(Lucy's POV)

It's been 5 years since I left natsu and fairytail plus I lost my baby I was attacked and was to weak to protect myself I managed to get away after a year but while I was there they rapped me stabbed me shot me I lost my baby when I got stabbed but at least I never got pregnant by them after what happened with me and natsu and fairytail I just couldn't go back and tell them just thinking about them makes me sick I have tried to kill myself many times I'm going to try again today I have nothing to live for anyway the world would be better with out me i lost everything and everyone i cared about i guess I'm just not meant to be happy

(Natsu's POV)

It's been a month since I started looking for Lucy I ended up in a small town called fallen star village for some reason I have a feeling Lucy will be here I started asking people if they know who Lucy is and a lady who looks to be around 30 years old tell me she knows Lucy

(Random girl pov)

Yes I know Lucy she lives alone in house 2 houses down from here but she won't wanna see you the poor girl has gone through so much she is sad all the time more then once she has tried to kill herself I stopped here each time but I'm afraid I will be to late next time

(Natsu's POV)

Thank you for telling me I will go see her right now hopefully she is ok
This is all my fault if I wasn't so stupid she wouldn't have left and we could have been a family but like always I mess up every good in my life

(Normal POV)

Natsu got to Lucy house and what he saw horrified him and broke down crying

(Natsu's POV)

I got to Lucy's house and saw her dead she shot herself in the head I can't believe i truly lost her forever I start crying when I make it to her dead body I saw a note and it says * I can't take it anymore my life has become a living hell 1st I lose the love of my life 2nd I was rapped and beaten 3rd and lost my child while I was beaten and rapped if for some reason you see this note natsu I'm sorry I never told you about the baby I just couldn't face you just walking in fairytail made me sick but I hope you are happy with you're life goodbye I will always love you 1 last thing the baby's name was gonna be Nashi Layla Dragneel*

(Still Natsu's POV)

I'm so sorry Lucy this is all my fault you loved me even after everything I did to you and you were doing to give our baby my last name even though you were mad at me