It's very hard for me to dream successfully with out well having lucid dreams. Long story short I know I'm dreaming, I know everything around me,fake. Sadly that's why I hate sleep because it gives me a false sence of hope that I knew shouldn't be there. But there fun to see in motion. One dream was just mentally terrifying.

I sat up in boring regular cloths and attempted to find my phone realizing it had been going off. Oh great another useless dream what do you have for me this time. I was in a dark room soon lights started going up and I realized I was in chains and rope. More lights blinding me I realized a crowd of people, laughing. STOP even tough my mouth was muffled by duct tape I tried screaming stop. Louder louder it all got louder. Closer and closer till I realized they had notes in their hand. Still laughing one by one each person had put at least one on me. They were labels. Dear Lord stop this is tourer just stop. It did I was in a dark room alone again but it felt nice. No more laughter no more people no more fear. I looked down and the notes were still there but fading away like someone dumped acid on them, the ink seeping in to my skin. I looked around me,mirrors, why did I hate those things so much. On my skin was every word I ever used to describe myself "fat,ugly,dumb,stupid,Average,Sad, Horrible, Isolated, scared, Monster" please help me I need help no stay away from everyone they will turn their back on you when you really need them! I don't want to be like anyone else I don't want these labels, but I feel like I need them. Soon my chest started glowing. I looked at the spots and lifted up my shirt "Indestructible" it read in giant bold letter. Just then I was handed a marker I don't know who handed it to me but I took it. My hand slowly making it way around the marker I took it and uncapped it before sliding it across my chest vertically. I crossed out "Indestructible" and shatters.
I remember waking up nearly crying and wondering what the dream meant and to this day I still wonder.