Listen to this song because I always did when I was upset. I love Alec Benjamin

-oOo

Ever feel like cutting? Ever feel like dying? Do you ever feel like your worthless? That you have no meaning in life? That you were just a mistake?

Exactly what I feel.

Everyday I face challenges that make me want to curl up in a ball and just cry.

But you know what I did?

I kept my feelings to myself. I never told anyone.

Until recently, a friend of mine found out that I was cutting.

That's why my dear readers, I took a break from writing.

So now what did I do?

I got help.

And I'm pouring all my feelings into my stories, to help me get distracted.

The point of my pencil is always tempting me to cut.

Probably for you too.

But listen to me, please.

It isn't right.

I just learned that. I learned too late. I let the damages run loose, affecting everything I do.

But it's never too late for you.

It's never too late for you to stop. I believe that we all have a chance. A chance to make things right.

A chance for us to help other people.

So I ask you, dear readers.

If you feel this way, or have a friend who does, please get help.

Never hide your feelings. Tell a trusted friend. Heck, tell a social worker.

Because what I did was wrong. I made a mistake.

But it's never too late to fix mistakes.

You learn from your mistakes.

I'm moving on, and you can join me.

Together, we can make people feel loved.

My goal is to make people smile.

I don't want people to go through what I had to.

I want you to smile.

I want you to feel loved.

I want you to be happy.

So, please.

Help me, to make the world a better place for us.

Smile today.

Smile tomorrow.

Smile everyday.

Because my smile is contagious, and so can yours.

(Because I wanted to)

(Because I also wanted to)

(Because I really wanted to)