
the Silence
It must be Tuesday 'cause all the poets are out. I always thought people stayed home on Tuesdays. Tuesday night, Sunday night. I dunno. Those are nights no one goes out, it seems to me anyway. Hell, you ever think maybe people stay home BECAUSE the poets are out? (Canned laughter). Anyway, this is something I never knew about you writers of song and verse,
until I started coming out to these open-mic rendezvous
to meet with musicians, poets,
friends and random strangers like you
spinning ideas,
from that lyrical turn table roster
Waiting patiently
hands crossed or sipping coffee
until you hear your name
you approach the stage, and
the Word is a needle
poised on a fine equilibrium
And you know
the - Silence -
that moment electric
the stylus arm drops
and the speaker crackles
You push your mouth into the mic
and that moment is all spinning
like porcelain plates on tall cane reeds
your smile as forced and elastic
as a Chinese circus acrobat
The gears whir, the synapses
snap, the eyes roll back
and the jaws open
to speak in contorted words
once again
on stages anywhere,
like this one perhaps. Maybe. Am I wrong?
Most people stay home on Tuesdays it seems to me, unless they're out for a cheap movie. There's that too, but that's not you! Your the same kind of people who would stay up
until the small skulking hours of morning
when the shadows grow weak and thin
hiding beneath cars, behind trees
from the horizontal obliteration
of the morning sun
Don't worry,
they'll bloom again.
And you'll have to go hunting for Time
for that small patch of sunlight in the mind,
that isn't already copyrighted, or owned
or reserved for your day job
Naw man, the Silence
is that private inner space
where you tinker with words and versus
and other universes
as the city turns its clocks
I'm aware that not all writers stay up all night. That would be a gross over-generalization. But even still, I think all us poets have to scrounge a little solid Me time no matter what time we write, right?
For some, the Silence
is blaring at 5 or 6 am
after a workout or a run
Bless your hardy hearts
ye saints of good health
I raise a glass to you!
For others the Silence
sizzles and softly settles in
after a haul on the blunt
or a hit on a bong
Just sayin.' There's all kinds,
out there
Ok. That's me
from time to time too
Well, you can say that out loud now, right?
Now that its legal?
Yet there's still that prohibition of the mind
so lets break those casks open
wash our bruised
and punctured hands and feet
in the spirits of the moment
and never mind
how you find your words
and how i find mine
What we share in common
is that all us writers are blind,
feeling our way from one idea to the next
in darkly-lit apartment stalls
above the factory-floor machines
scrounging for paper clips, printing ink
rolling papers, arcane symbols
and lingering ideas written in invisible ink
that you're trying to get down
before you forget
That's when the Silence sinks in
and the writer cocks an ear to listen
Finding the Silence is not as easy anymore
with the constant tintinnabulation
of MacDonald's,
Amazon,
Tinder,
Walmart,
or Starbucks
ringing in your ear
I thought once,
i knew the meaning of eternity
by the hum of the refrigerator
until the blackbirds were freed in 2003
in the darkness of the Northeastern power outage
You remember that hiccup in the ohm of the empire?
That's the real deal,
the ground 0 silence
you'll have to find or create
again and again. Your hands caress
the subtle nuances and double-entendres
of a new poem
with Pygmalion lust, you sand lightly
blow the dust off the anatomy of its verse
so the zeitgeist ghost of a moment
can live on
In reality,
we poets are the dust-bin archivists
of daydreams and fleeting epiphanies
scribbled down on old envelopes
and scraps of goos paper
to be arranged neatly into stanzas
newly-formed and digital
sometime, someplace, later...
And then, once again
its show time
the shadows take their places
backstage, behind the curtains,
wires, cogs, and transistors
before the lights blink on
that carousel of the mind
begins to turn
Gears whir
and click into place
and you retreat
into the soft light of pure mind
on the naked stage
the stoney mouth grins
synapses snap,
the eyes roll back
the jaws open and
the Word is the needle
the speaker crackles
you push your mouth into the mic
and the blackbirds are released
until this animatronic moment
has run its course
The stylus arm returns
in a horizontal obliteration of applause
and you find yourself
on a stage like this one
or anyplace, eyes fluttering open, once again.
Perhaps. Maybe. Am I wrong?
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