L/n=last name
N/n/y/h=nickname you hate

Laurence's PØV
We were at the checkout at Ikea,paid for our stuff (door),and got back in y/n's car.there was silence so I decided to break it, hey remember that time gene didn't return y-our fe-lings.... forget what I sai- "yea" *starts car* oh ok... (I really didn't want to end his PØV like this but my mind is depressed rn I mean all the time)

Y/n's PØV
I'm the kinda person who has selective memory or who blocks out the bad memories,the truth about me is that i actually do drink,well used to,but i stopped 4 years ago.....when I moved on mystreet (*cough* when you heard about Laurence!),most people drink to forget but i always remember....shit dude my life's been hard as hell... "that's what she said(☝︎ ՞ਊ ՞)☝︎" Laurence said jokingly but serious,d-did I speak out loud?? "Yes..." were did I start? Or when did I start speaking out loud? "Well you said all of it out loud and,you started at -I'm the kinda person who has selective memory-" hmmm where's the nearest tattoo shop around here "why? Are you getting a tattoo???" yup. "(ﾟ∀ﾟ)ok....whatever floats your butt....BOAT.......SO whatcha gonna get? OH GET A ROSE ON YOUR ARM" nah. I'm getting a word "saying??..." he trailed off, I'm getting a tat of the word 'miserable' on my right arm "cool....but why miserable?" Because I am,I said emotions now brushed away. "Hn.....talk to me" sure.....

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This realization started when I was in grade 7 my parents got divorced when I was 4 so I lived in three different homes,yes,three.my mom had a house with her two brothers and my brother and my two cousins who were girls,my moms younger brother never had kids.my dad lived with his friend really far away but would go to my moms house to give her rent money on the weekends and to say hi to me and leave,I didn't understand why my dad gave my mom rent money because my mom had a better paying job than him. The third house was were I lived full time,my grandparents townhouse,they were the best people in my life,my grandma was a hardworking employee at {insert random bank} she was quite wealthy but she was smart with her money I'd never ask her for money.....except that one time on pizza day.......but on the other hand my dad and two of my uncles would always ask for money ALWAYS except the oldest uncle. a couple weeks after that i lost my best friend mya,it was the most ive cried.

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thats just a small piece of dust compared to my big problems "well......its on dublan street on 35 so don't say i didn't warn you" you didn't warn me tho "...... well I'm warning you right now to not get a tattoo" ok. *checks time* we should get this tattoo quick it's already 9:09 "sure,the place is right across the street *points across the street*".

~At the tattoo shop~
Hi how much is a tattoo with nine letters? "About $75 what word?" The tattoo artist said. I wanted to get the word miserable in cursive "were would you like it" put it on the inside of my right arm "ok miss have a seat on that black chair,and your boyfriend can sit on the waiting chairs over there" she said then pointed at the waiting chairs. I just looked at Laurence and he was doing that thing when you put your hands on your mouth but your fingers are spread and your smiling "at least someone could see how good we look together" he said with a smug look "well you are a very lucky guy you've got a cute one" she said while grabbing the tattoo ink "pffft y-yeah I know" Laurence said in embarrassment.
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After la tattoo
After I paid,"Your gonna need to wrap it up for a while it'll smudge if you don't and it'll hurt" will do,thank you Sasha.
Laurence's PØV
Wow who would think Sasha to be a tattoo artist "I know right I always thought she'd be a hair stylist she had amazing hair in high school" yea........so,you still sad? "yeP" she said popping the "P" in yep. Wanna get some cream "what" she said confused but disgusted, OH NO NO I MEANT ICE CREAM "oh ok good,what place?" That place with 200 flavours,i checked the time because it closes at 11:00 when I looked back she was already in the car. I got in her car and we were already at the ice cream shop in a flash, HOW?? I asked very confused "I like ice cream,free ice cream especially" she said. Y/n got maple bacon and I got blueberry,oh wow this looks amazing this deserves a picture, after I said "picture" I saw that y/n put sun glasses on,what's with the shades n/n? "oh....nothing....laur...?" she said shakey,oh well i guess she just likes sunglasses. we finished our ice creams in the car and got to my house, hey n/n do....you wanna....uhm...stay here tonight..it's uh pretty late.. i said avoiding eye contact and fidgiting with my thumbs,she gave a weak smile "sure i'd love to laur" she walked in and i followed her gaze "is your sister home?" she said. no she works late night shifts as a fashion designer,so she won't be home yet "okay well what do you wanna do I'm still not that tired" oh uh we could watch a movie,I suggested "mmkay" she said hopping on the couch. Wanna watch a scury movie? "YES" she exclaimed we put IT on.
Y/n's PØV
30 minutes into the movie I'm about to fall asleep when the tv makes a loud screech and Laurence grips my arm,like super tight,like cutting off the circulation to my arm kinda tight. Woah laur chill fam you need Jesus "I'm just a little uh..." scared? "WHAT?! No....."
Later
I fell asleep.....
I'm having a dream......

