''Honestly, the day we just hung out that Tuesday, The day I saw you're face again. I was happy ..I felt something burning inside me like paper turning into Ashe in a fire. We hung out for those hours, just chatting and laughing, Me putting my arm around you was me me trying say that I have you close and I wouldn't let go of you. Putting my Japanese bamboo fan that my friend gave me at a party to keep the rain from hitting your head and your dogs..Lil Julie.. he he ..'' I sigh, looking down at the ground.

''I know it was too sudden When I started to grow my tree of feelings for you..but you made me smile in a way that I didn't expect to smile, the hugs you give were tight and long..'' I smile,  Putting my hands together. I look out the window and takes a deep breath, blinking repetitively to hold back the tear. 

''I like you a lot..Do I love you..? I dont know.. My feelings were gonna keep growing and growing..but you shut off the water ..you just cut me off and swore off  for 2 years.. Its sad for me because I felt heart broken but I understood the reason..and i planned on confessing to you when you ever came back..'''

I just wish I held your hand tight..

telling you that everything was okay ..

I dont care what person you were .. what you liked and what you hated, who you liked and who you hated.. I liked you in a way nobody else has . I cried.. I cried a lot for two nights..Wishing you would just understand,.. I want to tell you but I cant ..I cant ..Its heart aching, brain draining.. tears flowing down my cheek...

I miss you..And I wish I can at least tell you how i felt..

Goodbye I guess..