Zen's POV

I sat on my bed looking at my phone,

707:
Has anyone heard from Y/n?

Yoosung:
No...ever since her mum died she stop talking to anyone ;(

Jaehee:
Poor thing.

I frowned and my eyes widened suddenly.

'She wouldn't....would she?...'

Zen:
I'm going to go check on her she might try thing like...I think u know?

Yoosung:
Omg do u think she will kill herself?!

Zen:
I'm going now to check on her cya guys later.

I turn my phone off and grab my jacket before slipping on my shoes and walking out to her house. Once I arrive I see the lights turned off. I walk up to her door and knock a few times and wait. I wait for around 10 minutes, sighing, I put my hand on the doorknob and surprisingly the door opens.

"Y/n?"I call out walking in without permission.

I close the door gently and start to walk around looking for her h/c hair or e/c eyes. I quietly make my way up the stairs and look into her room first.

"Y/n? You here?"I walk in and look around.

Once I spot nothing but darkness I spin on my heel about to open the door when I hear sobs. I quickly walk towards her bathroom and try to open it but it's locked.

"Y/n?!"I call out to her struggling with the door.

The sobs become louder and I suddenly see blood coming out from the bottom of the door. My eyes widened as I bang on the door.

"Y/n!! Stop!"

I finally managed to open the door, my eyes widened at the horrifying sight.
Y/n was on her knees on the ground crying and had blood all over her arms and was holding a bloody knife.

Y/n's POV

I heard the door open and look up slowly to meet wide red orbs staring into my e/c ones. Zen. When I first met him I developed a strong bond and well crush on him but I knew he will never like me back. After my mum died I was lifeless. I lost the only person that loved me and felt alone.

"Why?..."Zen croaked out looking down.

I just stared at his face, he started to tremble and shake. He looked up with tears streaming down his face, my eyes widened as he grabbed my shoulders.

"Why?! Why are you doing this to yourself?! Do you know how me and the others would have felt if you died?!"he yelled.

I watched in surprise and shock but also sadness, tears formed in my eyes and I bursted out crying.

"Because! Now that my mum is dead I have no one! I'm alone! And no one would care if I died so-"I got cut off.

My cheek burned from the slap, I looked at him holding my red burning cheek. Zen glared daggers at me before gritting his teeth together and yelling out.

"WHY ARE YOU SUCH AN IDIOT?! YOUR NOT ALONE! LOOK IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES!! YOU HAVE ME AND THE OTHERS AND WE CARE FOR YOU HELL I LOVE YOU!! HOW COULD YOU SAY THOSE THINGS AND BE SO DAMN SELFISH?!"

My eyes widened,

'He loves me? But why? Why does a perfect guy love a girl like me?'

"Use your damn head Y/n!!"he stopped crying since he ran out of tears to shed.

I couldn't hold back as the wall broke and I jumped into his arms embracing him and sobbing loudly. I felt his strong arms wrap themselves around me gently and he pushed me away. He smiled before leaning in and closing his eyes.

My eyes widened but I didn't pull away as his soft lips collided with mine. I smiled in the kiss and instantly kissed back.

'Zen is right...I'm not alone I have amazing friends and most importantly I have a amazingly gorgeous
boyfriend'

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Well what did you think? I know it's pretty sad but deal with it, anyhow I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while I've been busy with other stories and I've been running out of ideas. Please request and help meh with ideas cause I'm all out and yeah.

Hope you enjoyed~

Jaa nee minna~!

Hinami out~!