And every month....

We buy a hamster

*distant screaming*

This is the last chapter of My Ship Appreciation so the hidden message is revealed.

Very creative,isn't it?

Fun fact;I originally wanted to make one more in order to spell "My ships are fucking awesome,fight me bitch"

But I'm too pure for this ^_^

*distant laughter*

So in this final version I am to discuss the one ship that everyone ships and I mean...how can you not?

Ray of sunshine aka Phil Lester aka AmazingPhil

So pure.

So angelic.

The world doesn't deserve him.

And then we have this guy who is on fire

AND TOGETHER WE HAVE PHAN AKA  THE SHIP WHO HAS THE MOST AMAZING AND TALENTED FANDOM I HAVE EVER SEEN

(Minus myself of course)

I can't believe no one saw it coming,most of the books in my Crying reading list are Phanfictions.

Plus I needed to end with a bam.

You know them!

You love them!

You're 100% convinced they are together!

Honestly,it isn't your fault.

It's their fault

I'm serious

Youtube knows it too

And my mum knows it....

Which is kind of weird because she usually gets stuff like that.

Holy smokes my mother is a freakin fangirl and I'm the one to blame.

Anywhore,my shipping heart breaks with every video they have together.I'm serious when I say that I need to watch Pastel edits in real life at least one time per day.

But you know what else I love?

Pinof!

Plus lets just all appreciate Pinof4 with the iconic moment

"I feel special"

"You are"

I AM NOT OKAY

Lets just wrap this shit up before I start crying.

HEAVEN by you know who,these songs remind me of many ships excuse you

The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek

This voice inside
Has been eating at me

Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need

Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
And numb what I see

I'm screaming at me

Trying to keep faith and picture his face
Staring up at me

Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?

Feeling like my heart's mistaken

So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven

Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
To find some release

Trying to embrace the picture I paint
And colour me free

Let me just point out that I associate this song with every slash relationship that wouldn't go smoothly-meaning either homophobia from others or the person themselves being skeptical.

So this is more of the "no homo" Dan phase.

Isle of fightless birds by 21 pilots

We're lining our homes against winding roads
And we think the going is tough

We pick songs to sing, remind us of things that no body cares about

Believe me you'll begin to wish you were sleeping
But if we wake up every morning and decide what we believe

We can take apart our very heart and the light will set you free
I am cold, can you hear?
I will fly, with no hope, no fear

And time will fly by and the sky will cry as light is fading

And he is waiting, oh so patiently
While we repeat the same routine as we will please comfortability

Please think about why you can't sleep in the evening
And please don't be afraid of what your soul is really thinking

Your soul knows good and evil, your soul knows both sides

And it's time you pick your battle, and I promise you this is mine

(I promise you)

This,like others,don't bring me the feels 10000% but it does have a nice angsty ring to it.The entire 2012/2013 timeline can be somewhat associated with this song.

Youth by Troye Sivan

W

hat if we run away?
What if we left today?
What if we said goodbye to safe and sound?

What if we left them fall behind
And they're never found?

My youth is yours
Runaway now and forevermore

A truth so loud you can't ignore

What if we start to drive?
What if we close our eyes?

Because we've no time for getting old
Mortal body, timeless souls

This describes PERFECTLY young love at its prime meaning 2010(and probably 2011).It's the beginning of everything and it breaks my cold heart.

Which btw apparently has been broken a lot this past week.

Teenage Dream by Glee

You think I'm funny when I tell the
punch line wrong

I know you get me
So I'll let the walls come down, down

Before you met me I was alright
But things were kinda heavy

We can dance until we die
You and I, we'll be young forever

My heart stops
When you look at me

Now baby I believe
This is real

I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece

I'm already emotional thanks to Glee tbh.BUT HEY THIS IS A GOOD SONG FOR EVERY FRIENDS TO LOVERS TROPE.

Fight me.

Fight me.

Fight me.

You get the idea.

Fools by Troye Sivan

I need time to replace what I gave away

And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small
Though I try to resist I still want it all

I see a little house on the hill and children's names

But everything is shattering and it's my mistake

Only fools do what I do, only fools fall

I don't give a fuck, I'm not giving up, I still want it all

Ah we have reached this beautiful moment again,haven't we?

The moment when everyone who knows me-and people who don't but I tagged them for a shoutout who also think that I'm just going to rant about their ship ^_^-are emotionally dead and wonder one thing only...

"WHAT THE FUCK ANGELA?!WHY ARE YOU SO ANGSTY?!I CAME OUT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME AND I FEEL SO ATTACKED RIGHT NOW!WHAT'S NEXT?YOU ARE GOING TO BE POSTING NORTHERN DOWNPOUR LYRICS?MAKE A MCR JOKE?REMIND EVERYONE THAT(despite a common belief)NEWT IS DEAD?!"

The answer is simple...

I'm angsty

And I can't help it.

Angela=Angsty

And you know how people call me?

Angy

Angsty

Illuminaty confirmed.

But in conclusion;I can think of many songs regarding the entire Phan 2012 situation.

