So, looking back, Derek was right, I shouldn't have trusted them. They were just using me. Using him. But, he was safe. I guess even those Unaffected, always have a way to change that. Turns out that those kinds of people, aren't meant to be called Unaffected. They can be affected, but those same effects, take longer to settle in. For him, it could take years. For me. A matter of nothing. I have plans to stop everything, at least for now. To my daughter, I'll give her this book. A book that tells the tails of each of my trials. So she will know the signals for each, because I know. I will not be there.

For her first pigment, it will come naturally on her fifth birthday.

Her second pigment, will be a combination of two. Lasting longer than the others. I've gotten there through acts that, to this day, I long forget. I am aware that because of this much longer stage, more control is needed. Shadows will take all her strength in multiple sections of power. She will not hesitate to control you. Silver will keep her at bay as long as she possibly can. However, in times you will fight alone, with only Bronze to strengthen you. She is not fully strong, so be prepared to be strong on your own. That should be more enough to fight her off. But stay calm and in control. Things will turn out right in the end.

For Gold, she's a tricky one. That you must figure out on your own. Good luck. Let your Father fuel you.

Day #84178

~Lyla Lycan