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Forty Three

Yejun grabbed Yoongi and didn't even say a word to his father as he dragged him from his office and down the hall.

"Yejun, where are we going?"

"Eomma's sad and Appa's sad and appa and eomma are happy together, so we're going to Eomma's room!" Yoongi stopped then, Yejun jerking a bit at the sudden pull from the man and he turned, his eyes wide and confused as he stared at his father. "Appa...? DOn't you want to go and see Eomma?"

"He doesn't want to see me, Yejun." Yoongi said, kneeling down beside his son so that their heights were more similar.

"Eomma said that he did something to make you mad, but Appa cries at night, and I just want you to be happy." The boy whispered, looking down. "Appa and Eomma have been fighting for a really long time, even before Eomma took his long nap, and I just...I want you both to be together again. I wanna be a family again."

"Yejun..."

"Please?" Yoongi sighed, looking at his son in the eyes, knowing that he would be unable to argue with hsi son. So he nodded, which earned an excited clap from the boy, who then pulled him towards Jin's room once more.

Once they reached the door, Yoongi took a deep breath and prepared himself for the worst. As his son opened the door, Yoongi found his eyes instantly falling onto one person.

Jin.

The man was in his bed, sitting up, and looking down at his hands as the two entered. Yejun smiled, looking back and forth between the two of them. "Eomma! I have Appa and he wants to talk to you. And this is what Hobi hyung said was usually when it was adult talk only, so I'm going to go and play with my cars!"

Yejun then ran out of the room, leaving the two men to sit in awkward silence. They stared at one another for awhile, not saying anything, just looking.

Yoongi felt his heart break all over again, seeing Jin like he was, weak and fragile, looking scared of everything around him. He hated it. He wanted a smile back on the man's face, that's all he wanted.

Finally, Yoongi stepped forward and walked towards Jin, determined to talk to him. If Jin rejected him and told him to get the fuck out of his face afterwards, he would respect that, but at least he could say that he tried.

JIn sat and watched as the man approached, apprehensive about his every move. He flinched slightly when Yoongi decided to take a seat right beside him on the bed. They took a few moments to take in each other's presence once more, before Yoongi cleared his throat.

"Are you feeling better?" Yoongi asked quietly, gently.

Jin was struck silent with that question, although he hadn't said anything in the first place. Yoongi waited, not wanting to press Jin for an answer.

But finally Jin found his voice. "N-no." He finally whispered, avoiding all contact with the man.

Yoongi felt his heart tightening, knowing that Jin meant those words, that he wasn't better, that he wasn't okay.

"Jin...I--"

"If you came to ask why I didn't tell you, I don't know." Jin whispered. "I know that I'm weak for not telling you and that I could have done something, but I was just too much of a coward to--"

"Jin, stop." Yoongi said, his voice firm. He gazed at Jin with hard eyes, but there was so much care behind the look as well. He hated that the man thought this way, he didn't want him to. "I know how you feel." Yoongi finally whispered once he was certain that he had Jin's undivided attention. "There are a lot of things that I should have done, too. I should have noticed something was going on, I should have kept you close, not doubted you and push you away, but those are things that we should have done, not things that we did. And that will forever be regrets that we both have." Yoongi didn't know where these words were coming from, nor how he had this kind of clarity with his own guilt eating away at him.

"But--"

"No. What's done is done, there's no going back now." Yoongi cleared his throat, slowly reaching over and placing a hand on the side of Jin's face. He tried not to wince at the flinch Jin gave him when he touched him. "Jin...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done the things I did, but there is nothing that can take them back now. I understand if you want nothing to do with me after all I left you alone to suffer through. But I wish to move forward, and the only thing I want is for you to be happy. And I will do everything in my power to make it happen, even if it is not with me."

This conversation was so similar to the one Yoongi had with him just after he'd found out about Desung and him...

But this time Jin was given a choice.

He was astonished that Yoongi still wanted him after everything that had happened between the two of them.

Jin stared at the man for a long time, seeming to just take the man in.

However Yoongi took the silence as something else. Of course, how could he get his hopes up? After everything he'd done, he doubted that Jin would even want to look at him again, let alone be with him. Yoongi felt like a fool for even asking.

He stood up, prepared to leave, but a hand quickly stopped him.

"P-please stay." Jin whispered.

"Are you sure?" Yoongi asked back, his voice just as quiet as Jin's.

The man nodded slowly.

And that was all the answer Yoongi needed. 

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