We found love by Glee

Now we're standing side by side

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny

We found love in a hopeless place

Turn away 'cause I need you more

That's because I'm feeling generous and you deserve a happy song.This is more of a today thing when Dan is shamelessly Phil trash no1.

Kids aren't alright by Fall Out Boy

And maybe I bit off more than I could chew
And overhead of the aqua blue

Blessed be the boys time can't capture
On film or between the sheets

Former heroes who quit too late

And in the end
I'd do it all again
I think you're my best friend

Empty your sadness
Like you're dumping your purse on my bedroom floor

And it's our time now if you wanna to be

And your love is anemic and I can't believe
That you couldn't see it coming from me

And I still feel that rush in my veins

THERE IS A GOOD REASON WHY THERE ARE SO MANY PHAN VIDEOS ABOUT THIS SONG I JUST HAVEN'T THOUGHT OF IT YET

By Panic! At the disco

Jk,like I said with Marlie,this is another song about friendship turned to love.I find it heartwarming and absolutely perfect.

Friends by Ed Sheeran

No we're not friends
Nor have we ever been

We just try to keep those secrets in a lie
And if they find out, will it all go wrong

And if you know me like I know you

Friends just sleep in another bed
And friends don't treat me like you do
But my friends won't love me like you

If it all went wrong
They'll never know what we've been through

But then again, if we're not friends
Someone else might love you too
And then again, if we're not friends
There'd be nothing I could do

Huh...I just figured out how good this will be for a continuation of my Valentine one shot(believe it or not,people were left heartbroken....oops)

ANYWHO!

Just like these past songs,it questions the entire friendship/love relationship.

Are we friends?

Are we lovers?

What are we?

So you know...

Seven years by Lukas Graham

Once I was seven years old, my mama told me
Go make yourself some friends or you'll be lonely.

It was a big big world, but we thought we were bigger.

By eleven smoking herb and drinking burning liquor

Cause only those I really love will ever really know me

Once I was twenty years old, my story got told

Before the morning sun, when life was lonely.

Soon we'll be 30 years old, our songs have been sold
We've traveled around the world and we're still roaming.

I'm still learning about life

Remember life and then your life becomes a better one

This is purely connected to Dan who has said that he didn't have many friends and all that stuff,but then he found Phil and I think it's beautiful.

Maybe not in a romantic way but it's still heartbreaking and beautiful.

For him by Troye Sivan

We are runnin' so fast
And we never look back
And whatever I lack, you make up

We make a really good team

We got this crazy chemistry between us

Making new clichés on our own little tour

You don't have to say I love you to say I love you

We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue

All I need is you

And we take jokes way too far
'Cause sometimes living's too hard
We're like two halves of one heart

I'm about to bring emo back if you leave my home
I'd panic at the disco and you'd rather watch a TV show

We can get married tonight if you really wanna

And if you break this lil' heart, it'd be an honour

THIS IS MY FAVE

THIS IS MY LIFE

MY SOUL

MY EVERYTHING

I wonder if there's a video...wait

Oh there are ;-)

Also,though I prefer the previous version,there is this one too

We're not a commercial for anyone else
We go out for coffee
And keep it to ourselves
We make little homes out of three-star hotels
And I know what you're feeling
'Cause I feel it as well

House of memories by Panic! At the disco

YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WOULDN'T PUT PANIC! AT THE DISCO?!

Bitch please

I don't want to be afraid
The deeper that I go

Heart to heart
And eyes to eyes

Baby, we built this house
On memories
Take my picture now
Shake it 'til you see it

And when your fantasies
Become your legacy
Promise me a place
In your house of memories

I think of you from time to time
More than I thought I would

Then will you remember
Me in the same way
As I remember you?

I want to get into detail and stuff but...I got no battery.Plus I have pointed out the important lyrics so I'm pretty sure everyone has gotten the idea.

TIME FOR SOME FANFIC WRITERS RECOMMENDATIONS BASED ON MY PERSONAL PREFERENCES:

Unfortunately Wattpad is screwing things up so I may have forgotten some people :-(

-phanci
-EleftheriaDiamantidi(who posts greek phanfictions but they're awesome and I think she has also an english account loverforou)
-ForeheadDefenceTeam
-kathynerd
-imsh00k
-mychemicalrainbows
-MiniZoelle
-vanillamillaxo
-EvaDelRey
-shookhowlter
-AllTimePhan73
-eminent-
-thebigolive
-rickyblitzz
-yayyphan
-acidiclester
-findingliguori
-skeletonflowers
-PartTimeStoryteller
-alex-dawson
-mychemicalsophiee
-floralyixing
-sleepylittlefangirl
-phanoftroylerr_
-DansPlacenta
-audrat
-ctrling
-tronnor
-fandomised
-kickthefueledbypanic
-phanniversary
-spnsivan

See what I meant about talented?

I'm lowkey worried that I tagged wrong people.

(Probably not)

ALSO!1!1!1!

-NEWTSCAMANDER has a Newtmas fic that also features Phan(and Joshler)and it's really good.

Is that everything I have to say?

Probably yes.

Until next time my lovelies,stay away from drugs and read some fanfiction.

Unless this fanfiction has the word "fic" in the title...

Then don't.