Ok this is 100% mythical related sometimes.

Like in this one book I'm reading, "the alchemist", personal legends and all that. I could give a synopsis but I'm too lazy. It's a rlly good book, I recommend it, but like. Wow. I'm like freaking out about how relatable some things are in it.

And like honestly every book has so much relatable things in it. And honestly it's getting late at night and at night everything is like 10x more fun and everything. So like I like freak out when it's even the smallest thing that's relatable in any book. So like with the mention of "gang" I'm like "yeah! Gang! Im in one of those!"
Or like just. Anything.
Mention if being spanked with a belt-
Well actually that was kinda descriptive and I never saw it in that light and that was kinda sad to read-
But after it was sad it was funny bc it's late and I'm too hyper-

But like just. Everything.

Books being so relatable are just fun.

But then there's those times when like, you eblieve in a character so much and then you over react and just write that the character is stupid for giving up his dreams. Stupid Santiago. I rlly thought he thought he could do it. But no, he just gives everything up, haha

But like. Ugh, everything.

What is my cat doing?

Oh, hey, I cleaned my room today!

I just closed the drawer my cats in.

I opened it to find this:

Dude my cats so adorable

I'm like freaking out

I loose my sanity after 10pm-

Hahahahajja

Ugh but ugh

Books are just ugh

I hate em but I gotta love em when ugh

I love them but I hate reading them.

If the words could just like, be transmitted into my mind somehow without me having to focus on a stupid book for hours, that'll be great..

Lol

Dude, books. Books are just great.

I'm currently reading "The Alchemist" and "the last time I wore a dress". Both if them are rlly good.

Ok but honestly i relate everything to everything.

Omg in my book there's that "everything becomes one thing" idea and like that's so true. Like so like everything is connected. Everything can be related to another.r

That being said I relate the smallest things to myself even when they are in a totally different circumstance... I blame my English teacher for making me annotate life. Lol

But like. Ugh idk.

I should get back to reading. I don't wanna start the next chapter in "the last time I wore a dress" bc it's 20 pages and if I start it i gotta finish it, so I kinda wanna go back to " the alchemist" and read a few more pages of that... I mean that book is due for school and I have 2 more book for school to read, and i have no deadline for the other book. But like idk. The alchemist isnt split up by chapters , it's not split up rlly at all.. but it has like symbols as to when the topic changes and I try to use those as like where to stop...

I don't use book marks. They get in the way.  I either memorize the page number, or chapter number, or as for books I do for homework I have to write in the book adn the end of writing is where I'm at loo..

But anything.
I typed anyways. Idk how anything got there...

Stupid thumbs don't know what they're doing lol

Anyways.

I should get back to reading t.

How this was mythical related was bc I was thinking about the personal legends stuff in my book and its like. I'm part of the eight. Even though I can't spell eight on the first try every time, it's kinda like my personal legend. It's basically what you want in life, what you live for , etc..

I ain't gonna give up like the crystal merchant or Santiago.

I was basically arguing with myself how I have nothing better to do with life than to just read the next 20 pg chapter but then I realized I have to meditate and figure out what I'm gonna do with my life. And then I realized I have to do this. It's my personal legend and I'm gonna fight for it. (Quite litterally once the storm comes).

Everyone knows their personal legends when they're young. Then there's this mysterious force that causes us to stop believing.

The world's greatest lie is that.. we are controlled by fate...

The world's greatest truth is that.. shoot I forgot... Gimme a sec... If you rlly want something, the universe will help you achieve it (or something like that. Well now I have the book out so minus well read it more. )

The secret to happiness is to take in the scenery and be happy, but never forget the spoon of tea.. there's a whole story behind this, but point is, don't forget the mission, but have fun doing it.

This was all said by some old man who is too hard to explain. He's rlly wise though.

Ik it's just a book, but so many things you can take from it. My teacher wants me to write the ideas I get from it and what it means to me, but how am I suppose to explain in the margains of the book about mythicals and the storm and the eight and everything... Lol

Anyways, I'm gonna read more of the alchemist, and if I can continue reading I'll read more of the last time I wore a dress (she just got moved to a new hospital, actually much like the character in the alchemist who moved to Africa and at first had a pessimistic veiw of things, but after being robbed and depressed he found his way back and then saw it, not as a strange place, but rather as a new place. Like, Daphne has spent months in the first place and now she's going to a new place with all new people... Ig in some instances that's a good thing bc omg this one person. That's all I needs say. But like, she knew people and I think she had friends there but now she is like going to a new place and she doesn't know anyone and ugh idk. Books. Like don't make me wonder what's gonna happen if I gotta read 200 pages to find out. Lol... Sj3jdo3jsbtirjejkeidk.  Idk books suck but theyre great. Shut up. Anyways.

When im done I might do an essay on the books just bc I like doing that kinda stuff

Unless it's for school

But anyways.

I'm having a sleepover tomorrow and going to see fireworks and so yay

AHah ym dad skcus.

Can anyone firgue out what that says lol I'm bored.

Seh a hctib (:

So it's 11pm and I spent a half hour writing this nonsense, so, cya, I'mma gonna go read and then meditate and then maybe sleep. Or play this new game I got. Welp thanks for reminding me. Change of plans, game first then read then meditate then whatever.