Outside in balcony, getting slightly drenched in shower of rain, Naina was still fighting to keep herself save from rain and sits in a corner on ground... she clutched her hand seeing minor drops of blood oozing... realized when Sameer pushed her on floor, few bangles broke leaving few small cuts on her wrist...

She laughed sarcastically on herself to see cut mark on her wrist, "ab iski bhi aadat daalni padegi... kya kismat hai meri bhi... pehli shaadi ki raat ek jhuth ko haqiqat maan kar mein meethi neend so gayi thi aur aaj ek haqiqat ne mera wajood mujhse chhin liya... maine kabhi zindagi mein kisi ladke se baat tak nahin ki aur mujhe characterless kaha gaya... maine zindagi mein kabhi jhuth nahin bola aur aaj mujh par dhokha dene ka iljaam laga hai... shayad abhi zindagi ke aur imtihaan baaki hai mere..." she smiled helplessly looking the pitch dark sky, same as her life... no rays of hope....

Har Roz Koi Khwaab Toot Jata Hai

Har Roz Koi Apna Rooth Jata Hai

Na Jaane Meri Kismat Mein Kya Hai

Jise Main Yaad Karun Wohi Mujhe Bhool Jata Hai

She looked back at the glass door covered fully with thick curtains... there was no sign of anyone who might be concerned for her... feeling alone and dishearten she kept her head on the side wall, recalling the day which brings a drastic turn in her life...

Flashback (Naina)

Since the day she was back in her house after her divorce, she cut off all her relations with outside world.. after recovered from her sickness she returned back to her normal routine, same as before her marriage with Sharad... she joined office and just focused on her work... from home to office and back but as a completely dead person... after coming back from office, she confined herself to her room only... she ate if anyone from her family came and serve the food or most of the time she slept empty stomach... her existence was almost negligible for her own family... whole month went like same routine making her more shattered for any better future or expectations from anyone..

Early morning, she opened her eyes seeing her mother sitting close to her caressing her hair, "Naina... beta uth, dekh subah ho gayi hai..." she stood back having no emotions on her face, looking at her without even blinking her eyes... it seems like a dream for her... it's first time since she got divorced and back to her parent's house that her mother came in her room to meet her and talking sweetly...

Beena hold her hand lovingly, "beta mujhe pata hai tu kitni dukhi hai... par mein bhi teri Maa hun, kabhi tera bura nahin sochungi... tu yakeen nahin karegi ki mera dil kitna dukhta hai tujhe yun udaas dekh kar... meri toh tere saamne aane ki himmat bhi nahin hoti isiliye khud ko tujhse dur rakha hua tha... lekin ek maa ka dil kitna roya hai yeh mein hi jaanti hoon..."

She said wiping her tears from her pallu, "par kismat ke aage majboor hun mein bhi... mein maanti hun meri wajah se tu ne un divorce papers par sign kiya tha par mein bhi toh majboor thi... teri aane wali zindagi ko khushiyon se bharne ke liye voh zahar ka ghunt peena jaruri tha varna Sharad tujhe saari duniya mein badmaan kar deta aur hum kuchh nahin kar paate... tere saath saath teri behen ki zindagi bhi barbaad ho jaati... par ab tu chinta mat kar... bhagwan ke aashirwaad se aaj tere saare dukhon ka ant ho jayega... yeh mera wada hai tujhse..."

Naina looked at her amazingly as since after her divorce from Sharad, a month back, it's first time her mother is talking to her in a soft tone... she hugged her tightly keeping her head on her chest getting motherly touch...

She said sobbing slowly, "nahin Maa, mein aapki beti hoon toh aapse kaise naraaz ho sakti hoon.. jo hua voh meri kismat thi us mein aapka kya dosh... vaise bhi ek Maa kabhi apne bachchon ka bura nahin sochti... mujhe maaf kar dijiye agar maine aapka dil dukhaya ho toh... mein hamesha vahi karungi jo aap kahoge... aakhir aapke alawa aur kaun hai mera..." she said innocently looking at her mother...

Beena hold her face wiping her tears, "tujhse mujhe yahi ummid thi... mujhe pata hai meri bachchi kitni samajhdar hai... bachpan se tu ne kabhi meri kisi baat par sawaal nahin uthaya...." saying this she pulled out some legal papers from a folder and asked her to sign on them...

Naina looked at her curiously when she said, "mujh par bharosa hai na... tu sign kar de aur jaldi se ready hokar baahar aa ja... mein sab bata dungi... tu toh meri pyaari beti hai na... chal jaldi se sign karde aur baahar aaja.... aaj maine apne haathon se tera pasand ka naashta banaya hai... aur haan aaj office jaane ki koi jarurat nahin..."

Naina happily nodded her head and keeping trust on her mother signed on the half folded document wherever she saw her name... taking paper back from her hand Beena left from room asking her to come outside after getting freshen up... seeing her mother's love and concern she smiled whole heartedly after a long period of time and happily goes to get freshen up...

