I brace myself for the impact of your tidal wave words.
I blink back the onset of my tidal wave tears. 
why can't you explain? why do you have to?
why are we living this moment that should just disappear? 

 you said I was your heaven, and now you want to go.
what are memories of paradise if paradise has burned?
don't push me away, but don't look into my face.
I've hurt you before, I'm sorry. guess it's your turn.

in a few weeks, will you be as sorry as I am now?
are you already, but why leave if you're crying?
I'll smile despite it all, because I want you to be okay.
like pandora, I'll keep a little hope, in case you forgive me.