So I havent updated in awhile

But just to update yall on squid my turtle and my snake I haven't named.

I had to let them go this morning bc my dad sucks.

My snake I get. Feeding it live food has made him sick and he had a worm crawl out of his skin and that's not normal and it won't eat frozen food. So I can't feed it. I had to let it go.

When I let it go my snake went to the wall and slowly slithered away and went under grass and all, and I saw it again and it let me pick it up and all and it was adorable.
I can still go outside and it's probably gonna be there, if I can find it.

My turtle, squid, on the other hand, had no reason to be let go.
My sister's been arguing with me about it all week now and a CAT and DOG vet told my parents turtles have diseases ad are dangerous.
That being said, they know nothing about turtles. All reptiles are dangerous but that's not the point. It's still safe. My sister's dragon lizard is just as bad as my turtle.

My turtle I had to let go in a pond. I'm never gonna see him again bc I'm not allowed to fish in my pond anymore. And even if I could, he's too small, I wouldn't be able to get him and he probably won't come up.

When I put squid down on my porch as my dad told me to, he ran away a few feet and stopped and turned back to me and looked at my snakes aquarium that was out there for putting out my snake. I put out my hand and he came closer a little. My dad told me that my turtle doesn't want me or anything. I understand that maybe he doesn't. But I can at least hope that he might.

Then I put him by my pond and he ran down to the water and swam away. After a few minutes he disappeared into the murky water and I'm never gonna see him again. I couldn't even get a last picture of him bc my dad was rushing me.

My mom wanted to kill them. I thought my mom was on my side.

My dad for once cared more about my feelings and what I wanted that my mom.

Now they want me to get another animal to put in the aquariums. Something they approve of.

Idk what I want. The animals I get is what comes to me. I don't choose my animals. It's whatever comes to me.

My dad's like "you can get a small turtle that never grows. Or a rat snake"
It not squid and it's not my snake.

My dad thinks these weird animals don't have their own personalities.
The personalities of all the turtles I see are different than squids.

My snake had personality.

I can't explain personality. But I can tell them apart.

LMAO that reminds me of this duck at a duck pond by my old school, I would go feed the ducks there before school with my mom
There was this one duck that would follow me everywhere and snap at me but also let me pet it.

A few years later I went back to the pond. After I went to middle school I rarely went back but then I did and that duck that would follow me followed me again and it was awesome.

The turtles in my back pond each have their own personalities and I can tell them all apart bc of it.

Every dog I've had, every ferret I've had, every hamster, rabbit, chicken, duck, turtle, I even had a donkey once, a snake, every lizard, every bird, every insect, bug, even every spider and silverfish I see or find or have had. All of their personalities are different. Not from species to species, but from one animal to the next. The lizard I caught the other day (just a regular annol) was very different than the one I caught a few weeks ago. Everyone is different.

Well I went off on a rant.

My point is, I love my animals. They are my family. My dad made me get rid of my turtle.
I had to get rid of my snake.
Yeah I'm sad about that and all but it's what's better for it.
My turtle on the other hand is completely okay with me.
that's like making me move out of the house bc my sister moved out to go to college.

9/22/18 fml