This is IRL meaning in real life so yeah just wanted to clear that up!

Monday
Another dreadful day at the highschool. I stood up and yawned and stretched. I look towards my arms and thighs. I signed looking at the fresh and old scars that I leave now and then. I looked towards my desk and saw my most used razor. It was rusty of how old it was. I started cutting at age 12. My father died when I was 10 and my mother became alcoholic and slept with men from now and then and she still does.

I sighed and got up to change to my school uniform. It was just a simple white shirt and some navy pants and brown shoes.

I looked myself at the mirror and I had my usual bags under my eyes. I sighed and just ran my fingers through my hair and got my backpack and left without eating or studying. And yes I did brush my teeth as usual.

My walk to the highschool is just 10 minutes from my house. The gates open and I see students go in. I did my normal routine. Lower my head, ignore the insults, wait to get pushed or beaten, and then just head to class and repeat it every day. Wonder why I cut myself.

I went inside and instead of lowering my head I went straight towards my locker and got the stuff I needed and headed towards the closest bathrooms. I went to a stall and sat criss cross apple sauce on the top toilet seat.

I took my razor from my pocket and started to cut in my same pattern. I felt tears go down my face while I did. I heard the door open and heard a familiar sigh.

I gasped and sat quietly.

"Y/n? Are you in here?" He asked. I stayed quiet until the door of the stall opened and revealed a shocked Shikamaru standing there. I still had tears and my razor pressed against my arm. He quickly grabbed it and went to the bathroom next to me.

"Wh-hat are you doi-ing?! That's the only one I-I have on me at the time!" I screamed at him trying to pry him from flushing it. "Really y/n! That's all you care about!" He yelled. He flushed it down and looked at me.

"Why y/n?!" He asked. I just stood there. And responded with "because it helps me hide from reality" he stared at me and hugged me tight. I just started to sob even more. "You don't know how mad I am!" He said.

He pulled away and grabbed me from my shoulders and stared at me with his normal bored eyes with my red eyes with tears threatened to spill with a light pink blush towards my cheeks.

"Promise me something y/n..." He said. I looked away avoiding his dark brown eyes. "Y/n!" He screamed at me and I closed my eyes tight. "Promise you won't" he said. I looked at him and he had a blush onto his cheeks. He leaned in and kissed my cheek.

I brought my hand to my cheek and blushed. "Wh-hy did y-y-" I stuttered. He sighed and was about to leave but said "liked you since the first day I saw your dorky smile" and he chuckled and left. I stood there frozen of what just happened.

I left the bathroom and headed towards my class when I got a foot on front of me and I tripped over. My backpack opened revealing my manga books and my books for class. "Haha! You saw that!" One of my bullies said. I got up but got pushed back down by a foot onto my back.

"Hi there y/n!" I recognized as Ben. One of my worst bullies of my other ones. I hissed at the pain got up with much force I had and got my stuff quickly but not quick enough and Ben got hold of my head and threw it to the wall. I fell down and felt blood trickle down my forehead and felt some on my lips as well.

"Awwww don't pass out on me y/n!~" he singly said and grabbed my head once again and smashed it again at the wall.

I felt dizzy and heard a teacher yell at Ben. "What do you think you're doing! Your going to have serious trouble young man!" She said and took him away and also the other bullies. I couldn't help my self but luckily Shikamaru's class was right next to mine. He came out with his bored expression and instantly saw my limp body with blood and books everywhere. "God Dammit!" He yelled and ran towards me. He lifted my head and wiped away the blood hurriedly with his shirt.

"Please don't die on me y/n" he pleased. "Shik-ka-" he placed his finger on my lips shushing me. "Don't speak" he said and stayed with me until I finally stood up and got my now-empty backpack and dragged it with me.

"Y/n!" He screamed after me but the bell ranged and I got camouflage with some students in the hallways. Some screaming from seeing my scars and dry blood stained in them and my dead looking eyes. I grabbed onto the walls as I walked towards the top of the building. I let go of my backpack and opened the door locking it as well.