I was back in high school at my desk with my head down,I was crying,the depression got me only at the beginning of freshmen year. You could hear quiet sobs if you listened closley. When y/n cried no one,not even her friends would comfort her, she was always the one making them feel better,they didn't comfort her because they didn't know she actually cried,they always thought she was always happy because she never cried around them or showed any sign of sadness,she kept it in.until.... one day at lunch everyone was at the cafeteria,but y/n was crying at her desk again "Hello" an anonymous said y/n froze up and slowly inched her chair away ready to book it,when he said "are you okay 'n/n/y/h'" the voice said just almost in a sarcastic way.
(???) PØV
I noticed y/n changed her style and isn't as fighsty I mean she's actually crying right now.i don't think she knows who I am yet she hasn't looked up she's kinda hot. Do I get love struck that easily? god! I cannot do this I was literally bullying her for eight years!....but I can't help it
Y/n's PØV
I wiped my tears away and looked up. As soon as I saw his cherry red hair and topaz eyes,I thought he was there to laugh at me.realizing who it was i quickly got up and ran..but he grabbed my hand (oh shit waddup!). We stayed in place for a moment "I have to go" I said blankly "wait y/n I just wanna help I've lightened up and I don't....."trouble" people anymore" he said almost desperate for a response "cut the shit Damian I know what your capable of I still have the cuts and burns to prove it!" I pulled up my sleeves to reveal cuts and burns.......fading away as Damien still held my hand "what the fuck?......" I said trailing my eyes from my arm to Damien's. I ripped my hand away from his grip and went to P.E. ,we had volleyball season and the teams were mixed,luckily Damien was not on my team..." so I thought. "hmmm Damien switch with aphmau there's not enough boys on that side and I'm not allowed to make it look like there's disadvantages for the teams or like it's sexist..IM NOT SEXIST" the coach said as Damien walked to our side making his frown turn into an UGLY grin, Damien walked over to the middle in the front he was a setter next to me on my right side. I stopped paying attention for awhile when the ball was coming to me,aph an the other side yelled "Y/N! OVER!" So I went to set the ball when Damien bolted in front of me to set it,I guess he knew I wasn't paying attention so he thought I was gonna fuck up but I didn't. Turns out that the ball didn't actually go over and I kinda just set the net..but then my hands slipped and I had apparently pined Damien to the net...... " OH MA GAWD SORRY Y/N I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA GO OVER BUT IT DIDNT AND I AM SO SO SORRY AND OH JESUS IS THAT A NEW SHIP I HAVE TO ATTEND TO???" Aphmau blurted. Damien tried to kiss me but I put my hand In front of his mouth,but he kinda pushed my hand with his mouth towards me and we kissed between my hand? I pulled my head back and had no clue what to do,MY BULLY WAS TRYING TO GET SOME! Damien then realized I stopped so he pulled my hand away and kissed my lips instead...... I pulled away once more and looked around everyone was shocked and confused,by the time I found my words the bell rang and everyone went to their lockers to get ready for their next class,so i decided to do that to.after I got all my stuff I closed my locker and turned right and started walking but I was the one getting pinned this time,Damien's locker was right next to mine and he was opening his lock (btw the lockers are like half lockers because ummmm the school didn't have enough budget) I stared into his eyes as mine were filled with lust.

Frig frock dudes or non gender specific teens or I hope your a teen....I've been off wattpad forever because I have school like many of you and I'm a freshman or first yearer in high school and I dunno how to do shit and it's hard to be in high school and everyone wants to die....? And if your under 15 good for you, enjoy childhood and...sorry for cussing?