Kennedy's point of view

After going to the doctor and getting my diagnosis of Primary Ovarian Insufficiency or POI.

I'm definitely experiencing the mood swings and now this explains my lack and no breast development whatsoever and why I've never had a menstrual cycle.

Honestly some of the things that I don't mind but the trouble sleeping and mood swings suck.

I'm not sure if I like or dislike the lack of sex drive. Part of me thinks that sex is icky and I like not having to worry about things like that the other part of me knows it's the stage there been goes through growing up but I'm just never really found interest in physical contact other than holding hands cuddling and giving lots of hugs I love to give hugs..
I really like to hang out with Reagan he's really sweet kind and nice and he never tells me I need to grow up or stop being silly.

There are some days can my life that I am extremely frustrated specially when I see girls much younger than me with beautiful curves and have matured Way Beyond me.

There are lots of good things about being who I am and one thing I've learned through life is a have to be happy with who I am first.

My friend and my boss rainbow can really be a pain she always making me clean up after her sometimes I just want to scream and yeah but I don't get some respect from people

Or unpacking  the car and the trailer now that we are home and Rain doing nothing except smoking weed and eating cookies plus listening to music.

I can't take it anymore so I go talk to Reagan and tell him that we are adults we may look like kids but we're adults and we deserve respect and we both believe that she's disrespecting us
. We are her friends and employees were not her slaves so we both drop what we're doing. I yell at her to stop listening to Spotify.

When she notices that we have stopped working she takes out her earbuds and confronts us tells us that we need to get back to work

I yell at her back and I let a few foul words fly telling her that we are not going to put up with this anymore and that she moves to help us out and it's not fair I am screaming at the top of my lungs and stamping my feet and I'm making a very big scene in the middle of the of the store parking lot

To make matters worse she calmly and quietly takes both of us inside the Triple-S store office. She's pulling me by one arm as I am all red-faced and still very upset and explains that we are a team and we must work together but if we can't be respectful then we have to have a discussion but she will not tolerate that behavior and she takes out a bar of soap from the sink and calls me over I'm still very upset and angry and I go to yell at her again and she pops the soap in my mouth and begins to move it in and out without realizing and I begin to tear up and cry.

My body is all full of emotions and I don't even realize she has pulled down my shorts and my panties and has begin to smack by bottom with a wooden spoon until this pain sensation begins to build up and I cry and scream.

I am looking at her in the eye as she is lecturing me on how it is inappropriate for me to behave like that I put my hands on her shoulders and I bury my head in her chest and she begins to pick up the pace and the fire begins to build even hotter on my butt. She is sitting at her desk acting like this is no big deal as I am sobbing and crying with my pants and underwear around my ankles and my butt is getting redder and redder with each strike from The Wooden Spoon.

When I am all crying at the top of my lungs she stops and begins to gently rub my back and tell me that she only did it because she knows I'm frustrated and I needed to release some of my emotions but Channel it in a more constructive way when she gives me a blank sketch pad and tells me instead of pouring out my emotions and anger I could either doodle or write my feelings out on a piece of paper. I pull up my shorts and underwear collect myself and
I sit down in the and begin to make a drawing in the office as rainbow and Reagan go back outside to finish cleaning up the showroom

As I sit down to draw a new list that Reagan and rainbow go outside to finish packing up the Stuart showroom feel bad so I became to get up and head towards the door and open it when she politely walks over to me pushes her hand on my shoulder and pushes me down into the seat and my red bottom smacks the padding oh it hurts she tells me to sit quietly and gather my thoughts and they will finish packing up the car and she reminds me that she will always be there to help me and I'm unable to control my emotions I whisper in her ear thank you but please don't ever stay with me again she pulls away and Winks at me and tells me it will only be done when it is necessary.

I begin to draw a self-portrait of a little girl that looks like me although it is very crude I read at the bottom this is me then I draw another picture of me but this time I have big boobs.

Then I look at the picture and I look at myself in the mirror and I realized that's not really what I want I need to learn to be happy with myself I draw a big X through the second drawing rip it out of the book crumple it up and throw it away then I draw a picture of rainbow eating cookie sitting in her folding chair next I draw myself next to her next to me holding my hand is a very crude drawing but of Reagan he has on a shark t-shirt a pair of shorts with flowers on them and his head on backwards with few Spike sticking out of the front. I'm lost in my doodles for at least a few hours and I believe that rainbow was right I did need something to release my stress and my energy.

