So my dad is psychic. He is claryvoyant and stuff and he claims to have been from a different realm or something.... He also says that me and my sister are going to find out when were 18 that were going to find out were like queens there or something and like that's why we had both heard voices before in the hallways, according to him that was the realm calling for us... Idk... Idk what to believe anymore when it comes to what he says...

But also, I kinda slipped up bc the other day I said everything he has said I've proven bc I do my research.... Ofc then he almost seemed worried kinda lol, idk... Ofc some of my research consisted not of Google but of talking to people so like he couldn't have just done his research too....

Ok but like still though.

The other day he threw a dime or a penny or something into the water before a huge storm to make bigger waves and said stuff in a different language. According to him and he seemed serious about it, a dime or penny or something flew at him as he was taking a shower and he claims it wasn't my mom...
He also says he made poisiden mad or something idk lol

But yeah so like I wanna ask him if he could teach me like magic and like stuff like that.

I asked how to get to the other realm once and he acted like it was all in his head but idk...

And so he also had said before that if I get into like the real magic and stuff, as if everything I find on Google and in witchcraft books and stores are all fake and that real magic is dangerous and stuff...

And like I wanna blackmail him bc I can do magic, I have contacts, I have the internet, I have resources. So if he wants me to use it safely then he should teach me. Not that id purposely use it wrong but he makes it sound like it'd be very easy to make a mistake and mess up the entire world. Lol probably not but still...

And like he has said before that me and my sister have powers or something simply just bc were his kids so obviously we have powers or something like that idk..

So idk what he meant by that but idk...

But also my dad gets mad at me when I can't do things that I should be able to do when he teaches me stuff... And like I'm kinda scared for him to teach me?

And like I'm scared to ask him at all bc he might get mad at me and go on lectures about everything and stuff... And I mean rlly that's the worse that could happen though and other than that I might get my phone taken but that just means I can only be online when I have WiFi and when my dad ain't around bc I have other broken phones , I can and will always find a way to be online lol
(that being said I also keep all my old phones so I have alot and I have alot of broken tablets and stuff and they can't take my friends phones so there will always be a way. Even if I have to go to the public library or go to school early and get on a computer. Access to internet is everywhere and I have access to those places, as my sister is always happy to go to book places and we always get to school early)

So like I mean ig it'd be worth it in the end... But still though like he'll probably yell at me alot and idk if he'd just give up on me if I don't get it quickly... Seems like that's what he did with my sister trying to teach her school stuff...

And like he's suppose to be teaching me self defense but that never happened... Like he's supposed to be teaching me ahead of his students but it's the other way around... His students are ahead of me bc he is kinda ignoring me in class and everything....

And like I wanna learn but like idk if from him is the best way to do so. Like he's just gonna bitch and complain and be an asshole about everything.

But at the same time itd probably be useful and stuff.

Tbh if he does decide hell teach me, when he does I'll just have to forget he's my dad and look at him more like a drill sergeant or something bc that's how hell treat me probably.

But I'm gonna stop ranting about how horrible my dad is bc tbh he ain't that bad and I'm probably being overdramatic about it lol

I might ask him. It depends if I will be able to or not... Like I might just wimp out when itry bc it's scary lol...

Yeah idk....

Should I? Lol