[Written: 11th January, 2020]

They say they get the butterflies

and it makes them feel good.

That is the last thing I could relate to,

this is not the good I was looking for.

These butterflies are not it,

They don't make me feel good.

Something's missing,

it's an empty feeling.

The butterflies, I can feel them

but they aren't what they talk about.

These aren't the good kind,

these feel bad- the bad kind of butterflies.

~DASH

You want it to feel right but it doesn't.