Naina came out seeing few thaals covered with red satin clothes lying at the table... seeing her coming out, Beena and Naresh pulled her in a tight hug and hold her hand lovingly... caressing her head they make her sit between them...

Naresh said lovingly patted on back of her hand, "beta mein jaanta hun ki tu kitni dukhi thi pichhle kuchh dinon se aur hum tere maa baap hokar bhi tera dukh kam nahin kar paaye... hamare dil par kya beeti yeh hum hi jaante hai... kya kuchh koshishe nahin ki tere chehre ki muskaan vaapas laane ke liye... aur dekh aaj bhagwan be hamari sun bhi li... ab koi dukh takleef meri beti ko chhu bhi nahin paayegi... meri beti ki kismat mein toh mahlo mein raaj karna likha hai... bhool ja uss Sharad ko aur kabhi aage se uska naam bhi mat lena apni jubaan par... kabhi kisi se apni pehli shaadi ki baat mat karna samjhi... teri nayi zindagi mein uss purani kadwi baaton ke liye koi jagah nahin hai..."

Beena too said lovingly showing her thaals lying on table, "yeh dekh teri shaadi ka joda aaya hai... itne paise wale log hai... sirf vidaai ke shagun ke liye dekh laakhon ke zevar bheje hai.. tu toh raaj karegi vahaan... ek baar unke ghar jayegi toh saare dukh dard pichhe chhut jayenge... bas kabhi apne gareeb maa baap ko bhool mat jaana..." she said wiping her tears with corner of her pallu...

Naina looked them shockingly when Naresh said, "beta voh log bohot bade log hai, phir bhi unhone tujhe apne bete ke liye pasand kiya hai... suna hai laakhon mein ke hai voh ladka... bas usaki yahi shart thi ki shaadi mein koi dhoom dhaam na ho isiliye court marriage ki hai... voh papers, jin par tu ne subah sign kiya tha voh teri shaadi ka agreement hi tha... bhagwan ki daya se saara kaam bina vighna ke sampann ho gaya... bas aaj raat teri vidaai ho jaaye theek se toh hum toh ganga naha lenge..."

Naina shocked to know that the document which she had signed was her marriage contract... again no one asked her consent and take decision of her life without even asking her... she even doesn't know with whom she got married... not even his name...

Beena said pulling her out from her thoughts, "dekh humein pata hai tu thoda ghabra rahi hai par tu jyaada kuchh mat soch... voh log shaam tak aa jayenge tujhe lene ke liye... tu yeh shaadi ka joda aur gehne pehen kar taiyar ho jaana time se... tujhe hum par vishwas hai na beta... tujhe meri kasam tu mana nahin karegi... ek Maa apne bachchon ka hamesha bhala hi sochegi... iss baar tera rishta jodne mein maine koi kasar nahin rakhi... aisa ghar dhundha hai ki tu raaj karegi... teri Sharad ke saath shaadi karwa kar jo galti maine ki thi yeh uska hi prayshchit hai... ab meri beti ki khushiyon ko kisi ki nazar nahin lagegi..." she said with tears in her eyes...

Naina was at loss of her words... how can she gets married to an unknown person when she even doesn't know his name... but seeing tears in her parent's eyes how could she deny...

Documents were already signed by her so no ways of going back... she agreed to her parents when Beena told her, "baaki sab toh theek hai bas ek baat ka dhyaan rakhna... vahaan kisi ko nahin pata ki teri shaadi pehle bhi ho chuki hai... humne tujhe hi apni badi beti bataya hai... tujhe Hema ki jagah di hai... vahaan sabko yahi pata hai ki divorce Hema ka huaa tha tera nahin..."

Naina stood with a jerk, "nahin Maa... maine hamesha aapki saari baatein maani hai par yeh nahin hoga mujhse... mein apna naya rishta jhuth ki buniyaad par nahin rakh sakti... pehle bhi Sharadji ne mujhse jhuth bola aur aap chahti ho aaj mein bhi vahi karun kisi aur ke saath... mein aisa nahin kar sakti, kisi ko dhokha nahin de sakti... aap... aap unhein phone karke sab bata do... agar unhein todni hai toh aaj hi shaadi tod de... mujhe koi farq nahin padta... jo jhuth ki buniyaad par rakhe jaate hai un rishton ka koi wajood nahin hota... mein khud ek baar dhokha kha chuki hun toh kaise kisi aur ko dhokha de sakti hun... yeh mujhse nahin hoga..." she said adamantly as not ready to deceive anyone...

Naresh shouts on her, "bakwaas bandh kar apni... ek toh divorce ka label laga huya hai aur uppar se iss shaadi ke liye bhi inkaar kar rahi hai... apna nahin toh hamare baare mein toh soch... itni mushkil se jhuth bol kar tere bhavishya ke liye humne itna bada risk liya hai... tu nahin jaanti un logon ko, agar ab unhein sach pata chala toh humein iss shahar mein toh kya duniya mein chhupane ki jagah bhi nahin milegi... voh bohot bade log hai jinke aage hamari koi aukaat nahin...."

