The break's over

IS IT THOUGH?!

First things first, in case you guys still don't know why I've been gone for so long.

You've been gone for like six days, why are you so dramatic?

TIME IS JUST AN ILLUSION AND IT FELT LIKE A YEAR TO ME

My exams are starting which freaks the hell out of me, so I was supposed to come back when they are done...

BUT IT'S BEEN LIKE SIX DAYS WITHOUT MY SOCIAL MEDIAS AND IT WAS THE WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE!!! You know what Wattpad did for me? It kept me occupied so I wouldn't have a crisis.

But guess who didn't have Wattpad and had all the time in the world to loathe herself?

Gleek_runner that's who!

I'm one big giant mess but I need Wattpad and other normal people to communicate.

MY FAVOURITE BOOKS MIGHT HAD BEEN UPDATED WHILE I WAS GONE AND I HAD NO IDEA

(Plus, I deleted the tumblr app in my phone and don't exactly pay attention to what's happening with Class.

Eurovision too.

Can we talk about Eurovision thou?)

So yeah here I am thinking...wow you're such a failure, you can't even keep a schedule.

Like yeah I'm sure it's not that hard for most of you to be away from Wattpad but it is for me.

I tjink the entire world is moving and I'm stuck in the same place.

And there's an even worse thing happening...

I've made more drafts!

They are not even good drafts...

But moving on, not only have I not been producted (unless making myself bleed three or four times per day is considered productive), but I think that my mood has become worse.

But hey at least I had very good friends that supported me...

("You are talking nonsenses"

*smacks my head hard*"You are an idiot."

"You are talking bullshit and you're just going through puberty.")

Oh I certainly feel loved.

Or maybe I'm just hungry.

Probably the second one but I just need to make it for three more hours and then I'll finally have some lunch.

But that's not the point.

The point is that these few times that I talked with some of you during this week were great and actually put a smile on my face so why should I take away the one thing that makes me happy?

(Also fan fact, or not, this week Youtube has been recommending me videos such as 'When the fat girl gets skinny:The Short Film','DIEt-Short Film','Alone-Depression Short Film' and many others and I don't know how to feel about that.)

SO YOU KNOW I'M BACK!!!

And not really better than I was but maybe I will, who knows?

I'm lowkey excited for going through my notification feed so that's good, right?

What about you? Are you okay? I hope you are. I hope everyone is okay and happy and eager to have an amazing day. I also hope you understood my reference with the entire "The takeover, the break's over"

:-)

...awkward...

Um...

I'm gonna go now...

Bye!

And hello