(Natsu's POV)

I've been married to my wife for 8 years.I don't know why we are still married we hardly speak to each other. we are both cheating on each other. plus lucy does drugs and I am a alcoholic atleast we don't have a child. I'm not saying I don't want one but it wouldn't be right if we brought a baby into our mess. but we never used to be like this. we were happy once we were always there for each other but it was my fault everything went downhill.

(Flashback back 5 years ago)

"Lucy I have something to tell you."
"What is it natsu?" "well Lucy I'm not gonna sugarcoat it I have been cheating on you for 2 years with many different women's." I love you but I also feel like I need more."

(Flashback ends)

"After that lucy started doing drugs." " then started sleeping with other guys.""every time I talk to her she gets mad and throws things at me!" "so I just gave up trying to talk to her but again it's all my fault so I can't be mad at her."

(Lucy's POV)

I can't even look at natsu without getting mad. every day I hope he just leaves the only reason I haven't left is because I don't have any to go. to my parents cut me out of their lives once I married natsu. as for everyone else they got married and moved away I have no idea where they are. ok that's not 100% true my brother gray still talks to me. but his wife juvia always hated me so I don't even let gray know about my situation.why natsu hasn't left is I don't know why? I know for a fact he has people to go to main person being the slut lisanna.

(Still Lucy POV)

"I'm finally gonna talk to natsu and ask why he hasn't left." (yells ) "natsu come here I wanna talk to you hurry up before I regret it!"

(Natsu's POV)

"What's up lucy?" " I'm suprized you're talking to me again."I have wanted to talk to you for a while ."

(Lucy's POV)

"Shut up natsu I only wanted to ask why the hell are you still here". when you have people to go to like the slut lisanna". "just go to her and get out of my sight forever!"

(Natsu's POV)

"You really hate me that much lucy look Lucy believe it or not I still love you!" I never stopped loving you". ( slap) "why did you slap me Lucy?"

(Lucy's POV)

"you are so god damn stupid natsu!" "I slapped you because you had the nerve to say you still love me!" " when the only reason we are like this is because of you!"

(Normal POV)

Lucy ran into her bedroom locked the door and windows and just cried all night. but natsu listen at the door . He didn't know what to do. He hated it when Lucy's cries but it was his fault.

(Natsu's pov)

I think why did I even start cheating on Lucy? She was always there for me. Lisanna never has been. Lucy was beautiful smart sweet and so much more. I knew she had no one else! But all I did was break her! I'm a horrible person. But she is right why am I still here? Maybe it's because I don't wanna see her alone? But at the sametime she has been alone for years. All because I chose to cheat on her with a bunch of sluts. I finally say to Lucy " I'm sorry for everything."if you want me to leave I will." She says " why did you do it Natsu?" " Am I a horrible wife?" "Did you ever truly love me?" "Am I ugly or stupid?" " Or did you always consider me worthless ?" I say " no it's none of those things!"

(Lucy's pov)

" Then what the hell was it!?" "You know what just leave." " I wish I never met you." " My parents were right about you." " All you did was hurt me"" I hope your happy with Lisanna your made for each other." " Now get outta my sight!" " One last thing you better not tell Gray anything."

(Natsu's pov)

"Lucy before I go please let me explain." Lucy says " why there is nothing to explain?" " I wasn't enough for you and never was."