Kaagaz ke tukde
Bela entering into ward surprised to see Naina getting down from bed... she had already changed her clothes and ready to leave the hospital... she had decided to break all her relations with Sameer today itself and left from there forever... guilt of losing baby killing her from inside and left with no more strength to bear all his humiliation and insult any more...
Bela rushed to hold her as she as extremely weak and feeling dizzy... Bela hold her from shoulder to make her sit back on bed, "beta... kahaan ja rahi ho... dekho abhi kitni kamjori hai.. tumhein iss haal mein achchhe se aaraam karna chahiye... Doctor ne abhi kuchh bhi kaam karne se mana kiya hai..."
Naina looked at her gratefully as after such a long time she met someone who is genuinely cared for her, "nahin aunty mein theek hun... vaise bhi ab aaraam ka man nahin hai.. mujhe ghar jaana hai... hospital mein dam ghutata hai mera..." added to that she was concerned about the hospital bill which will be beyond her budget... she doesn't want to take any more favors from Sameer.... she wants to leave this place as soon as possible...
Bela smiled caressing her cheeks, "mujhe pata hai beta... iss haalat mein aisa aksar hota hai... par tum ghabrao nahin, kuchh din mein sab theek lagane lagega... shuruaat mein dikkat hoti hi hai sabko... tumhari umra bhi abhi chhoti hai par ab apna khayal toh rakhna hi padega na... agar tum theek rahogi tabhi toh sab sambhal paaogi..."
Naina looked at her confusingly when she advise further, "ab teen mahine apna achchhe se dhyaan rakhna, uske baad sab dheere dheere theek ho jayega... samjhi tum... shuru ka waqt naajuk hota hai aur dekho tum pehle se hi itni kamjor ho... mein jaanti hoon ghar mein koi nahin jo tumhein samjha sake par mein hoon na... tum mujhse kabhi bhi, kuchh bhi puchh sakti ho..."
She gets slight meaning of her words as she often listened this whenever any lady gets pregnant in their society and relatives....
Naina asked slowly getting surprised, "par mera toh operation... matlab... baby..."
Bela smiled, "vahi toh... aaj kitni mushkil se Sameer ne tumhari aur bachche ki jaan bachayi hai... agar voh waqt par tumhein nahin dhundhta toh tum donon ki jaan chali jaati... bhagwan kare uss Doctor ko kadi se kadi saza mile jisne kuchh paiso ke laalach mein itna bada gunaah karne ki sochi... par tumhein bhi iss tarah ke Doctor ke paas jaane ki jarurat hi kya thi... pehle Sameer se baat toh kar leti... tum bachche bhi na kuchh bhi bina soche samjhe faisle le lete ho...." she said as a matter of fact that couple should discuss mutually on such sensitive matters...
Naina sits back on bed getting shocked and realized how badly she behaved with Sameer, "unhone meri aur bachche ki jaan bachayi aur maine unhein kitna kuchh suna diya... unki baat tak nahin suni... kitani badi galti ho gayi mujhse... hey bhagwan yeh kya ho raha hai mere saath... kabhi voh khud mujhe chot pahunchate hai aur kabhi khud aakar meri jaan bachate hai... aur mein bewkoof thanks kehne ki jagah unhein I hate you bol rahi thi... unhein jaane ko bol diya..." tears rolled down on her cheek...
But soon a soft smile crept on her lips, "iska matlab... matlab.. Sameerji ne mujhe iss bachche ke saath accept kar liyaa hai... matlab ab hum saath rahenge.. hamesha hamesha ke liye... mein waada karti hun Sameerji ki mein iss rishtey ko poore dil se nibhaungi.. aapka yeh ehsaan mujh par zindagi bhar ke liye udhaar raha..." she smiled widely keeping her hand on her stomach, "dekha baby... ab aapko darrne ki koi jarurat nahin hai... ab aap aur mein akele nahin hai..." she smiled whole heartedly feeling his support with her... she assure herself to try best to clear all misunderstandings between them...
She looked at Bela smilingly, "mujhe abhi ghar jaana hai... please... aur aap please kisi se mat kehna iss baare mein... I want to give him surprise..." she handed her some money to settle the bill and complete discharge formalities...
Bela unwantedly support her decision sensing her urgency to meet Sameer... she smiled, "tum baitho mein formalities poori karwa deti hun... mein samajhti hun ki iss waqt tumhein sabse jyaada kiski jarurat hai... par ek baat ka dhyaan rakhna... yeh waqt har aurat ki zindagi ka sabse khubsurat pal hota hai jab ek nanhi si jaan aapke andar pal pal badti hai.. aap usey mehsoos kar paate ho... par iske saath bohot si jimmedariyaan bhi aati hai... mujhe ummid hai tum aur Sameer mil kar sab sambhal loge..." she gave her all possible suggestion as she could, knowing they both recently got married and have no knowledge how to handle this situation carefully...
