Shravani's POV:

There was a wierd sense of madness in the air tonight. He brought me to his bedroom in the barn which looked extremely special to me. There was rain, thundering and lightening and the smell of coffee beans, wet mud had mixed together in the air. Everything smelled so good.

I was sitting on his little bed with a mug full of hot coffee made by him wearing  his huge tshirt. Almost drowning in it. We were going to take a huge step tonight... something which our hearts wanted since really long...
I don't know what emotion is this which has driven us to reach this passionate situation. I don't know if this is lust, need, want or the big word love...but I definitely knew this was something I wanted whole heartedly.

I didn't feel it wrong tonight. It didn't feel like I was cheating Varun anymore because my heart had accepted Satyendra as my husband now. He felt like the potion which had the power to heal my pain. He was taking care of me. He was by my side through thick and thin and not just my heart my body needed his warmth too.

I didn't want to categorise my emotions into a certain one and didn't want to name it too... because I didn't know what is this emotion but I definitely wanted to go with the flow. I wanted him!!!
That is all I knew.

Just then I felt a dip next to me on the bed. My heart thundered and I saw him sitting next to me. He was next to me ... shirtless... with wet hair... chiseled shining chest due to the orange flames burning infront of us at the fireplace. The thundering, the burning logs and our irregular breathing was all creating a wierd sensation in my body.

That's when I realised it was the last sip of the coffee from my mug. I was searching for a place to put up the mug while he forwarded his hand and I gave the empty mug to him. Keeping it at the kitchen stand he turned around and began walking towards me and this time I pushed myself back on the bed.

My hands clutched the bedsheet in a fist while his intimidatingly sexy body stood infront of me and I swallowed dry. He was looking at me...No...scanning me from head to toe and I suddenly felt conscious due to his eyes filled with desire causing butterflies erupting in my stomach. I slowly began pulling my legs back trying to hug my knees when he suddenly gripped my leg and a 'Huhhh' slipped off my mouth.

I was scared. But to my surprise he slowly kissed my toe and I shivered. My chest was heaving nervously when he slowly said it in a whisper...

'We can stop if we don't want to proceed Shravani...It is fine' he said and my lips curved and I looked at him and nodded a no...

'I want this' I said and I saw a little winning smirk on his lips...he climbed the bed and his knees were on my either sides and I was shivering at our intimate position.

His hands held me on the either sides pressing my upper body to the headrest of the bed and he was looking deep into my eyes...his brown black eyes directly shooting me in the eye made me feel a wierd sensation in my abdomen.

I am not a virgin. But suddenly it all felt so new with him being so close to me. His gaze, his fragrance and him were all so fresh...I slightly moved a bit backwards but he moved closer.

Thundering striked again and I shook for a brief minute but as I jumped his huge tshirt slipped down from my left shoulder and I tried to pull it up but the very minute Sattu's hands stopped me from doing it...

Before I could understand his lips began trailing exposed skin of my left shoulder and I shivered...

He began trailing his wet lips on my shoulder line and sucked a corner of my neck making me shriek...

'So that's the weakling huhhh' he asked making me blush like a rose...I looked elsewhere but he pushed out his tongue and sucked the same spot opening his mouth leaving a tint of saliva to shine and my hands unknowingly clutched on to his neck...reaching his lush thick hair..
The minute I felt him grazing my skin with his teeth I shivered like a mad woman and I was pulling his hair probably making him loose control... because the next minute his body which was balancing on his knees was pushed into me completely.

I felt this muscular man on me crushing and grinding me on all wrong spots the right way and I was already turned on...
His hand slowly moved inside the t-shirt brushing my thighs and landed on my waist and before I could understand I was adjusted below him.

Now I was below him adjusted accordingly to him while he was still sucking my neck like a bee found its nectarine...

I closed my eyes feeling every ounce of need. Slowly he left the grip off my neck and moved a bit back and looked at my face...his gaze... that preying gaze was not new to me....
I still couldn't forget the night I saw desire in his eyes and it had made my heart shudder...