Beena scold her more, "tujhe kya lagta hai agar humne ab sach bataya toh voh log humein zinda chhodenge... hamari mout ka iljaam tere sar par lagega soch le... aur teri wajah se jo teri behen ki shaadi nahin ho rahi uska kya... humein toh laga achchhe ghar se tera rishta jod denge toh tere purane jakhm bhi mit jayenge... aur phir buraai bhi kya hai iss shaadi mein... ek chhota sa jhuth hi toh bolna hai... vaise bhi ek tarah se toh tu kunwari hi hai na..." she said as a matter of fact that Sharad has not even touched her ever...

Beena keeping her anger calm convince her more, "dekh tu nadaan hai... duniyadaari nahin samajhti... aur shaadi byaah mein thoda bohot jhuth sach chalta hai... maine kitne rishtey karwaye hai auron ke toh tujhe mujh par vishwas hona chahiye na... maine hamesha tujhe duniya ki buri najron se bacha kar rakh hai isiliye tu itni bholi hai... par ab tujhe yeh naya rishta poore dil se aur samajhdaari se nibhana hai... dhyaan rahe hamari parvarish par koi sawaal na uthe iss baar... ab iss ghar ki izzat tere haath hai beta..."

Naina tried a lot to convince them but they didn't get agree with her... even Hema too blame her as she is not getting any good marriage proposals because of her broken marriage... finally Naina gave up and accepted them but determined to tell all her truth before starting her new life with him... she ensured to tell everything before her vidaai itself when her groom will come to pick her up in evening...

Naina tried a lot to stop them but Beena adamantly asked her to send resignation... after getting married to a rich family there was no point of her to do job in a small company... her in-laws might get offended by her...

In evening she all dressed up in her marriage outfit when Beena came to her, "dekha kitni sundar lag rahi hai inn kapdo aur jevero mein... kisi ki nazar na lage... par Naina ek baat dhyaan rakhna, kuchh bhi ho iss baar yeh shaadi tutani nahin chahiye... kisi bhi keemat par nahin... ek baar tujhe vaapas aane diya par agli baar nahin.. ab jo bhi hai, jaisa bhi hai tujhe vahin nibhana padega... ho sakta hai shuru mein thodi takleef ho par sab sah lena... voh bade log hai toh unke reet riwaaz, rahan sahan humse alag hai... par shaadi mein toh yeh sab adjustment sabko karni padti hai... samjh gayi na..." knowing how conservative her Mother's thinking is, she nodded her head in acceptance...

Beena packed a small bag with her basic necessities and couple of dresses to wear... Naina keep looking at Beena amazingly as seems like she is cutting all her relations with her... looks like after her vidaai she will not have any relation with them later... though no one has said so, but she felt it... it hurts her more...

Soon Naresh called them out when she got surprised to see a man standing there with few guards elegantly wearing black suits...

He introduced himself politely, "Sir, I am Pushkar... his assistant and came here to pick up Ma'am..."

She got surprised to listen that her groom didn't even came to pick her up and didn't perform any rituals... not even any other member from their family... she wants to talk to him before vidaai to tell all truth but didn't get this chance...

She left with Pandit and guards in car for her new house waving bye to her parents and sister with teary eyes with a firm determination that the moment she meet him, she will tell all the truth... but to her dismay she didn't get the chance and he got to know the truth beforehand in a wrong way... now it's more difficult for her to explain and convince him... he started hating her considering her also a gold digger who is only after his money and name...

Flashback ends...

She keep thinking about the roller coaster of her life and stayed awake whole night keeping her head on the adjacent wall...

Naina VO..

Hamesha dhokha auron ne diya, jhuth auron ne bola aur saza sirf aur sirf mujhe mili... yeh sab meri kismat mein hi kyun likha Kanhaji aapne... bachpan se maine yahi suna ki sach bolna chahiye, kisi ka dil nahin dukhana chahiye... par kya kabhi koi hoga jo mere liye yeh sab sochega... jiske liye mein maayne rakhungi.. koi mujhse mere dil ki baat puchhega... jo mujhe bhi ek insaan samjhega, patthar nahin... jise mere dard ka ehsaas hoga... jiski zindagi ki har khushi mujhse shuru hokar mujh par hi khatm hogi... mujhe toh yeh bhi nahin pata ki yeh sab sapne dekhne ka haq bhi hai mujhe ki nahin...

Apni taqdeer mein toh kuch aise hi silsle Likhe hain..!

Kisi Ne waqt Guzarne ke liye Apna bana liya

To kisi Ne Apna bana kar waqt guzar liya..!

Will she be able to explain her point to him ever?

Will he accept her in his life after this betrayal?

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I have completed their flashbacks and circumstances in which they got married... Hope you all liked it...

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