Bela went and complete all the discharge formalities and didn't inform Sameer as per Naina's request... she came back in few minutes and soon they both left for home hiring a cab....
Bela keep giving her advices talking sweetly with her feeling worried that she is just only of 21 years and it might be too early for her to become a mother.... Naina feels a strong bonding seeing her motherly love towards her... Naina asked curiously her relations with Sameer when Bela told her about herself...
Bela was married and working as a nurse in hospital where she met first time with Sneha, Sameer's mother at the time of her pregnancy... soon they become close friends during her regular visits for check-up in hospital.... Bela took good care of her during whole time and after Sameer's birth she got attached with him too...
After a year, Bela also gave birth to a beautiful girl and was happily living with his husband... in a road accident she lost her baby and husband both, making her life completely shattered... Sameer's mother seeing her in traumatized condition bring her at home to support and since then Bela was staying with them only... taking care of Sameer as her own child... Sameer was also very much attached with her and always feel blessed to have love of two mothers in his life...
Sudden demise of Sameer's mother makes him move to London for further studies and Bela too left the house... she doesn't want to stay back there anymore all alone... she joined an NGO, helping and serving to the needy people but Sameer was always be in her touch... even after coming back from London he insists her to stay with him at Maheshwari Mansion but she denied... he respect her decision and agreed to it... after his own accident, he restrained himself with all his near ones and prefer to stay all alone but Bela was always close to him...
Bela was out of station for her NGO work from last few months and was not aware of Sameer's marriage with Naina... she assume it to be Sameer's baby only... she was happy and relieved seeing him settling in his life with a beautiful and soft hearted girl like Naina...
Reaching home, they asked about Sameer but guard informed that he has not yet came back at home... she feels disappointed but kept hope to meet him soon... Bela support her walking till entrance but seems unwilling to come inside...
Seeing her restlessness, Naina didn't force her either and let her go, "thanks aap mere saath yahaan tak aayi... ab mein theek hun..."
Bela left for her home assuring her to be safe and happy, "hamesha khush raho aur kabhi bhi jarurat ho toh mujhe phone kar dena... mein hamesha tumhare saath hun... Sameer ko apni god mein paala hai maine toh iss bachche ke liye bhi jo ban sakega jaroor karungi..." Naina went inside thanking her again...
She entered into room finding it all silent and in dark... she switch on the light and taking a fresh set of clothes quickly took a shower... she came out all fresh with a soft smile on her lips which reaches to her eyes after a long time... since the day she came here after wedding, this is the first time she felt it like home, her own home...
She dozed off sitting at couch waited for him till late night... her sleep disturbed with the door opened, seeing him coming inside with Pandit...
Looking at her he suddenly got surprised but soon his expression turned into hatred whereas Pandit also got shocked to see her back... he was about to ask her well-being but stopped himself and suddenly left the room leaving them alone... he knew the storm which was headed towards her... he did planned to talk with Sameer to change his decision but since Naina is back unexpectedly from hospital, he has no time left to discuss with him... somehow he felt bad for both of them... they both were suffering pain and hurt with each other...
Naina stepped ahead with a determination to apologize him first for her rude behavior and tried to make up with him... she took few steps when he stops her showing his hand, "stop... I told you to not to come close to me..." he recalled the way she shouted on him to touch her in hospital... it was just all unintentional and much more to support her only, seeing her weak but she scold him badly...
Knowing the reason for his anger she still smiled a bit and said, "sorry mein yun bina bataye hospital se aa gayi but thanks mujhe bachane ke liye aur..."
He cut her in between with his sharp tone, "so you really think that your shitty life really matters to me... stop dreaming and trying to make yourself fool... what do you think of yourself... did I saved you as I need you in my life... like I cares you... no ways..." her smile instantly disappear from her face...
He rolled his wheelchair passed to her, "agar aaj tumhein kuchh ho jaata toh iska iljaam hamare khandaan par aa jaata.. and might be you got the chance to go legally against us... this can defame my family name and reputation... par mein aisa hone nahin dunga... samjhi tum... I know tum jaan bujhkar us local se clinic mein gayi thi taaki saari duniya ko yeh pata chal jaaye... taaki tum humein badnaam kar sako... yahi plan tha na tumhara..." he roared loudly making her shiver...
She still tried to put her point, "aisa nahin hai... mein toh aapse thanks aur.." he again cut her and throw an envelope on her, "you cannot make me fool... not anymore..." she looked at the envelop lying near her feet... she bent to pick up and opened to see the content...
Her hands trembled getting her vision blurred... she sits on the floor feeling no energy left in her... she looked at him with a pleading tone, "yeh... yeh.. sorry... mere matlab aapko hurt karne ka nahin tha... par aisi saza toh mat dijiye... maine jo kaha anjaane mein kaha tha..." she kneeled down in front of him crying hard...
