I'm scared...Terrified actually...

Rosemary's gone, Kat's gone, Aria's gone, and I'm dying inside from all the pain. I don't know what to do anymore... I've been fighting back my negativity, but it wins all the time... I cry every single night hoping everyone I've lost will come back. I have to face the pain of not having Aria every, fucking, day. And it hurts so bad...

Universe, tell me, am I really that important? If I am, I don't see it. Let me die, please, it'd be so much better on both my mental and physical health. I'd be so much happier, and I could see Aria whenever I want! But of course, you won't let me... Whatever..It's not like I'll be here to fight much longer...