"Y/N ..Y/N wake up...come on now Y/N wake up"

The girl squinted her eyes before opening them , a view of her brother Jimins face looking down at her.
Thankgod it was just a dream

"Where's ...Where Jungkook ?" She asked before sitting up on the sofa. "Or did I dream that he was here to ?"

Jimins face turned sad , his eyes full of sorrow and worry for what he was about to say to her. He knew his sister was still fragile from her first heart break , and he also knew how strong she felt about Jungkook.

"Y/N it wasn't a dream"

She looked at him , her eyes full of fear and disbelief. "..it ..it was a dream"

He shook his head. "It wasn't sis ..you fainted when .." he paused and looked down , letting out a disappointed sigh. "When you saw Jungkook kissing Momo ..you fainted shortly after-."

"If it's true then where is Jungkook ?? He wouldn't have just left without explain things to me so where is-."

"I told him to leave"

She shook her head "No ..n-no why would you do that ?"

"Because !" Jimin yelled which made Y/N jump. "Because I didn't want that guy in my house. That's the second time he's hurt you and I wanted him gone. Momo too"

Y/N got up and pulled on her slippers , running towards the front door so she could find Jungkook.

Jimin didn't even bother trying to stop her.

She ran down the drive way "Jungkook !" She called , hoping she hadn't been asleep for too long. She started running down the street , her mouth puffing out the cold night air that made her body shiver.

She only had on her pyjamas , no jacket or any extra layers to protect her from the cold.
She continued her steps until she spotted Jungkook, sat on the curb with his hands over his head.

"Jungkook !" She called which made his head shoot up.

"Y/N" he spoke before hurriedly getting to his feet and running over to her. She ran too , faster then she had ever ran before.

Their bodies met and she was soon engulfed by his arms , her face buried into his shoulder as she sobbed.  She felt so scared. Thinking he was actually gone.

"Jungkook I forgive you" she cried. "I forgive you ok ? You don't have to do what Jimin says just please don't leave me"

He let go of her and cupped her face , his eyes filling up with tears. "You're unbelievable    Y/N. Coming back to me even though I hurt you again"

She shook her head. "I know you didn't mean it. You didn't did  you ?"

"I didn't. That kiss meant nothing to me Y/N because Momo means nothing to me. I should have pulled away but I didn't , and that's my fault"

"See !" She took hold of his hands tightly. "I knew it didn't mean anything ..so you don't need to leave me"

". . . Y/N-."

"No ! No don't look at me with those sad doe eyes" she squoze his hands tighter. "I know that face and I know what you're gonna try and tell me-."

"Y/N I've hurt you again. And it happened with the same girl-."

"The first time doesn't count , that was my fault for not letting you explain and this time it was Momos fault. None of those times were your fault-."

"They were Y/N because I could have stopped you from being hurt both of those times"

"Jungkook p-lease" she shook her head , feeling his hands slip away from her grip.

"Y/N I can't be with you if I keep hurting you-."

"You won't ! You never want to hurt me"

"But I have done Y/N ..I've hurt you again"

Y/N was about to speak when she felt someone grab her waste from behind, pulling her away from Jungkook. It was Jimin.
"Sis come on-."

"No Jungkook don't go !!" She yelled when she realised he was stepping back from her. "JUNGKOOK !"

He pressed his lips shut as tears fell down his cheeks , his body turning away from her to walk on. He fought the urge to run back to her, and tried to block out her heart breaking cries for him.
Y/N don't cry over me please I'm begging you

I don't wanna hurt you

I love you

But I keep hurting you

So I can't be with you

I'm sorry