I seem to be smiling

at everything you say.

But something in me

knows exactly what you're saying.

I seem to believe your every word

but deep within I've got a feeling.

The feeling of knowing the truth

that all your words are a lie.

Such lies that make me smile,

Oh! what beautiful lies.

~DASH

You so badly want it to be true. You ignore your inner voice telling you to leave and stop believing all the lies.