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Jungkook was sitting on his sofa in the living room with his mother drinking tea , he was thinking about all the things happened in past days; his fight with his father , him joining Gucci, then his reunion with his tiger and Mochi and his feelings which he thought were gone are now returning.

"bunny", Jungkook looked towards his mother who was looking at him with concern.

"what's the matter"

"nothing mom"

"bunny don't you dare hide things from me ,you know how much it hurts me when you hide things from me, it really pains my heart when you think that I am not worthy enough for you to share your problems. Seeing my children suffering alone is something I can't tolerate."

"mom please don't thinks like that"

"then tell me sweetie and if you are worried about me , that I will gain another headache then don't be ,understood ? because at this age I have nothing to worry about except my children . So if you don't tell me now then that will give me a real headache"

'seriously nothing can be hidden from this woman' Jungkook thought.

"well you remember tiger and mochi right? "

"I can never forget them"

"um I met them again... and ...well now they hate me.. a lot.

"well that's what you wanted right"

"yeah,

Mom I was a kid back then I had my own issues, my depression and anxiety, and these two people are some of the best people I have ever met. I didn't want them to reject me or hate me just because of my past and mental issues. I didn't want them to see me as if I am a psycho ,who fakes depression to get attention.

And love mom ,is a very over whelming emotion, It's too much for me . I know I did wrong and I feel very guilty about it .

It hurts mom, it hurts a lot whenever I see them together. I see them laughing and sharing sweet moments together ,it makes me happy but at the same time it makes me sad too because I am not a part of their happiness "

"so what do you want Jungkook"

Jungkook didn't say anything, he thought for a bit and then said "I want to be with them mom, I want to be a part of their life .I want to be a part of their happiness, I want to be someone they can rely on, I want to be someone they can count on mom, but that can't happen now because they are engaged and they are happy without me. I have no chance now , I have lost it. I thought that these feelings were gone but no ,they are still there , every time I see them I remember what I did to them and my heart fills with regret.

I deserve this pain mom I know that , I know that love only gives pain and nothing else, but still I fell in love with them despite knowing that love only gives suffering and pain and nothing else. Mom I am scared, I am sad .I want this pain gone. I want these feelings gone mom"

Tears were flowing down his cheeks and he was sobbing now , his mother went beside him and hugged him , a reassuring ,warm hug .Letting Jungkook take out all his worries and sadness, all his thoughts in front of her. She hugged him tightly , assuring him that she was there for him and will always be. While Patting his head ,she said soothing words to him .

"It's okay bunny" she said after she broke the hug and wiped Jungkook's tears with her hand.

After around 15 minutes he calmed down

"Mom there is more"

"go ahead"

"what if I told you Taehyung and Jimin are Tiger and Mochi"

Mrs. Jeon didn't say anything at first, but after sometime she said

"and what if I told you that I already knew"

"then I would say that I am not surprised since you know me more than me"

Mrs. Jeon smiled and ruffled his hairs , then she reached out for her handbag and pulled out a diary, and gave it to Jungkook.

"remember this?" she asked

"yeah"

"good ...I found it while I was cleaning your room and I may nor may not have opened it to have a look at what it is and found a photo inside it , the photo was of three people, one was you and the other two were tiger and mochi who looked exactly similar to Taehyung and Jimin so yeah that's how I found out"

"thanks mom "

"no problem. Anyway, I think you should talk to them bunny" she said and Jungkook looked at her "well they are the reason why you have those feelings and they are the reason for your pain and they are also the medicine , Jungkook if you really want this pain gone and live peacefully then you need to talk to them ,tell them about your feelings and also listen to them kook"

"kook you need to open up, try to make a window between those walls that you have built around your heart bunny , because if you keep on hiding those feelings in ,then you will always feel suffocated and anxious . The pain will never go bunny"

Jungkook Just quietly listened, he didn't say a word.

"once you talk to them I am pretty sure that the pain you feel will go away for once and for all. And one more thing ,let me make this clear to you bunny ,love is pain and pain is love , pain makes your love stronger and love gives you strength to endure that pain remember that bunny . Now you should go to sleep." she said

"thanks mom ,as always your advice is the best. I will talk to them " Jungkook said with a smile and then went inside his room.

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Taehyung and Jimin were lying on their bed staring at the sealing, thinking about what Mrs. Jeon told them.

"why do you think Jungkook is scared of love Tae"

"I have no idea"

"was our love too much for him to handle" Jimin said ,turning his head to look at Taehyung,

"no chim that's definitely not the reason, you remember that Mrs. Jeon told us that it was not her story to tell so maybe it has something to do with his past chim"

"now that we think about it ,Jungkook never really told us about his past , we never really knew much about him Tae"

"hmm ,but there is one thing for sure, that Jungkook loved us back then"

"do you think he still loves us Tae"

"I think so Jimin"

"do you think that there is a possibility that we can have our bunny back"

"Maybe Jimin, maybe. Do you want to give it a shot, would you like to try again" Taehyung said, now looking at Jimin ,

"Tae I am gonna make myself clear that if I try this time then I will make sure that this works. I will not allow Jungkook to run , I will make him share his thoughts with us even if I have to force him because it's clear that we need to be a little strict with him , we have to tell him that he can't take us for granted this time and can't decide for us like how he decided to make us hate him back in high school. I am not going to let him do something stupid like that ever again, so tell me Tae ,are you in"

"you don't have to ask again Jimin , I am always with you and I want him back as much as you do and yeah ,this time we'll make sure that this works" Tae said and kissed Jimin" lets go to sleep we have to do a lot of work in the coming days , we need rest."

Jimin nodded and then hugged Taehyung and they went to sleep .

Edited by kafeshony