Breathing deeply as he again attacked my neck this time pushing the tshirt much lower so he had access to the swell of my chest my eyes drifted back to our good old days...

Flashback begins...

I had performed a fusion act for my annual day college programme and was appreciated by everyone.

I had received a call from dad that he wants me to come home early as my aunt and my cousin had come home to meet us. I went to the room allocated for our groups to change but as my friend was already changing I had to find another place.

Sighing no empty room here I told Rishika I will be going to our classroom on the 2nd floor and change there. As expected it was dark, no lights were on. So I began taking steps to our classroom. I was shocked to see some senior guys smoking on the first floor of the building in the dark. They saw me and began gossiping something. I felt wierd but I continued taking stairs.

I heard them whistling and laughing cracking some joke and I felt I did a mistake coming here. I was regretting now. I ran to my classroom and closed the windows and the wooden door. I was scared now. I saw there was only 2% battery in my phone. I knew I cannot make a call. Taking a chance I dropped a message to Rishika just then my phone battery completely died. Now I was panicking.

Trying to calm myself I began removing my jewellery and began undressing myself. While I had undressed myself half the way and I was wearing a blouse now I heard a knock on the door...

With enough courage I asked...
'Who is it' but I didn't get a response.
I was shivering now...I quickly tied the saree skirt and began draping my pink saree against the skirt. While this time I heard laughter and whistles...

I was scared to the core. Then I heard...
'Jiya jale....Jaan jaleee oooooo' they were teasing me... and it was probably the same guys I met on the first floor. I was scared as hell. With shivering hands I messily draped the saree to cover myself while the knocking became stronger and I was scared to the core.

After sometime the knocking stopped.
After sometime I heard the knocking again and this time it was louder than usual and I was shuddering and sweating. But this time I heard a familiar voice ..

'Shravani are you in there???' and my eyes filled with tears. I immediately recognised this voice and like a drowning person found a branch to float onto ...I ran to the door and I quickly opened the door.

And Sattu was standing outside...
Without a second thought I crushed him in my arms and wept hard...
The force I hugged him he was also shocked...but after few minutes I felt him caressing my hair and I felt a sense of comfort. I kept wetting his shirt with my tears.

After sometime I moved out of his embrace only to realise my saree drap had fallen down and I was half exposed infront of him. His eyes darted on my body making me conscious and I saw his eyes even in the dim lighting coming from the stage of the annual function and ample amount of moonlight.

His eyes went a shade darker making me go all nervous...he kept staring at me and I was extremely nervous.
Fearing my own intensions and his intense gaze I softly muttered...
'Sattu...I am scared' and the next minute he turned around and bent down to pick the saree drap that was lying on the floor and handed it to me...and before I could think further he had already walked a few steps away from me...

'Dress up quickly Shravani...Its not safe here' he said and I smiled with tears in my eyes. He came to protect me.

I pinned my saree and walked closer to him. He didn't turn around even once and kept walking downstairs and I simply followed him like a goat.

He walked along with me till the crowded ground and once he knew I was safe he was walking away...I held his wrist at once and he stopped..
'How did you know' i asked and he showed Rishika's phone. It was with him.

'Thank you' I muttered under my breath and he turned around and passed me one last look...his eyes spoke volumes that night. It was a mix of desire, shyness, apology and appreciation. He didn't tell me even once how I was looking but his gaze said it all. I was blushing hard.

Flashback ends...

His bite on my neck brought me back to this world as I realised what he was attempting...

I giggled and blushed while he pulled back and looked into my eyes and said...
'What is so funny huhhh...I can eat you raw Mrs Mehra...watch out' he said eying my lips and I pouted saying...
'Nothing...just recalled a few old memories when you couldn't do what you are attempting right now'

And he narrowed his eyebrows while I giggled more but to my surprise he grinded more against me and I was hell shocked to feel him below and my words died in my mouth...

'Biwi don't challenge me...I'm on a roll tonight... and you definitely don't want to see what I can attempt and not' he teased me making me shiver in his arms...

He was bringing unknown emotions alive within me!!!
He was bringing the old Shravani alive!