Shravani's POV:

My breathing went irregular as I felt his warm lips tracing the skin of my back...
I arched my chest out feeling how his lips were painting my soul alive.

The feeling was so warm and teasingly comfortable!!! I wanted it more...
Just then I felt his huge palms hold my shoulders and I closed my eyes feeling how his fingers pressed themselves against my skin...

His trailing lips slowly climbing my shoulders rubbing madly against my shoulder blades stopped at my collar bone.

We both were breathing deeply!!!
It was like a bonefire in my chest right now.

His hands slowly moved lower...
My heart was beating louder...
His hands slipped from my shoulder to my waist and in one go he turned me around...

I was pulled hard into his chest!!!
My dry throat gasped more air from every inch and corner of my lungs to breathe while this man's dark brown eyes met mine...His eyes looked so passionate and dark with desires that it shook my soul for a minute!!!

I could feel his fingers tracing my waist over the soft thin cotton material...I gulped again and his gaze shifted from my eyes to my hyoid bone which moved while gulping nervously...I don't know what went into him...next minute I felt his lips leaving a soft kiss on my hyoid bone and I bent my head backwards as I felt pleasure building up in every single strand of my body...he was driving me crazy!!!

His lips softly grazing my skin on the neck finally climbing to kiss my chin...and next minute his hot breath was fanning my lips...his lips an inch away from mine ... under the dim candle light I saw his shining brown eyes still gazing my lips...like they were asking permission and my heart was beating to come out of my ribcage!!!

Like it thundered outside I closed my eyes... without knowing what would happen next but next minute... there was a sudden flash of light... making us realise electricity was back!

The next minute he left his grip on my waist and stepped back...his face was panic struck... next minute he covered his face with his palms rubbing his face...I didn't like that expression on his face...was he regretting it!???
And the next minute he did the unthinkable...

He left the room without a word!!!
The door of my room closed with a thud!!!
My eyes filled with tears...I don't know why...this feeling of rejection!!!
I didn't like it!!!
Infact I hated it!!!

He had quietly escaped into his room while not coming out the entire night and I didn't know why was he so much bothered...

It should be me!!! Because I still love Varun and I can never be give his place to anyone!!! But knowingly unknowingly this moment between me and Satyendra did not seem wrong to me!!!
I don't know why...
I didn't regret it even a bit!!!

No!!! I don't love him!!!
But I knew I like him enough to give another chance to life now!!!

I respected him! He cares for me!!!
I had started living today all over again...
A long long day with so many memories came to a terrible end!!! I tried to call him for dinner but there was no response...
Now I was pissed !!!
What does he think of himself???
That I'm desperate for him???
If he can reject my advances I can as well hell ignore him!!!

But a lone tear slipped my eye...I hated this feeling!!! I cursed myself to even have took this step!!!

It was a very big deal for an introvert like me to do this!!! But he just left!!! Although now I didn't know what I must do but I was clear of WHAT NOT TO DO!!!

I must NOT be around him!!!
So I decided to go back to square one!!!

Anyways... neither now nor in past we could be friends!!!
We were never friends... neither can we be friends!!!!
Our relationship was always unnamed!!!
Then as well as now!!!

This is meaningless!
We married for my father!
I just got carried away...this is meaningless!!! I didn't feel like eating anymore... humiliation filled my stomach enough..I slept off shedding some unshed tears!!!

Next day morning I woke up as usual...I had made tomato utthapam for breakfast. But he wasn't there...he had left without eating!!! I couldn't see anything in the sink!!! A clear sign...he left empty stomach!!!
My hunger as well subsided!!!
I left to hospital...I began working. I didnt know when the clock ticked 5 pm. My duty hours got over. Instructing junior doctors to reach me if needed I left back to our apartment!
But he had still not reached home.

Although my ego is as well as big as a gigantic blue whale, when I saw his driver brought back his tiffin untouched...it worried me... which was a clear sign he hadn't eaten anything since morning...why is he punishing himself!!! I hated this!!!

His anger was very well known...
'Where is he?' I asked the Mutthu Anna his driver who said 'Tenkai Pannai Akka (Coconut farm sister in Tamil)'. I rolled my eyes thinking...

