like other days, she listened to music while sleeping to keep herself calm... early morning, she felt bit cold due to cool breeze after the continuous heavy rainfall last night...

She opened her eyes and sits back but soon feeling nausea, she ran to washroom and throw out.... she tried hard to control her voice to go out and disturb his sleep...

Taking a cold shower she dressed up and left for mandir before he awakes... seeing her steps going far, he opened his eyes and frowned, "roj raat ko baahar balcony mein zameen par sona manzoor hai par madam ko bed par sona nahin manzoor... such a careless woman... maana maine ek din kaha tha balcony mein jaaane ke liye par isne toh apna bedroom hi bana liya vahaan.... jaise balcony rent par le li ho.. idiot..."

"aur isey yeh subah subah walk par kyun jaana hota hai jab tabiyat itni kharaab hai... itna bhi kya health conscious hona jab tabiyat theek nahin hai..." he recalled how seeing her health condition he purchase a comfortable bed for her but didn't feel to offer upfront as he himself instruct her to stay out first day.... Pandit helped him out but she turned off his support too... and now she went out in early morning hours for morning walk... he expects her to go in park nearby their house which is at a walking distance and always crowed in morning hours...

Soon he again listen the same aarti which he heard yesterday but didn't get any clue, "iss ghar mein koi pooja nahin karta toh yeh aarti ki awaaz kahaan se aati hai... is there any new servant hired who believe in all this..." he closed his eyes lost in melodious voice... soon Pandit came and they gets ready for office...

Pandit asked out of curiosity gesturing towards bed with a mischievous smile, "has she accepted your gift... first gift.."

Sameer glared him to make him shut his mouth... he was frustrated on his first attempt to comfort her... he felt more helpless seeing her unwell... he thinks all possible ways to make her accept his gift... soon...

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