Memories - KSHMR & BASSJACKERS ft. SIRAH

I get out of the room, still trying to process what he said: 'You look even more tempting like this'.

"Hey guurrll, why did it took you so long to get out of the room? He came quite earlier than you", Jenny asks coming towards me with Alexis besides her.

"Maybe they did the nasty, in there in just one minute. Then he came out and she was busy puking and feeling nauseous", Alexis says with a mischievous smirk on her face.

"What!? Are you pregnant and that asshole left you alone over there. So inconsiderate of him. I hate him!", Jenny exclaims in anger.

"What the hell! You both have a habbit of jumping to conclusions. I can think of Jenny to be jumpy, but not from you Alexis", I say showing my disappointment. I already being frustrated about that feeling which came over me back there in the room and now their both's concluding nature.

"Hey whatchu mean by 'you can expect it from me but not her'? I'm offended", Jenny crosses her arms and look in another direction, not facing me whilst Alexis can't control her laughter.

"Can we just not talk about it now?", I tell Jenny to settle the matter for now. "And I wanna tell you something which can lighten your mood."

"What?", Jenny says being passed off and still nit looking in my direction.

"That your Greek God has done nothing to me. I'm not pregnant. So...there is no need for you to hate him", I say sounding convincing to her.

"Really?!", Jenny chirped, "I was seriously regretting why did I say that I hated him a few moments after I said it. I mean...How can anyone hate him?"

"Whatever..", I muttered under my breath. "Anyways. I think so, I wanna go back to my dorm", I say exhausted. I'm not looking forward to play this game anymore, where these horny people can with anything.

"I guess I'm coming with you", Diana says, coming towards us from behind, being a little tipsy. "Wanna spend the night with me?", she asks seductively. Okay, so she is NOT just a little tipsy but a lot lot lot more tipsy. Oh, just realized, it's not called tipsy then. Drunk will suite.

"I'll take you to your dorm, probably. But straightway heading to mine afterwards. Nit coming wuth you", I told the drunken Diana, although there's no need of telling her. Then I look towards Alexis and Jenny, "Didn't know that alcohol can make a girl lesbian! Anyone else wanna join?" I look between two of them to which they shake their heads.

"Okay, bye then", I waved them and get out of the roomthen head towards where Diana parked her car. I was pretty much giving her the support as she stumbled a few times while walking.

I drive towards to the college. Thank God! I'm good at remembering toads.

I drive ourselves to the college. After leaving Diana at her room, I left for mine.

When I was unlocking my room's door, someone called my name.

"Bernice", I heard a male voice behind me which made me gasp.

I turn around to see a familiar face. I try to recognize the face.

"What are you doing here?", the guy asks, anger reflecting in his voice.

"Who are you?", I ask him, totally confused.

"Don't play innocent. I know you are the same Bernice."

"Wha--what d--do you mean?"

"You don't know me?"

"That's why I asked I think so", I cross my arms and try not to act scared.

"I'm best friend of the guy who became your victim, if you remember him."

"Kendall?" I was taken aback.

I thought nobody will get to know who I was. But I don't think so it's working. God is never by my side.

"Yes. Happy realization", he says sarcastically. "Now tell me why did you fucking came here? To destroy another boy?"

"Kendall, listen. There's a misunderstanding. I'm not the one who you think."

"Oh, I know you too well, Bernice Hawkins", he says emphasizing my last name.

My heart is pounding so fast inside my chest.

"See, I don't want to talk about it now. Please go from here and leave me alone or I'll call the Wing incharge", I try to threaten him but it doesn't work. He steps towards me and hold me by my shoulders tightly.

"Boys in Macon were not enough for you so you can here, right", he shakes me by my shoulder.

"You're scaring the hell out of me. Just go away", I shout.

"What's going on here?", I sea Alexis and Jenny standing a few feets away from us. "Who the hell are you? Leave her alone or i'm going to call the Wing warden."

Kendall stares at them and then looks back at me," It isn't over yet, Bernice. I'll not let another man get hurt because of you. Changing yoir appearance will not help you overcome your original self which is a Selfish Fucking Bitch", he says the the last part with gritted teeth and gives me a death glare then yanks me making his way out.

I look at the ground, scared that someone else knows about me here, scared that my friends will know about my past, scared that I'll loose them.

Alexis opens the door and we enter the room. I sit on my bed, still in panic.

"Who was he?" Alexis asks.

"What did he mean by you being a 'selfish fucking bitch'?", Jenny asks.

"What did he mean by your appearance?"

"Who is this your victim guy."

"Seriously? Here I'm having a panic attack and you are asking those questions? You're not helping me", I tell them, my voice stuttering a little.

"We're sorry but you need to tell us in order to help you", Alexis apologizes. They both sit down either side beside me on my bed.

"I will, but not now. I just wanna sleep now. I'll tell you tomorrow", I explain them. I was actually very much exhausted from the party. But this incident with Kendall just added up even mire exhaustion.

With that Jenny leaves for her room. I and alexis change and climb into our respective beds.

I have to tell them the truth about my past. My life seriously hates me.

I drift into sleep, which maybe I didn't had, thinking about the next morning and confrontion with my past.

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A/N: Hey guys, how r you all doing. Guys you're all doing fine. Actually I'm not doing fine. Cause I'm..um..no,maybe because...or maybe because I...well, I don't know why. Whatever. Hope you're liking it. And i'm really very happy that you all have read till this far. Thank you.

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