Main Characters (NF)

Y/n's mom

Y/n (aide)
-anxiety
-insecure
-depression
-empathetic

Sans (hopes)
-hopeful
-openminded
-positive-around others
-entertaining
-self aware

Paps (spice)
-Supportive
-Positive
-Intuitive
-Caring
-Excitable

Napstablook
-understanding

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Honestly I'd be surprised if anyone besides me can see the story in this, specifically everything after the (~).

Storyline layout

Y/n grew up in a manipulative family.
Her parents are divorced, and she struggles to balance her home and school life. All while tackling her depression and anxiety.
She recently updated her era of tablet, which rid her of Internet restrictions. Opening up her world to places she could be herself.
She eventually meets a mysterious stranger online with the code name ketchup2mylevel.
They quickly get along with each other, and become good online friends.
She eventually finds out he is a skeleton, when they finally decide to video chat. Her family isn't to fond of the idea of monsters.
So of course she doesnt tell them, she usually doesnt tell them anything anyways. One day when her mother once again decides to try to force her to be someone she isn't, she chats with sans and she accidentaly brings it up, causing her friend to worry about her.
He wants to meet her in real life, she is skeptical, but is willing as long as her family doesnt find out.
So after a lot of deception, she finds a way to meet sans.
They meet outside a store and its adorable.
They walk over to her house from there, and she shows him around, including her room, *blush*, they talk for awhile before he leaves.
And then her family comes home.
Her mom is furious because the neighbors told her boyfriend that they saw your friend with you, and bad stuff happens.
You end up crying in your room.
You chat with your friend, unfortunately he notices your unhappiness and asks you about it.
After awhile, sans gets so worried he teleports inside your room.
You freak out but sans covers your mouth before you can scream, so you dont wake anyone up.
Then apologizes for showing up the way he did, and for not telling you about his teleportation thing.
He asks if your walls are sound proof, and you tell him they aren't.
He asks to take you somewhere else for a bit so you can talk.
Your hesitant but agree.
He teleports you to his house in his room.
You ask him where you are, and he tells you.
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Bitter truth
You took more candy, how disgusting
They only want to call you a problem child
Without actually bothering to find out what's wrong
Not all scars show, not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see, the pain someone feels.
Depression is when you don't really care about anything
anxiety is when you care too much about everything
And having both is just like hell
I feel so depressed, at times I want to talk to someone about it and let it all out, but then my social anxiety kicks in and I hide and listen to my music instead.
Inaction
Im fine if I can fool myself
I will not bend until I break
How much can one bruised body take
I tried to be perfect
No Matter how good you are to people.
There will always be people criticizing you.
I'm not even a whisper in your thoughts, yet youre screaming in mine.
I am just tired...
Torn apart
Insecure
Really faking my smile
Extremely sad
Drowning in my tears
I am hiding what im feeling
But im tired of holding it in
Buried deep inside
Is there anybody out there?
Can you hear me screaming?
Is there a reason to why im here?
I dont think people understand how stressful it is to explain what's going on in your head when you dont even understand it yourself.
Putting on a fake smile, so you dont have to explain, why you're not happy.
Am I selfish, for wanting people to notice and help when I know that I would just reject it, anyway?
Passiveness
Its nothing
How painful it is to say "im fine"
To the person who's the reason why your broken
How am I? I hate it, sad, no one will come, im breaking inside, its enough, help, save me, it hurts, never, where?, Nightmares, regrets, I cant, it hurts, useless, tired, its dark, gave up, why me?, Im scared, stop, leave, dont, down, i want to die, change, alone, judging, where are them?, Weak, sick of all this, im sorry, its too late, hopeless, pain, loneliness, let go, impossible, someone, please, I tried! I'm FINE.
Everybody lies lies lies
Its the only truth sometimes
Words cut deeper than knives
Knives can be pulled out
Words are embedded into our soul
You still make me smile even if you are the main reason why im sad
I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily, and care too much.
Friends
Friends, huh...
I hate getting attached so quickly to people. They always end up leaving like im nothing and I hate getting my hopes up when someone claims that theyre different from other people, when in reality theyre just all the same.
Why are you always on your computer? Go outside.
You are beautiful You are brilliant You are so kind and sweet I love you!! Your art is amazing! Such a lovely person! Keep doing awesome! You inspire me!
You are worthless Stupid Dumb bitch Idiot Untalented Waste of time and space Go away Trash Ugly No one wants you and no one ever will Do you even try?
They tell you to be yourself. Then they judge you.
I really dont expect you to understand. But it hurts when you criticize me for something you know nothing about.
Dont you sometimes think...that nomatter what you do...its all pointless?
Dont give up wherever you are, ok?-sans
You almost convinced me I mattered
Love at first sight
Making my way downtown, walking fast, bone me daddy, walking faster
Ahh. Can I have my coat back?
Nope. Its warm, fluffy, and its my f*cking home now..
I just want to be at peace with myself and I dont see that happening anytime soon. What the f*ck. Why cant I just love myself.
Recklessness
You know, you should be f*cking ashamed of yourself
Of course you'd hate me
Im sorry its just that I literally dont care at all
Not enough to silence me
Kiss
Your weird. . . . Thats why I liked you
Normal is boring
I have a little sans pot small and fluff
I love waking up next to you
Why cant I just accept this?
Feeling so worthless. So shitty. That I only annoy everyone. Why do I feel so unwanted?
You've become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no idea how to respond.
Depressed is the result of over thinking, the mind creates problems, that didn't even exist.
Break up
I am never happy
Some days im just a little less sad than others
Believing that loving someone will make you feel happy is a lie.
I want to be happy, But something inside me
Screams, That i dont deserve it
Sacrifice
When you love someone you have to make a lot of sacrifices and good decisions
(Stages of grief)
—Denial
When you said that you would leave I...
I was not prepared for you to leave me
Im awful how could I have done this..its all my fault
-Anger
I wanna scream
Is this a dream
How could this happen
Happen to me
This isn't fair
This nightmare
This kind of torture I just cant bear
I want you here
-Bargaining
Don't leave me!
Forgive me for this...
-Depression
Not feeling up to it right now. sorry.
An ache so deep
That I can hardly breathe
Have you ever missed someone so much you feel physically sick.
I want to sleep forever
Dream a different ending
-Acceptance
If you love her let her go
I forgot how beautiful silence and empty streets can be
(This ghost keeps saying 'z' out repeatedly pretending to sleep.)
You shouldnt have to feel obligated to apologize for venting.
Everyone gets sad, and knowing I can help just by listening. . . .
Who would pass up an opportunity like that?-napstablook
You are not alone
Warmth
Loving you was the best thing i've done..but what about you..?
After a great meal I like to lie on the ground and feel like garbage...
Humans are trash especially me.
Vengeance
Idiot, how could she love trash like you.
They never really loved you.
How damaged you must be
Can't you see?
You broke me.
I've become so damaged.
Behind my smile is a hurting heart, behind my laugh im falling apart, look closely at me and you will see, that the girl I am is not me.
You don't get to choose how I glue myself back together after you broke me.
Ill get well before you ever will
Departure
I love her and I hope that's enough
Ill still wait even if it hurts. That's because I love you.
I won't give into my pain
I will use it to climb higher
My pain shaped me
Broken
I can't stop thinking about him
She already moved on
Hes probably happy now
Im so lonely without her
Im sorry
I still love her
I miss you so damn much
I dont need words as long as your here
Healing
Thankyou