He came closer lifting her chin tightly throwing daggers from his eyes, "what do you think, I will accept this child and give my name... no ways... just sign this contract right now... you should be thankful that I had given you six months to stay here and till then you will surely find a suitable father for your child..." saying this he leave her sitting back on ground....
She keep sitting there staring at the legal document in her hand... according to the contract their marriage will be null and void after six months on a mutual consent... she will not be liable to claim any property legally... as a compensation for her he had agreed to give 20 crores for her survival...
Seeing no response from her side, Sameer grab her arm to look up.... he handed her pen and gesture to sign.... Naina keep looking at him with pleading eyes but his face remain expressionless, as seems no effect on him of her tears... she finally looked down and signed the documents... before handing it back to him she put a cross mark on the line where compensation amount was mention and signed there... she refused to take any compensation of her shattered life...
He snatched the documents from her hand and turned to go out... taking a deep breathe he said, "for these six months you are free to live your life as you want.... even if you want to leave early it's your choice... I will not stop you to go back to your loved ones..." he shut his eyes feeling throbbing pain in his heart... he still love her beyond limits but allowing her to go back to her ex-husband for her happiness, for her baby...
Without turning back to her he left from room leaving her sitting still on floor... she herself didn't realize how long she had seated there... later gaining some strength she went out in balcony at her usual place... she sits in a corner keeping her head rested on wall...
Naina's POV
Kya ek kaagaz par sign karne se rishtey ban aur toot jaate hai... shuru se hi zindagi mujhe kaagaz ke tukdo par mili hai... ek din achanak se Sharad ne ek kaagaz par sign karke mere se rishta joda aur apne matlab se usey tod bhi diya, jaise mein koi bejaan si cheej hun... kuchh dinon mein phir se ek aur signature ne mujhe Sameerji ke saath jod diya... aur aaj phir ek baar iss kaagaz ke tukde ne mere dil aur mere wajood ke tukde tukde kar diye... sabke liye meri zindagi ek khilona ban kar rah gayi hai.... jab chaaha, jaise chaaha khela, toda, madoda aur jab man bhar gaya phenk diya... aur kehte hai ki apno ke paas chale jaao... koi yeh bataaye ke mere apne hain kaun... kaun hai jise meri jarurat hai... shayad koi nahin...
Keeping her hand on her belly she looked down with wet eyes, "par ab tum mere apne ho... jiska saath mein kabhi nahin chhodungi... sabne mujhe chhod diya par mein kabhi aisa nahin karungi.... mujhe nahin maloom ki mein tumhare sawalon ka kya jawaab dungi, tumhein kaise samjhaungi par wada karti hun kabhi tumhein akela nahin hone dungi... aaj se sirf tum hi mere apne rahoge, jiske sahare mein zinda rahungi... kam se kam yeh ek rishta toh hoga jise mein poore dil se apna kah sakungi... hamara rishta taqdeer ne joda hai jo kisi kaagaz ka mohtaaz nahin hoga..."
Soon getting exhausted and tired she drift into sleep in balcony.... the whole day spent like a roller coaster ride for her where she was almost on urge of losing her child and her own life... Sameer saved them both but before she took another initiative to pursue her relation he broke all threads with her leaving her alone again with her child...
Sameer coming out from his room turned to his study to spend some lonely time... Pandit rushed to his side when surprised to see documents in his hand with her signature... he asked abruptly, "she signed...?"
Sameer replied him feeling sad, "can't you see...?" suppressing his pain, he pushed his wheelchair by himself towards study but stops and asked loudly, "did you find her or you want me to hire someone else for this job..."
Pandit knowing his anger replied, "just gave me few days more... I am about to get her clue soon..."
Sameer roared back, "just two days more otherwise fire yourself... I just don't want anyone in my life..." saying this he left in study room closing the door behind.... he wants to stay alone for some time...
Pandit too left him alone for some time knowing how much heartbroken he is now... seeing Naina even Pandit was hoping to get the happiness back in his friend's life but after knowing about the baby and assuming the reason of her to be in marriage dishearten him also...
Late night Sameer came back to his room with Pandit finding room empty... he turned towards balcony see her sleeping at her usual place outside.... he frowned seeing her thinking, "aaj hi hospital se aayi hai... jara si bhi parwaah nahin apni... bachche ka dhyaan kaise rakhegi... careless girl..." he knew she was not well but still she slept outside on floor...
Pandit too looked at same direction and said slowly, "Sameer, don't you think, sleeping on floor outside is not good for her health... above all she is pregnant and not in a good condition either... you remember what Doctor said..."
Sameer glared him gritting his teeth in anger, "if you feel so pity for her why don't you take her with you.. we both anyways don't want to see each other's face..."
Pandit remained quiet knowing he is not in good mood and can make things worse for her... he finally helped him to change and making him laid down on bed left the room wishing him good night...
Next part very soon.... till then enjoy
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