Bloody hell!!! Few things never change...
'Drive me there' saying I sat in the car...

I reached the coconut farm and as expected all the farmers had left...the yellow lights were all switched on and I could hear the sound of coconuts been cracked!!!

Asking the driver to leave I walked in the direction where I saw atleast 100 hundred coconuts were lying on the floor...i closed my eyes tightly and next second I see shirtless Satyendra cracking open tender coconuts one by one and drinking them like a mad man!!!

He was a total nut case!!!
This was his way of subsiding anger since our childhood!!!
Climbing trees, cracking coconuts and drinking tender coconuts!!!
He was one crazy man!!!
And his anger... how could I ever forget..

It was his anger which made him speak to me for the first time ever !!! That too after being his neighbor and his sister's classmate for a complete 1 year 1 month!!! He would stare like an owl, he would taunt me indirectly, he even carried me... kidnapped me to hospital ganging up with my father for getting me an injection!!!

That man spoke to me face to face because he got angry!!!
How could I forget that day!!!

Flashback begins...

It was just a week left for my midterm exams and we were busy taking photocopies of old question papers and important notes.

While I heard shuffling behind me and I noticed my friends walking away I turned around to see Abhishek standing behind me. Abhishek my senior. He was the stud of degree college. Many girls were crazy about him but I had heard from my friends that he kept staring at me and his friends kept looking for me and everytime they would see me they would inform Abhishek about it.

Whole college began saying...
'Abhishek wanted to make Shravani his girlfriend.' this thought was annoying me!!!

I didn't like him even a bit. He would scan my body making me uncomfortable. I even avoided coming to college alone as one day I saw him following me.

But yesterday he crossed his limits when he came and stood outside our apartment in his bike. When I went to confront him he shamelessly said...
'We will look good together...I'm hot you are sexy...we can together have steamy makeout sessions baby!!!' I hated that filthy language. I didn't know how to react so I simply said 'Get lost' and came to my house. Shonali had noticed me being quite low since a few days but I was even feeling shy and uncomfortable to tell her.

I didn't know whom to tell this. Dad wasn't in Coonoor. He had left to Chennai owing to an important business deal. Shonali's mom dad were here but I didn't think it was appropriate to tell them. I was getting scared. It was highly uncomfortable and creepy now

My classmates kept saying 'Im lucky as Abhishek likes me' but I hated these creepy guys who kept scanning a girl and look at us like lust mongers!!!
But now...he was here openly in the photocopy area in the college campus approaching me...

I was shivering but I was angry too...

'Hey beautiful... why do you need these photocopies...you tell me and I'll send you original...love letter baby' he said touching my shoulder and I flinched.

'Stay away from me... disgusting...' I pushed him and tried to escape...

While he held my wrist and pulled me into him and said...
'What is your head weight about huhhh??? I'm the most good looking and rich dude in college here... girls die to spend a night with me ..and I want to make you my girlfriend... Do you even understand the meaning of that??? But no...you want to run... what are you so proud of??? Your pretty face...or your assets??? I mean yeah they are good...they are curv'

'Shutupppp' I yelled. He smiled.

'Dont you have a sister at home... will you measure her assets too?' I asked and he pulled me into him such that I crashed into his chest...

'Too much head weight you have got huhhh???let me give you some love medicine today' saying he started dragging me with him. I kept screaming... entire college kept seeing him doing it. He was the trustee's son...no one uttered a word but only kept seeing the drama...

My tears kept flowing nonstop as I kept swatting my hands and shouting for getting off his hold.

He was going to drag me outside the campus holding my left hand like an animal while the minute I was going to be dragged out of the college campus I felt a tug on my right hand. It was so strong that the animal pulling me had to stop!!!

I turned around to see Satyendra stood there holding my right hand in his big strong one!!! His jaws were clenched tightly and his grip on my hand was such that I couldnt move!!!  His eyes were darted on Abhishek!!!

'Leave her hand' Abhishek told Satyendra...

While next second Satyendra took a step closer to me...he was towering me and my teary eyes were captured with his red angry ones!!!

He was raging like a bull!!! He looked like he wanted to destroy the world now!
Honestly...even I was scared!