I'm gonna try to meditate outside by my pond tomorrow maybe

And hope my turtles don't bite me
Bc they threaten to bite me alit
I think they think I'm a giant moving price of bread
It's fine

But like in my book the character was like meditating and I'm gonna try to like take what he did and apply that lol

This book is rlly interesting lol and I rlly like the book. I just hate reading lol.

But yeah, I'm gonna try to sit out by my pond with my turtles and that bird that's sometimes at the other side yelling at me bc I disturbed it somehow and the squirrel who sometimes comes out and drinks from the pond and is completely chill with me being there and the fish that literally line up in arks waiting to be fed and some unlucky ones to be scooped up into my net to be held and pet and set back in the water lol and sometimes kissed if calm enough-

I've always tried meditate in bed. At night. Alot of times In which I'm hyper at night.

Kinda stupid.

When I go out and practice guard in the afternoon and take a few minutes to just look around at the birds and listen to the owls sometimes, it's actually kinda calming but then there's also the fact that I'm already super tired from tossing my riffle or flag but mostly riffle or sabre lol