Reagan's point of view

I'm outside with rainbow just finishing the last bit of packing before we leave to go home I don't like what rimbaud did I understand she did it out of love but there are better ways to help people with their emotions than to get physical snake when I am in bed with Kennedy I'm going to talk to her and explain to her that I am always here if she wants to talk and get out her emotions

I understand how she feels ever since I got my diagnosis from the doctor I truly have also been having some issues with my diagnosis.

isolated gonadotropin deficiency (IGD).

Because of this I am very small in stature and skinny but the bad part is I have no pubic hair or body here and my male body parts are smaller than most I don't like to shower in public I'll even wear my bathing suit when I have to go to the gym.

I really like Kennedy but I don't have an interest in being physically intimate other than maybe kissing layaway and hugging and cuddling holding hands I really enjoy when we sleep together in bed we cuddle and she's warm and cozy.

I was very jealous when I saw a rainbow and Kennedy go in the shower room the other day I wish I could go with her. So we could do anything intimate just because I think it'd be fun to splash water and watch Kennedy scream and laugh she's big and so we like me and loves to be goofy and I will always be there for her and support her I admire her stuffed animal collection it Rivals mine I'd like to take her to a Comic Con convention. Right when I'm in the middle of coming up with a fun plan of what we can do for a vacation together I am sat back into reality with a Marines calling me to make sure we have enough water and fuel before we leave

As I go into the convenience store to buy gas as well as water I also pick up some fruit snacks and a pinwheel so I can blow it and me and Kennedy have fun. I collect all the things and give rainbow back her credit card.

And I head back into the trailer or blowing the pinwheel and hand Kennedy with snacks she looks up from her drawing and with a big grin on her face and goes yummy I want those and then I want you I immediately dropped the pinwheel and the snacks on the floor and went over to her and give her a big hug and rub her back

Usually when I meet girls I just think about to be friend with her I want to be friends but more she's so sweet and kind and patient and makes me feel change feelings I've never really felt before.

Kennedy's point of view.

I feel bad about my immature behavior and how I'm not helping clean up the showroom so I decide to put on my pink rash shirt that says girl power along with the cute little bikini bottom black shorts with all the fun Emojis all over it

When the rainbow selected this bathing suit I didn't think it would look that good on me because I have no chest but even though I don't have the chest or a big butt a little bikini bottom fits very snuggly around me I love how I have to wiggle to get inside the bathing suit bottom. When I walk outside holding the sign and flipping it a bunch of cars begin to honk and pull into a parking lot there local Surfers who are happy that we're open and they can buy some of their surfing supplies we also sell a few mountain bikes with helmets and lots of skateboards for being our first day open after storm it's been a great day.

The next day rain invite us over to her condo for dinner to my surprise we have a note on the door for Reagan and I to put on our bathing suits and meet her by the pool I put on my pink and black bathing suit inside her condo bathroom and Reagan is in the living room putting on his pirate and pineapple bathing suit

This this is the top and he looks so cute in it because it is skin tight.

And I just absolutely love these pirate shorts they're very flattering to him and make me have feelings that I've never had before

, as we both walk out to the pool area are melter open when we see rainbow sunbathing topless!

Reagan's point of view

Oh my God!!

I'm in shock seeing my boss completely topless laying by the pool

My mouth my mouth is hanging open as Kennedy runs over and covers my eye telling me that I should not see that she yells at Rainbow to put on her top rainbow tells her not to be a prude and she comes over let me gritas without even covering up

Rainbow tells us that we all know what they are and we've all seen them so what's the big deal and then she pushes Us in the pool.

We have a fun day splashing around in the pool in the end we all go back to our condo have impossible burgers he also had some all natural french fries and pineapple and strawberries for dinner it was a great way to end the evening.

Author's note. Hope you guys like this chapter the photos in this chapter summer mine somewhere once and I found on the internet the young lady at the end of the chapter is actually my boss at the summer camp and that's who the main character rainbow is based after yes she really is like that if anyone's offended by the pictures that will take them off but I checked very carefully to make sure that she was all covered up in each of them although I do own some work she's not