I limped towards the railing. I heard someone trying to pry the door to open. I looked away from it and saw a crowd down there.

"Do a back flip!" A guy yelled and got pulled away from the crowd by the principal. All of them, well some were pleading for me to not to jump but I already put my mind to it.

I was done with everyone's bull shit. People pretend to care when they don't. I had too much pain I can't bare with it. Its so much stress and with my social anxiety! I'm done. I'm simply done already. I sat on the railing and swung my feet back and forth. Tears streaming down. Arms covered with scars. Nothing left to leave but my annoying voice behind and my alcoholic mother and my favorite razor as well. I sighed and looked down and I didn't see Shikamaru.

The door bust opened and shika was there. I gasped and started to cry even more and he ran to me but I screamed at him. "Stop! Don't get closer!". He stopped at his tracks. "Y/-" I cut him off.

"No! I don't need no one's help! I don't need no one! Ever in my life! They just bother me even more! Pretending to care! Its not fair! Some people have it great but I don't! What did I do to deserve this! I hate all of you! Stay away from me and let me jump off already!" I yelled at him and noticed everyone came to the roof.

I cried and I looked down and...

Jumped.

Everyone screamed my name and gasped especially Shikamaru. My school building was really high so I had like 3 seconds last of my life.

I closed my eyes and smiled and I hit the floor with a thump and got instantly got killed.

Shikamaru's p.o.v.

I saw y/n jump off and I screamed after him and pushed the people out of the way towards the spot he fell. I saw his limp body with blood splattered there. "Y/n!" I yelled running towards him with tears streaming down my face. "Why!!!!" I screamed towards the sky. "Why not me!! Why don't you take me!! Take me with y/n!!" I yelled and carried y/n towards the exit of the school and towards my car and drove towards the hospital.

Normal p.o.v.

I opened my eyes and looked around and I was in a hospital bed with some weight next to my legs. "Shikamaru?" I groggily said. I think he didn't hear me and I felt him twitch. I guess he was crying. He looked towards me and I closed my eyes.

"You don't know how much I love you y/n..only if you knew" he said with a sniff at the end.

"But I just did" I said and opened my eyes. He yelped and hugged me tightly. "Y/n!! I missed you so much and!!" He said and kissed me in my mouth. I blushed deep red and closed my eyes and kissed him back. He unplugged my plugs and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried me towards the bathroom and locked the door. He placed me towards the sink and I sat there.

My hands through his hair while his in my waist. We pulled away with a string of saliva connecting us. He had a blush on his cheeks making him more hot. "I missed you too~" I moaned. That made a thing stick onto my thigh. I looked down and touched it and Shikamaru groaned. I took off his pants and boxers as well.

I saw his huge magical dick and licked the tip and that made him go crazy. I smirked and licked the sides of his shaft and took it all in. He grabbed my head to take more and I did and repeated forward and backwards.

"Y/n~ I'm..-" he didn't have time and cummed all over my mouth and I dranked all of it.

He removed my hospital robe and shoved his shaft right onto my tight hole. I moaned his name loudly. He kissed my neck marking me his.

"Shika~" I moaned his name while he kept hitting and pouncing on me. He hit some certain spot and it made me scream. "Right there Shikamaru ~!" I said and he nodded and hit that spot repeatedly.

We both came at the same time and he carried me towards the hospital bed but when he opened the door. All of the classmates we knew had blood trickling from their nose and blushes on their cheeks. All of the girls and guys screamed and fangirled. "That's was so dang hot!!" A girl screamed towards her friends. Shika placed you on bed and snuggled next to you on it with you on top of him. The people then left for privacy.

Before I drifted to sleep you kissed his cheek.

"Love you, troublesome hot stuff"

Its currently 1:16 a.m. but I was planning to do a shika one but it erased somehow so I just started a new part and wrote it all at once! So here you go! Vote and request!